goin sober🦋

i don't wanna die and i don't wanna stay😕

Life as a Ghost - LUVGRiM (prod. Sneezii x Jkei)

she the one that give me Clarity
help me think coherently 
but every fucking time the words come out i sound embarrassing 
I’m gonna miss you terribly 
Radiation therapy 
I’m overeating thoughts thinking extraordinarily

DEATHSXARS - radiation therapy

Nick Rosin features on this piece.
This song is not monetized

Hook
I dont know if u can See the things i see  or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone 
N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Verse(0:26)
follow me into the Dark
Watch me fall until im dead
Watch me wake up da next morning 
Couldn’t tell you what i said
Everybody think im lit
But my shawty know im sad
I believe in different places 
where there ain’t no going back
I been talking to the Universe
shit been talking back 
Im addicted to the internet 
been Geekin off my ass
I jus wish i had somebody 
That could help me understand 
How to deal with the anxiety 
That never seem to end 
(Ay)
I wanna go Fast thats exactly what i need right now
Needa Blunt wit a tab go to space right now 
roll one up in the whip i wanna smoke right now 
needa spark on this wood im onna phone right now
On da 229 cruisin wit no one on it im just tryna catch a vibe -im tired of being honest so its fuck snitches fuck witches
think they fuckin wit it 
dumb bitches im done witcha
i live forever now

Hook
See the things i see or if you understand the feeling 
That i get when im alone N the same patterns keep repeating
On the walls and on the carpet on the floor next to the tv
Say a prayer close my eyes for all the people that im leaving on their own

Bridge(nick)
Lonely, life aint easy for me
Show me, people trying to let me down
Im always in my head
Tryna stay in my bed
Where am i gonna go?
No one really knows but-

Verse
just wait 4 me let’s slow this down
i promise u we’ll make it out 
i look at you you look at me
You tell me it was all a dream 
They wonder why i cant let go
I can not die im not at home
I know there’s more in store for me
Like all the things i meant to be
I sold my soul the more i know
i fucked my life up here we go
we dyin fast so take it slow 
just cruisin down this lonely road
& learn to appreciate 
the drugs we take to alleviate 
the fucked up pain that we create
its so okay to feel this way

End.

DIFFERENT PLACES W/ NICK ROSIN

prod. flower
*THIS TRACK IS NOT BEING MONETIZED*

yeeee

Hook
i been, Spending more money on weed in a month than i do for da crib
i still Fien for da high that i got from da money i doubled n flipped
i gotta stay High for da brothers dat holdin it down for they mothers n shit woah
we on some other shit bro
busy taking on da world 
oh i don’t remember the way that we used to talk, i forgot
nevertheless you’ll always be the one ,that i wanted
i remember dying in a parking lot
no one ever talk about the broken-hearted 

verse
im Starting to do dis shit for myself 
he lean himself to sleep n when he woke up smoked a pill 
i pray for all my homies in da skreets and that’s for real 
we been through all the trauma man we been through fucking hell
(what u kno about da) 12step program?
living like a nomad
crucifixion metaphor 
but u didn’t even know dat
“how u even know that?”
i’ll tell you what i know man
intuition stronger than a san andreas crackhead
-i dunno how to Say this
but im really fucking faded
i didn’t mean to waste your time im sorry
im complacent 
stunna like im vegas
Honoring da hellsxars
Does anyone remember where the fuck all my drugs are?
Swear that i jus had em i put em in my pocket 
or maybe im jus trippin shawty made me pop an oxy
i wish that i could take it all back 
i wish that you didnt have to see me like that
i regret the all of the things i said to you 
ive found a different point of view now
-Do u Remember when i taalked to youu abouut the thiings that i never wish i said
This remind me of the soong you seent to mee when youu still told him we jus friends

Hook
i been, Spending more money on weed in a month than i do for my crib
i still Fien for da high that i got from da money i doubled n flipped
i gotta stay High for da brothers dat holdin it down for they mothers n shit (woah)
we on some other shit bro
busy taking on da world 
oh i don’t remember the way that we used to talk, i forgot
nevertheless you’ll always be the one ,that i wanted
i remember dying in a parking lot
no one ever talk about the broken-hearted

Twelve Step Nomad

Be Your Shrek (Prod.SplashGvng)

FREE MY BRO (Feat. Archangxll) Prod. Baby Trapik

AN ORIGINAL DEATHSXARS PRODUCTION
Instrumental by Puhf
Featuring Kozmihk & Trewise

*THIS TRACK IS NOT MONETIZED*

Kozmihk
Looked up in the mirror n told that motherfucker tempt me
(tempt me, tempt me, motherfucker tempt me) x4

Trewise
i can Visualize the moments of my Life when i felt stupid but its cool i started doing all the drugs i told yo ass i id never do i jus wish you never seen it but its cool i jus wish that shit i was different but its cool
i been Busy getting buckets on these Sorry ass mufuckas pouring up a cup Lean hard to da left Right now Ima dog Smoke weed by da pound On an internet game that Grandmama found on the low i cant forget about the things i never said but i guess that’s cool 
i was doing all them drugs i told yo ass id never do -ha, didn’t mean it but its cool -i jus
wish that shit was different, i be missing me n U Smoking On da Pipe G Faded Undeniably
im already high bro there Aint nobody high as me Im afraid of getting stuck here n aint nobody finding me Better on my own anyways and that shit fine wit me

Kozmihk
I'm just wishing it's the same as it always has been
White boy unarmed only weapon a pen
Won't end up in the pen 'til all my enemies dead
I got immunity 'cuz I'm the blue community friend...
...I mean depression and soon to be ascension at end
Dead end signs in my head fuckin' gimme the bends
Fuckin' gimme the Benz and let me total what you spend 
I'd probably have like three or four fuckin' plaques goddamn

Trewise
Da Grass feel greener when im high
Shine da flash on her back 2 times
Like counting all da stars in da sky
Just got back for the 47th time
i could Keep on tryna talk about my head but i sound stupid so its cool im gonna keep on doing all the shit the i know i shouldn’t do -fuck i hate it but its cool -i jus wish that shit was different i jus wish that i was Cool

Kozmihk
One year... One… Year…
One year that's all you really gotta fuckin' give me
Then I'm goin' super sayan 'bout to take the planet with me
Young Remy rats in my hair think I need some Tresemme
Scrolling through all the fuckin beats that tre sent me...
...Back in 2016 feels like a lifetime
And I still write rhymes to escape hard times 
This the fuckin pipeline this intelligent design 
So get up out of my sightline you might need a lifeline
Never gonna resign 

Trewise
i can Visualize the moments of my Life when i felt stupid but its cool i started doing all the drugs i told yo ass i id never do i jus wish you never seen it but its cool i jus thought that shit i was different but its cool

DEATHSXAR5 “A GHETTO SUN DANCE” STARRING COWBOY JASON STILLWELL

ROKU (PROD.SOGIMURA)

Whole city with me, look

Lyrics - 

What you mean to me is everything 
You gave me energy my remedy ah
Fell short their tempting you enemy
My bones are weak and I’m shutting down
Our memories are falling out 
We’re off the drugs, we’re just coming down
You hide your face, not very proud
Your stuck with me, your screaming get me out

My bones are weak and I’m shutting down
Our memories are falling out.

(Falling out) X2

My bones are weak feel like falling down 
For you I’ll weep, because you cut me out 
My bones are weak, because you shut me out

Our memories, are just a cloud.

bones r weak (prod.  heydium)

$XAR





Infinite parallel Universes lay waiting beyond the Grave

2001
0.O



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