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ericdoa x zac greer x contradash - sober (unreleased) [HQ]

favorite - ericdoa (UNRELEASED)

WE DID IT!!!!! FINALLY LETS GOOOOOO!!!! ERIC GOAT ERIC GOAT

ericdoa - boys dont cry

I am not original Poster of this and claim no rights to it.  Simply posting for archiving purposes. 

produced by @lvusm

ericdoa - starstruck

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just take me out this misery already prod slushyized!

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prod @Slushyized!

imsofuckingdonewiththisworldicantstandit prod slushyized!

snakelike (the stars collide)

@six-days-after-christmas

think i lost all that you meant to me

all that you meant to me

hope that i'll see you soon


the patience is what i buy when i'm with you

and 

i can't see you through when i'm in my groove

and i know that you'll see me for who i am


tested all of my patience 

i'm all on my own

graven all of my entrances, i'm prone

oohh i'm prone

im prone

and there was a girl that i once had

and i didn't know what had to be said

i'm pushing west.

i'm pushing west.


for all of the times we had our differences, i'd still choose all of you

i'd say "it's me!", you'd say it too, i'm pushing west.


said you missed me when i called in

bring the whitney, and i'm all in

and you said you loved me too

now i just say "fuck you." 

yea fuck you

and you and you and you

and you and you and you

pushing west

you're not the man you made us think you were

but that's okay with me

just make sure that you're clean

i know it hurts sometimes don't lecture me

why do you lie to me?

i hope it makes you feel better

and why do mean things dig so deep?

still tryna figure out my speech

don't know what makes me feel this way 'bout myself

you're imperfect, that i know

REGRET PROD BUNII

I put my heart on my sleeve, wearing it like fashion
Holes in my jeans, rips all on my jacket
Tear into me, leave me in the past tense
I'm on my knees
Thankful it's all over, said and done
I dove right in, I took the plunge
I'm no saint and you weren't one
So blow my brains out, draw your gun
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just a voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

Pray I go to my dreams
Where you stay right here and won't leave
I'm living in fear of the air that I breathe
'Cause I know you're somewhere staring at me
All over, said and done
I'll admit we had our fun
Leave me sprinting, turn and run
I'll chase right after you because
I'm so

Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking
You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said

You're just the voice in my head
That tells me I should be dead
That tells me I'm just a freak
And should be under cement
So here I am in my bed
What I wrote is what you read
I'll take my brain out my head
I'll do it all like you said
Caught up in what we used to be, it's awful
The way my heart would beat for you is stopping
The foolish things we used to do is nonsense
I know you're in a grave but you're still talking

SAINT PROD BUNII

listen

my twenty first reason

all guitar by me
maybe if you cared, we would have a home
tired of this life, it is getting old
sick of this shit, I don't wanna be alone 
(I love you)

I'm having a problem with what happened to us
so I solve with cuts
I'm getting lighter I haven't eaten enough
remind me of you too much

I feel, I just feel so ugly
I just, just wanted someone to love me
(just love love me)

maybe if you cared, we would have a home
tired of this life, it is getting old
sick of this shit, I don't wanna be alone 
(but I shouldn't love you)

the dove indeed weeps

guillotine

https://open.spotify.com/track/7GHsBQ5oLMz6Jhq6TgzBHj?si=m6AqD8a8T5CoOFmWkkiqOA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4fE7fPBBe4x8t58IbcpFs4

prod me ft @kiheir

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

u treated me like shit
i know its not ur fault but it kinda is
i never thought that it would end like this
i never thought these words would leave my lips
but baby im cutting at my wrists
and i dont see an end to it
can someone help me
im dying
without u darling
oohhhhhh

@kiheir
and i never thought id feel this way
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
no one here to fill the void of my days
cuz ur gone
cuz ur gone

i needed u said ud never run away
the partys almost over i just hope that ud stay
my mind went blank ive got no words to say to u
and i doubt that u do too
ooooh i doubt that u do too
and i miss u but im glad that i met u

@requiem-for-you
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

awkward w/ kiheir

all produced by bunii.

uh idk how to explain it, its something like a psychedelic 
the gloomy clouds and falling rain its making my eyes hurt
so tell me what you feel and the vision between us
I know you only call me when your drunk and confused
and I understand baby your so used to being used 

the gloomy clouds and falling rain its making my eyes hurt
so tell me what you me to do ill fix it for you
your feelings gone and so are mine there's nothing to prove to you
there's something wrong inside my head I see a vision of you
I'm chasing you around and round I'm running in circles
the picture on my lock screen is of you and me together
I pick up my phone I get chills not from the weather 
I'm here and your gone I've been calling you forever

the gloomy clouds and falling rain its making my eyes hurt
so tell me what you feel and the vision between us
I know you only call me when your drunk and confused
and I understand baby your so used to being used

2. eyes (bunii)

produced by me

can’t pass the time, youre in my dreams
and now i know ill never sleep
do i stay and try to fix it all for her
I’m such a joke because I know that I’ll get hurt 

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

so I’ll sing my songs
will you sing along
will you sing along
but you can’t

I know you’re sleeping
hold me tight I can’t see 
you in my dreams
you in my dreams
love me simply
hold me right I know you
can’t feel happy
can’t feel happy

i know youre sleeping

https://open.spotify.com/track/2h3rPVFPrW3QLFOkp6aN17?si=05ed50e641d64258

prod me

take your time
im too busy in the morning
so dont waste your life
sitting around just mourning
i hate myself
but thats just not important
dont waste your time
dont waste your time (x2)

falling apart
all over again
ive done this so many times
youd think that id learn from it

falling apart
all over again
ive done this so many times
youd think that id learn from it
you gave me
your heart
to love
and once again ive fucked around
and ive broken it

stupid so stupid so stupid
so stupid im so dumb

stupid so stupid so stupid
how could i even love?

take your time
im too busy in the morning
so dont waste your life
sitting around just mourning
i hate myself
but thats just not important
dont waste your time
dont waste your time (x2)

waste ur time

why is it so hard to keep a girlfriend when you have a drug addiction

Track 6 from “Clown” - Produced by [Redacted]

Stream/Download: aeter.us/clown

Lyrics:
What you crying for? 
Never wanna hold my hand
Girl, yeah I know you’re a whore
Smokin' up all of this...

He a clown, baby, I’m finessing
Why she want my heart? 
Baby i’m not stressing yeah
Fuck about a thot all my money checked in
If we goin to hell you can be my satan

Put my dumbass right up on that noose aye
I might sell my soul cause I don’t got that much to lose aye 
Imma kill myself no I don’t got that much to lose aye
Finesse cult the clique baby we up on the news aye
I don’t fuck with her and I don’t really fuck with you aye
I’m up in my head like usually I never lose there 
She gon take it off there ain’t nothing’ else to do aye
Clowns cry too aye
Not as much as you aye.

spotify 

clowns cry too just like you

lost it (feat. GUSII)

Its a 2007 summer 

It keeps on but i see faces. see faces
Look in the mirror. what do u fear?
If i could i would jus turn away from here

two different faces in the mirror one of em lying to me

lyrics:
misunderstanding running rampant
i can see it in your eyes
vision tainted by the lies of every man
banana pie
so sweet and soft 
never enough
im left with crumbs, i have to buy
more of it to satisfy my craving 
climb a ladder

im on the edge
of the world
hang my feet off of the side
no one really wants to die alone
but some of us will try
for this life we dont apply
just appear one day for why?
cover up your pain get high enough
to spread your wings and fly

it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana pie
it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana 

yes i am strong deep inside
but i haven’t always known
guess it’s safe inside my home
and i despise this fucking phone

tell me act like i am grown
tell me care for what i own
if I’ve got to give it back to 
someone this life is a loan

this life is a loan
this life is a loan
this life is alone
honey chin up and be strong 
baby this life is alone

and you don’t need banana pie

why is it so hard to keep a girlfriend when you have a drug addiction

2008