13. Origin (Slow and Steady Wins the Race)

Track 13 of Not Today

Not Today

Origin  (Slow and Steady Winds the Race)

*Produced by ZPHINKTERR*

Troubled past with guilty conscience, breathe the fumes inhaling toxins, hyper fixate out of options, crushed beneath the boot of sovereigns

I don’t know and I don’t care, see double ones within my stare, I watch the world end in my chair, and light my torch death grips beware

I keep on running (X3)
I keep on running from me

I keep on running (X3)
I keep on running from me

Circle life, circle friends, circle job, circle end, tired of the circle and I’m trying not to spiral in

Circle life, circle friends, circle job, circle end, how to break the circle before all of it just starts again

I’m chemically imbalanced and I’m sick as I can be, imma fuckin hit my limit screaming like a banshee, oppose any form of power til the day I can be free, work my whole entire life for someone that will not be me

No I’m sick and fuckin tired of this toxic ass abuse, wildling away of all my energies I need so I produce, let me be my fuckin self could give a shit about the views, wasn’t born for your dissection I was made to all confuse bitch

I was put here to confuse bitch (X2)

Could give a fuck if you don’t understand

Fuck you and your whole entire plan

The Blood

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YOU ARE BEING WATCHED

KNIFE

BILLY

I CAN SEE YOUR HOUSE FROM HERE

WATCHLIST

I JUST START LINKING UP WITH THE RANDOMS PUT SOME PEP BACK IN MY STEP 
I KEEP FINANCES THIS KARMA BOUGHT SOME SHYT AND FUCK UP MY CHECK 
ITS LIKE 2:00 AND IM DRINKING SIP THAT MARGARITA MY CHEST 
HURTS ILL SLEEP IT OFF THAT PROVAC HAD ME TWEAKING ON TO THE NEXT
SO ZEE DONT THINK ABOYT IT
SO SHE DONT THINK ABOUT IT 
SO WE DONT THINK ABOUT IT 
SO WE DONT THINK ABOUT IT 

I WALK MY ASS RIGHT TO THE STORE 
CHECK THE MONEY IN MY BANK ACC 
NOW IM DASHING THROUGH THE SNOW 
THATS LIKE FIVE DAYS IN ROW 
THATS BOUT 5 DRANKS LOSE CONTROL 
SLURED MY SPEECH IM TALKING SLOWED 
ALMOST WALKED UP IN THE ROAD 
LANDED FACE FIRST IN THAT HOLE 

I WANT YOU CLOSE 
RIGHT NEXT TO ME 
I LOST CONTROL 
IM SO STUPID 
LIFE WITHOUT YOU 
IS KILLING ME 
I MISS THE WAY 
I USED TO BE 


I GOT BLOOD STAINED GLASS 
IN MY CARPET WHEN I WALK 
LIKE A MATCH LIT ACTING WHEN U WHEN U WHEN U BLOCK ME 
WATCH SEE STICK IT ZEE WAS TICKING LIKE THE CLOCK BEAT 
BOX IN MY STOMACH GOT ME LEANING LIKE A ZOMBIE 
SHOTS BITCH IM DROWNING AND I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT 
IN THAT BITCHES KITCHEN SIPPIN LOTS WHEN I DRINK ABOUT MY 
THOUGHTS THEN I TWEAKING DOWN THE BLOCK 
KEEP IT SECRET THEN I POP 
SHE KEEP LEAKING LIKE THE CUTS 
IN SPEAKERS WHEN I STOP 

ON A BAD CHOICE ROAD GOT  A BRICK UP ON THE GAS 
WHEN I CRASH BITCH IM SITTING IN THE BACK IM 
VANTABLACK 
GAVE ME PILLS I CANT RELAX 
PUT THAT INTO MY MASK 
PUT THAT SHIT INTO THIS PROJECT 
BUT I THINK I THINK IT FIREBACKED 
MIGHT START LINKING THESE RANDOMS 
TIL MY PHYSCE START TO CRACK 
FUCK I SHOULDVE TRIED THAT COKE 
WHERES YA SPIRIT I CANT COPE 
SEE 
MY OVERTHOUGHT WILL CHOKE ME 
IM DROWNING IN THAT OCEAN 
WHATS THAT FUNNY SMEEL THAT POTION 
THAT GRIEF STAINED GLASS WHEN ITS BROKEN BITCH 




 

SCREAMING

GRIEF STAINED GLASS

Prod by BMTJ and What about me?

stars in my quadrant, gon need an enlargement,

to you I ain’t shit I got nothing to prove, snake eating self in my cards that were dealt this that intricate movement got nothing to lose

souls tied together, now lost in the nether, I’m light as a feather, my name is now pleasure, netrating my leather, a clever endeavor, whichever dismembers detector injector

why? saw the noose hung it up in the sky, tied the knot like a bow and I’ll buy, question all of it do it or die, what’s left to contrive?

yuh (X5)

Off the map, sequence lost up in the trap
fuck it (X3)

Question digestion I’m nobody’s prey, leave my fucks in my wallet or dead on a tray, I got nothing for punks who see nothing but grey, I be dissecting stars leave them all in the day

Origin (Slow and Steady Winds the Race)

‎20 Years Ago