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As Much As I Could Be

Lyrics 

Oh I miss you 
Oh I love you 
Oh I’m sorry 
Oh I want you here

So, I’m right here
Oh why don’t u care
No more like u used to
It’s no way near

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Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

It’s, hard breathing
The tightness overwhelming 
See my life turning shit, silent screaming
No route reason but I still gotta push on so the guilt won’t build up and then crush on me

It’s, Hard feeling 
No hard feelings for the ones that I spend my energy on but I’m burden the worst kind where everything is uncertain
Words wind up getting lost in translation 
So we just touch the fucking surface

Times been hard been hard but I won't give up
No amount
Of hurt will get me changing thoughts 
I’m home bound
I’m home bound, im not getting lost

We spoke to oceans and trees 
And we took the world by storm on the seas
And I know that how I love isn’t me
Durable but in the end pressure makes sure to seize

Dusk Dreams, a lot of Dusk Dreams
A lot of things I work on to make all my worlds seen
No means, the end has no means 
But in these very moments I show what itmeans

Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

cats at sea

Cats at Sea (Sleepy fish)

and if i perish, i perish

Vertigo w/ lil sabb

soul *** (p.$uicidia)

from me, to you. hear me one last time

lyrics

going back to my roots
take a step to the street
go to sleep but without you

it’s been a rough week
and i’m dying to upkeep

my mind running parallel
back to my little hell
back to 2020
where i had you

look at what we had who
thought that i’d crumble to the floor
no rapport
try to get inside your head
just to see what can be read

my veins are poisoning with lead
from the dread of a time
where i had you by my side
but the things i’m thinking of
lead to no time
working on the grind
but the weight inside my mind
seems to lead to a decline yeah

i look at your number
and i wonder where i stand
in the future of your life
baby things had gone awry
but there’s no point to cry
so i sit and ask why
did you terminate our line
i just wanted to remind ya

i’m around and i’m working myself to death
but i get you couldn’t wait around and hold your breath for me

and i do not understand
baby hear my voice
never will
and i do not understand never will

going back to my roots
take a step to the street
go to sleep but without you

it’s been a rough week
and i’m dying to upkeep

my mind running parallel
back to my little hell
back to 2020
where i had you

look at what we had who
thought that i’d crumble to the floor
no rapport
try to get inside your head
just to see what can be read

from me to you (prod. dash)

Palm Tree Static

selling soulxxx

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