lyrics vvv

bring the pain and the memories back
remind me how i didnt really mean it like that
so were moving like that? yeah
got it from the past
and if im ever gonna be okay
im not having it my way
at this point i dont wanna know
if im worth more than gold
worth more than gold
at this point i dont wanna know
if my hearts turned to stone
youre so perfect
dont let a soul change that
you dont gotta change anything abt yourself
just do you
just do you
even if ur better
and ur doing way better than me
doing way better than me..
but its okay if you leave me behind
i expected it from the first night i died with you..
with you.
with you.
with you...

golden heart (jolst)

@starsbeforesunrise

prod. flesh

i dont know what to say yet
maybe if i think about it i'll know what to say, yea
maybe there's a message hidden in this blank page, bet
if i look harder i could do this shit all damn day, yea

i need to get my funds up
in need of more than dumb luck to get it going
im learning when i fuck up
even when its fucked up, i set alarms
and if i miss this one then call
cause i was bitten by the all
its all inscriptions on the walls
i wanna live the life i want
i took a hit and fell in love

i see myself right now
i never guessed i'd write this down
i bet reflections lie to me
i still dont know why i believe them
i wanna know what it means
i wanna rip at the seams
i think i'm sticking around
i hope i'm making you proud

i think its going alright by how i judge it
but its about damn time that i feel something
if u could fool me twice
it would put the shame on me
so ill put the blame on me
my only option
3 or 4
thats the amount of days i need to get away from
these thoughts
i been cooking aint forget to wipe the grease off
amount of times u do that shadowboxing look like wii sports
get inside my head feel like im sleepwalking
moving everyday
going slow but it feels like around the right pace
yugioh theres a dark magician in my brain
tryna tell me things
i dont even know just what to say
but ill find a way
i could do this shit like every day
could u say the same
sometimes my heart beat out my chest
feel like bang bang bang
i cannot believe the shit around me i dont know whats fake
maybe theres a message in the page i read it again

i dont give a fuck
id look anywhere for answers
anxious about who i trust
still i try to mind my manners
papercuts, flicking through the empty pages
it feels fucking aimless, i get in my mind and try to find new places

i hope i'm making you proud w/ starsbeforesunrise

SHE WAS MY RIDE OR DIE

DYING SLOWLY / VALENTINE'S DAY / LOVELY

"and suddenly, we were strangers again"
available now everywhere 

GXTHTRVP RECORDS 2024

so long (prod. TXCKA)

prod. @luv_armor @etaiso 

lyrics later <3

life's a blur (prod. luv armor + etai s0)

Crazy Aint It?

ｗｈｅｒｅ ｗｅｒｅ ｙｏｕ．ft deadbeatteen

prod. Charlie C

Jag älskar dig (x2)

[hook]
Everybody hates me
Nobody loves me
Baby im a burden
Fuck these girls i swerve em
Cut me like a surgeon
Flying like a bird and
I can be your curtain
Imma hold you close
Imma hold you tight
You can leave me here
Baby its alright
Let me fucking bleed
Let me fucking die
Let me scream your name
Let me fucking cry
Ion really care
Ion really mind
Imma stand here
Baby imma die
Look into your eyes
Girl i see that smile
Make me wanna cry
Make me wanna die
Without you

[bridge]
Everybody hates me
Nobody loves me
Baby im a burden
Fuck these girls i swerve em
Cut me like a surgeon
Flying like a bird and
I can be your curtain
Shield you from the sun
Shield you from the darkness baby
I can be the one who keeps you warm now baby
Imma kiss your neck imma fall now baby
Imma jump off a cliff and die now baby

[hook]
Everybody hates me
Nobody loves me
Baby im a burden
Fuck these girls i swerve em
Cut me like a surgeon
Flying like a bird and
I dont even why now no
Shawty i dont need no one no
Youre the one im thinking bout yeah
Ion really care about no one else
Love you til i die and thats the truth
I love you shawty i love you (x4)

Jag älskar dig

burden

@kisuhampi - burden

wraith  - heartbeating (not referencing a pulse)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat

lyrics:

my girlfriend asked me 
why i write so many sad songs 
don't know the answer
i don't think that there's a right one (x2)

people change things move so fast 
i don't know why i'm here 
or if it'll last 
i'm still growing up in these four walls 
if my life was a race, i'd come in last

my girlfriend asked me 
why i write so many sad songs 
don't know the answer
i don't think that there's a right one (x2)

Snippet (6-17-20)

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Snippet (6-17-20)