shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

lyrics: 

thank u my friend
but this world will end with you
with me
and i cant pick what's worse 
cuz all of this hurts
so please just leave
your name it haunts me
so bad i cannot sleep
yeah we'll see
and all that i want 
is already gone 
but i'll keep 
trying

the weight of the world is on my shoulders
and i'm falling down
it's such a shame that you're so pretty 
yet so full of doubt
and when it hit me swear i wanted to 
turn it around
it's such a shame that you're so pretty 
yet so full of doubt

i think you're borderline
trapped inside your mind
i could show you the way out if you gave me some time
you're like an anesthetic
it's hard not to rely on you

and i'm so sorry you
met your blurry end so quick
it's so bleak

and if i were to shoot 
myself in the head
would you blink?
or would you gleam?

and i will remove
all of the things you see
except me

and i'm stuck in my room 
with nothing to do
so let's link
baby let's link

i think you're borderline
trapped inside your mind
i could show you the way out if you gave me some time
you're like an anesthetic
it's hard not to rely on you

crushing blows
land on me
i can't help but feel obsolete
counting down
all of these sheep
we can't be too loud but baby come w me

and your vices left me bleedin
so just stop while you're alive i can't take it 
so shorty what's gonna be? like is you braindead?
like if you really wanna leave just fucking say that

anesthetic (prod. jakeygotit)

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6N4VYjLc0gg&list=PLnaWy1LabkmZEEZOC4A21thZTv-SZy7LZ&index=1&ab_channel=fats%27e

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

now there’s a ghost in my room
it sings me to sleep
i feel less alone
when i hear the floor boards creak
take me with you, anywhere but here
take me with you, anywhere but here

(anywhere but here)
(anywhere but here)
(take me with you, anywhere but here)

now there’s a ghost in my bed
i feel it's heart beating
i wake up and i swear that there’s someone there
i swear i’m not dreaming
take me with you, anywhere but here
take me with you, anywhere but here

the memories they haunt me
the memories they haunt me
the memories they haunt me, in this room
in this room

ghost in my room

adolescence 2 (prod. youlooktired x remghost)

REVENGEANCE [prod. billy martin]

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

sleepinthrutheparty w/ 93feetofsmoke

prod 93feetofsmoke x hottub_johny x rubbish
mix master @93feetofsmoke

lyrics:
Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

There’s something rlly slimy bout this business
You fuck around, we fuck around 
and get you dealt with
Got ya net worth hanging by ya necklace
Lookin goofy all spookied up on pressed shit

I spell out nothin get results and let that shit speak
I boot up Ableton i’m goin on a kill streak
Roll sum up, go downstairs, I have a 3 piece
Ya’ll need some vitamins 
Ya pigments ain’t look healthy 

Im on google sheets typing in “= sum”
Salt intolerant,
that’s why ya chips amount to none
I do it legally I turn the gas to honeybuns
U scarin’ nothing but a hoe go getcha nose on

Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

I’m smelling money mr krabs and ur a squid bum
Hit the tele block I send him back to edge or lumb 
I seen everything this boy think that he slick or sum
Nothin to it how I do it are u fuckin dumb?

So much green they think I turned reptilian
I aint twinnin’ with no bargain bin civilians
Y’all too lazy cracking 40’s I’m on Ritalin 
Pack it up and keep it moving y’all keep meddlin, bitch

Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

whyuthinkugottaholdonme

miss u haven't met u tho

no samples
prod @marten4str

my heart says just fuck it all
my mind says just wait up
words are useless
honestly it's fruitless
imma nuisance
might as well be toothless

matter fact what the fuck
plz speak up
white noise all i hear
when ur lips part
clean slate no hate in my heart
u should bet issa lie
fuck all yall

u should bet ur in debt to the stars
APR to the sky life taxed yall
MIA at best imma lost cause
ETA 6 feet not too long

i miss ignorance too
miss my living room
before i knew u

i miss ignorance too 
miss my living room
when i was with u

wait
huh..
aint that somethin for nothin again
just curbing the urges so that my ashes are purer
been a ways since stealing lunch from the store on the corner
been a ways since selling bags in a house never warmer

back then i used hand signals to motion you over
to keep you safe from the sharks
on the streets pushing rovers
but now my hands have grown idle
since ur body grew colder
when they called me up 
to say the cancer kept growing further

"and honestly you've done the most"
"never's a good time for it to be over"
x3

anesthetic (prod. jakeygotit)

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