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prod @whtlen 


tell me what is my sin 
I must have done 
something bad for this 

one look at her grin
makes it worth it 
with one soft sweet kiss

i let it all in
my feelings
have never not been hurt

never me; always him
i’m silver
never to be first 

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance, 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

so i’ll stay here,
and listen to the same 3 songs
till i cry
oh my god i wanna throw up !!! 

ur not an angel, you’re a demon in disguise
princess 
take my heart leave me to sew up 

so i’ll stay here and listen to the same playlist
that you made
all those fuckin years ago, ugh ): 

n i don’t miss you
i just really miss
what i thought that you were
i think it’s time for me to grow up

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

(so i’ll stay here,
 and listen to the same 3 songs til’ i cry, oh my god i’m gonna throw up!!)

contrast+ (whtlen)

beam me up ft. noahmadethiss *noahmadethiss*

7/28/22
prod. @everythingmackk

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

cause i don't wanna force who i am
as i pour another cup, with trembling hands
over half of my life's being made without plans
i get it; if i made a choice, 
i'd surely regret it
but most of all my worries,
i can't fit them in the pensmanship
you simply wouldn't get it
even if you really listening
the center of my soul don't only glow
it's also glistening
my demons start to part as i'm
pouring the nitroglycerin

it only feels like i'm here when i'm
stun-locked in third gear, and a 
dozen million miles away from reality
i hope forever ain't forever
unless it has to be
cause i don't wanna go out in misery
let go, of whatever this meant to me
fuck that
imma go on a killing spree

emma, i'm sorry for everything.

it's my fault you let me go
met in the seventh grade
we went separate roads
cause of some stupid shit i'd say
i just tore up all my clothes
courtesy of missing your face
if i finally break this mold
i'll thank you some day

i've sent too many sorries
and my phone is gonna die soon
i should've learned something
at least more than a thing or two
like what is worth to a person
who cherishes the dirt on their shoes
do i turn a blind eye to my own cries?
or fear the rest of my youth

this ain't just a knack
it's a passion
double shame on you 
for thinking all i do is actin'
part of me is straight
the rest is being held captive
living in a cavern where arachnids and bats been
constantly refracting

yeah, but i'm not worried about it
i'm entangled in this string
tryna gnaw my way out it
you had liked a post of mine 
a while back when i doubted
if i was truly good for nothing
based on how low the clouds been...

clouds to crows

clouds to crows [prod. mackk]

unreleased

better

i’ve been meaning to call you 
to tell you everything i said 
but i’m feeling so blind 
and you’re out of your mind 
so it’s best that i leave it 

didn’t mean to fall for you 
you let me go when i was on the edge 
and this waters so cold
i won’t pick up my phone 
when you call, i wont see it 

and i hate this weather 
i just wish it was spring again 
when things were okay
i was off of my meds
and the world had gone crazy 

we just stayed in all day 
and i let you tattoo my hands 
now i can’t look at them 
a pair of black gloves 
heal my wounds, and i hate me 

and i’ll be 
right here 
anything you want you got it 
i’ll be right there 
youre toxic 
it’s not fair 
and the trees outside my house 
are now stripped bare 

i miss spring 
you’re not here
everything’s so temporary 
and its not fair 

your smiles sweet 
i love your hair 
and the smell of your clothes in my room 
it still lives here

spring. (+ pekarot)

Billie Eilish

Lost and Found (Prod. Jetskiii)

white tee w/ yung bruh (prod. nedarb)

daddy issues

Come Over When You're Sober

save that shit (prod. smokeasac x iivi)

Baby Goth

Swimming (feat. Trippie Redd & Lil Xan)

context: this is the original version of nickisgonenow’s “there was blood on the floor underneath u” but we had a falling out, and it resulted in him taking me off the song before release 

nick passed away recently; fortunately for me, i was able to squash our issues long before that happened, and we were once again on good terms, he was a super talented person, and seeing the success this song would go on to gain never once bothered me (which is weird because i’m naturally a super jealous person) and i think that’s because i knew he had a banger on his hands, i remember when he first sent me this open and it shook my whole house on the speakers, i lost my mind. this song is perfect as it was without me squeezed on at the end, and i knew it 

nevertheless, any work i have with nick is now public on my profile, he was a character and a super talented person that i had the honour of working with 

i miss ya nick, and i hope whatever greets us after death is treating you well

my verse lyrics: 

and there was blood underneath you
dripping down from your nose 
wanna cry? baby me too 
and i just wanted to see you
bad day, feel ashamed
i just wanted a redo
i don’t feel it
i’m too fucked up to see you
out of my league
all these girls they wanna be you
down another bottle throw my sorrows in the back room
standing in the mirror
say “i love you”, you don’t have to 

__________

beat by: @nickisgonenow
featuring: @nickisgonenow
u the goat nick fr

underneath you w/ NICKISGONENOW (prod. NICKISGONENOW)

i was fucking love struck
holding onto our lust
mama said i trust too much
i think im s.o.l.

man this shit is cut-throat
pass me to the next hoe
manic and irrational
so irrational

ever since the 7th grade it's been 666
i ain't never seen his face ion believe that shit
it's fuck the planet, fuck the state got it on my wrist
i'm counting down the days till ima pay for this shit

like a suicide she silent
wonder where the time went
we was watching snuff films
pass out on the vikodin
or was it psychedelics?
girl you got a pretty soul i think that you should sell it
xanax with the fentanyl we both got over-zealous 
i wanna know what death is like but you won't fucking tell us
like i'm so fucking jealous 
these centipedes inside my dreams are ones i always cherish

god was an alien (+spyder & 6houl)

KINGDØM

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