i hate the way you laugh at me, when i do anything wrong
if i could pick form anything , it would be you to love me more
wish i had a way with words so i could find my way back
i know deep down, you want me to do, but i dont trust you so ill cut you out

know deep down, it'll never workout, but i want your love right now
you are so confusing i dont even know where to start
need more drugs in my life so i can find a will to live
i cant stand when i get laughed at, it really makes me feel so dumb
you were saying shit to me that i really just dont understand
i wish i could peek at your brain and read every word you say

why am i so insecure

24days later