prod me

i sat at the corner store
bartender can you pour me some more?
bartender do you ever get bored?
of hearing me talk about the same thing?
same new girl and same wedding ring
engaged twice but still not a thing
she wont listen to what i sing
and i cant keep up, keep up
bartender can you tell me what's wrong?
i wish was more, i wish i was strong
you said you love me, well you ain't love me for long.

bartender

Bleed Dead Calm

i should give up on this bullshit but still like maybe
i should give up on persistance i am what ill be
you knew im crying and tried to help but i fucked you off
i saw a lady so beautiful that i had to stop
you
know how i get
im jealous as fuck
but i do the same shit
youuuuu
know im not shit
but a pessimistic faggot
but im trying to quit

no preset to show you i really wanna die lol im a jealous fuck  (og speed)

they was askin me like.. wat i do

but i dont wanna flex it they look at my necklace
they sayin "where u got it from?" i cant say
they sayin "u so gothic huh" well okay...
why am i the topic ummm cause i pave
and you think im so honest umm well im not
no i never wanted ya cause ur a thot
idk whats wrong with ya ru a bot?
i'm not really common uhh but you'll see lots of me around
i cut myself cause i think about success 
i havent gotton to it yet so i gotta impress
everyday i wake up i compare and i get pressed
cause i know everybody is better and im less
my heart on the floor but its rolling away slowly
couldn't fuck a whore cause then i'd think she owes me
i love myself too much yeah ur lucky if i touch
stupid bitch stupid slut dont ever get ahead of yourself
well wait thats kind of ironic cuz im ahead of myself in the ego department 
yeah im self aware as fuck and i just talked so retarded
hate the way i say shit now look what you just started
cause i know, cause i know, itll always be another fucking no
it always be another fucking show that i have to go to on my own
cause i snaked by my bros, it feels fake cause im on my phone
but its on dnd do not disturb, if i saw myself i would make me eat the curb
i dont like me but i think i just earned everything i got and i think its my turn
but oh my god its so lonely oh my god theyre all phony i swear this is fraud

self aware

i just wanna get u wet like ur lapras
151 things that ill never do
im on route 6 thinkin bout my actions
put u in a pokeball and id torture u
now im so drunk like electabuzz
tried to tell me ur concerns didnt gaf
and my names n like a no one
but u cant escape shawty u should level up

151 things i wanna do to you

@theCLUB

shoutout skeleton for this mel - up!r

prom.

SWAT

mirrors demo

you lied, yeah i really fucking tried
go ahead and move your body off to the side
you dont know anything i do now
so i dont wanna see you tryna figure it out
go ahead and keep it to urself cause i dont wanna know anything that wont help me out
you lied straight to a real guy so i dont wanna see you tryna try

why is everyone so hateful

first single from 2nd upcoming ep, 'flowerhill drive' by dream, ivory

lyrics:

through it all once again
came to know my only friend
lost control
can't begin i seek within
to feel the warmth brought within your skin
did you know
for how it seemed
i should've stayed and let you be
run into my heart so carelessly 
thats the reason i'm afraid 
youre thoughts that cant be tamed
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane

why is everyone so hateful

24days later