empty

mastered or mixed or both by me

playlist pic drawn by me! my other playlist was getting WAYYY TOO BIG so i made another! Will continue adding and updating till it reaches 200 tracks :3

Scenecore + Dance & EDM vibess! (part 2)

all realtracks

car playlist < 3

car playlist 🫨⛓️‍💥🩵🪩

realzombie

[Lyrics:]
Off my fuckin' meds
I'm off my fuckin' meds
Off, off, off, off, off
I'm off my fuckin'
I'm mental in the head
Me-me-mental in the head
Can, can, can, can 
Can I, can I just be dead

I am super cracked out, cause I'm tweaking off my meds
They make me feel weird so I don't take them, just smoke a cigarette
Self medicated, and addicted, living life, cause I'm so gifted
No one really care about me, but it's all good cause I'm chillin

I'm hella paranoid that everybody back stab me
Lost my trust with these people, you know what the fuck I mean
Hey I'm here, just getting fucked up off ketamine
Just tryna cope cause everyone messing with me

Off my fuckin' meds
I'm off my fuckin' meds
Off, off, off, off, off
I'm off my fuckin'
I'm mental in the head
Me-me-mental in the head
Can, can, can, can 
Can I, can I just be dead

I am super cracked out, cause I'm tweaking off my meds
They make me feel weird so I don't take them, just smoke a cigarette
Self medicated, and addicted, living life, cause I'm so gifted
No one really care about me, but it's all good cause I'm chillin

I'm hella paranoid that everybody back stab me
Lost my trust with these people, you know what the fuck I mean
Hey I'm here, just getting fucked up off ketamine
Just tryna cope cause everyone messing with me

off my meds (blood pup)

Chivas - OPIUM!

featuring: @robopupp
produced by: @lonestarcollective
mixed and mastered by: @offaflat1

[Chorus: cy4ne]
switchblade in my pockets, i can cut your heart out
we could be so cute, we could smoke some crazy loud
raving all night in the club off some percocets
putting you on liveleak *when you're slicing off my neck*

let me taste your blood, feeling like a vampire
molly inside the stream, i can’t be any higher
manipulating you, is what i always desire
gimme your love baby, i’ll be your supplier

[Verse: robopup]
baby I left my brain outside
we could do whatever you like
blood on my dress, I don't mind
love the mess that we designed

covered in my blood, you can't get enough
candy in my heart, dunno how to talk
look into my eyes, baby, is this real?
i like to have fun, play with how I feel

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Switch-blade in my pockets, I can cut your heart out
We could be so cute, we could smoke some crazy loud
Raving all night in the club off some Percocets
Putting you on LiveLeak-

[Chorus: cy4ne]
switchblade in my pockets, i can cut your heart out
we could be so cute, we could smoke some crazy loud
raving all night in the club off some percocets
putting you on liveleak *when you're slicing off my neck*

[Chorus: cy4ne & robopup]
let me taste your blood, feeling like a vampire
molly inside the stream, i can’t be any higher
manipulating you, is what i always desire
gimme your love baby, i’ll be your supplier

covered in blood [+Robopup] [lonestar]

Nosgov: 
@820
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6FK0azeTwe5RwhUAkpkhnh
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/nosgov

Clover:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/32cxkkzCHntC7KY72NOyHD
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/xdclov3r/

Mixed + Mastered:
https://www.instagram.com/aternaxd/

Prod:
gxdrays: https://www.instagram.com/gxdrays/
fumiko!: https://www.instagram.com/idkwhyiwannabe/

From The Start!

Spotify

From The Start! + Nosgov (Gxdrays, Fumiko)

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/32cxkkzCHntC7KY72NOyHD?si=9YNE_MNER4eI2EN-UmZ_UQ

lyrics:
she left my body on the floor
cut cut cut cut baby cut me up some more
no i cant do this anymore
i just wanna run away 
i do this like everyday now
cutting to my bones to cope with the pain
yeah im hitting all my arteries blood pouring down my window like the rain
lose my mind im going insane
girl ever since you left i havent been the same

yeah i might need some visine vision getting blurry
yeah i tried to screm for help but you never heard me
i always wonder why you hurt me
i miss who i was before
before you knocked on my door
n-n-n now i got all these scars on my body
tell me why you looked away when you saw me
do you regret being with me
and all my crazy tendencies
now i rot inside my bed and let the memories kill me

(cut cut cut cut)
she left my body on the floor
cut cut cut cut baby cut me up some more
no i cant do this anymore
i just wanna run away 
i do this like everyday now
cutting to my bones to cope with the pain
yeah im hitting all my arteries blood pouring down my window like the rain
lose my mind im going insane
girl ever since you left i havent been the same

blood is pouring down my arm
girl you ripped me apart
i been picking at my scars
now i dont know where we are

#ARTERIEZ!!! (takuori)

w/ @d3rcore & @vyzeer 
cover art: IG @reiiskyy_

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4w3NMZLK2NHcOnPZGojm5Y?si=F-QmECnUSVulehuwgUnlrg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3z308meFqFNehpH8S87dF8

you know us w/d3r & Vyzer (prod. asteria)

:/
@pixelhood
touch me bby what u wnna do
prom night bby all i see is u
in my mind we were dancing under lights
put a smile on ur face that told me that u wanted 2 die
now im sitting outside & im watching u cry
got a razor in ur hand & ur cutting tn
fucked up in the head now there blood in ur bed
bby tell me what u wanna do

on a suicide watchlist pills in my pocket
omg im off it i dont wanna stop
know ur telling me not but i dont care
stalking all ur instagrams so i know ur there
tell me 2 shut up just go away
cutting up both of my arms cuz i love the pain

told me ur in love with suicide well so am i
all the pictures in my phone i just wanna die
i just wanna die right by ur side
bby tell me that u want it 2
all alone in my room & im thinking abt u
got some scars on my wrist well u got them 2
got that suicidal love i just wanna show you
bby tell me what u wanna do

she wnna dance thru the night
got some molly in her eyes
she wanna dance thru the night
got some molly in her eyes but she wnna die

nevermind u,_u (pixelhood)

lyrics soon <3 @tropes777

Prod n Mix n master @iwannabemissed

worthless [ft. tropes]

Fuck It Up +ihylunar

@stardante
mix n master: @iwannabemissed

lyrics:

Last night prolly
I was with a Barbie 
Taking x we was trippin offa Molly 
Don’t call me cause you bore me
Drain my fuckin life away I’m a realzombie 
I shut u out again yeah I know I’m sorry 
You should get used to me i don’t like anybody 

im drunk as fuck u can see it in my eyes
only my lows, never feel the highs
yea im tryna get this cash there aint much to say
with my bro 916 coming for that k
lot on my shoulders yea it weigh
i dont miss u but i know u do
dont want or need u, find the clue
lot weighing on me hope i make it thru

Eat my flesh
Kill the lights 
In my head 
Dead at night

Hope this party never ends
Say you love me let’s pretend
Drink some more and make amends 
Hope this party never ends 
You know that id want you 
If you took more substance 
All this weight it crushed me 
Think I need adjustments 

Last night prolly
I was with a Barbie 
Taking x we was trippin offa 

Last night prolly
I was with a Barbie 
Taking x we was trippin offa Molly 
Don’t call me cause you bore me
Drain my fuckin life away I’m a realzombie 
I shut u out again yeah I know I’m sorry 
You should get used to me i don’t like anybody 

Eat my flesh
Kill the lights 
In my head 
Dead at night

She a zombie she offer me her body 
She jus want me cause my choices 

Get rid of those voices 
Life is just a coin flip 
Fill me up with poison 
I think I’ll enjoy it 

Acting like you know me 
But you just a depressant 
Stab me hard and throw me
Maybe I’d learn a lesson 

Last night prolly
I was with a Barbie 
Taking x we was trippin offa 

Last night prolly
I was with a Barbie 
Taking x we was trippin offa  Molly 
Don’t call me cause you bore me
Drain my fuckin life away I’m a realzombie 
I shut u out again yeah I know I’m sorry 
You should get used to me i don’t like anybody

X [w/ stardante]

i saw it in my dream
i swear i seen u 
woke up with a scream
its like i fear you
pop another bean
so i can feel u
u dont need me
i dont need u 

that wasnt me that was the drugs talkin
every single night i gave you love you wanted none of it
i pop this pill to forget
i thought we had somethin
hes smoking your cigarette
hes blackin out in ur bed
it shoulda been me instead

i wish that was me instead

whos that boy
he a friend of yours
do u like him more
what u hidin for
whos that boy
that i saw u kiss
i swear it got me sick
i cant believe ur his

whos that boy

THAT//BOY

featuring: @iwannabemissed
produced by: @cy4nee @prod-fuck-eternal @iwannabemissed
mixed and mastered by: @iwannabemissed

[Intro: iwannabemissed]
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up

Shut the fuck up
She's not the only one
Shut the fuck up
You're so delusional

(cy4ne)

[Build Up: iwannabemissed]
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up

[Chorus: iwannabemissed]
Shut the fuck up
She's not the only one
Shut the fuck up
You're so delusional

No, what are you speaking about?
She won't come back to you,
Never, only voices are loud

Shut the fuck up
She doesn't even know your name
Shut the fuck up
You are driving me insane

[Verse 1: cy4ne]
I remember when I saw your blue eyes for the first time,
It felt like a crazier high than codeine mixed with white wine,
Eternal memories haunting me, can’t escape the recall,
Bitch, I know exactly that you're praying on my downfall.

[Verse 2: cy4ne]
You made me fall into the abyss, indulging into vices,
Bitch, you make me want to cut you up into nine slices,
See them paparazzi chasing after my Range Rover,
I hope you sleep forever, bitch, after fucking me over.

[Shortened Chorus: iwannabemissed]
Shut the fuck up
She's not the only one
Shut the fuck up
You're so delusional

No, what are you speaking about?
She won't come back to you
Never, only voices are loud

[Bridge: iwannabemissed]
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up

[Chorus: iwannabemissed]
Shut the fuck up
She's not the only one
Shut the fuck up
You're so delusional

No, what are you speaking about?
She won't come back to you
Never, only voices are loud

Shut the fuck up
She doesn't even know your name
Shut the fuck up
You are driving me insane

shut the fuck up [+iwannabemissed]

✕— [prod. kittyflower x aerelin] —✕
✕— [art by: xvividhorror] —✕

✕— [artist: @iwannabemissed] —✕

this is literally just a quick freestyle i made so no lyrics for now

GO AWAY

✕— [prod. @iwannabemissed] —✕
✕— [art: xvividhorror] —✕

(im fucking haunted i wanna break your neck)
(wanna break your neck)
(wanna break your neck)
im fucking haunted i wanna break your neck :D
turn around bitch! ima stab you in your fucking back!
oh baby i just wanna fucking kill you <333
if your finally dead i cannot fucking see you U////U

b-b-behind you! <3
(wanna break your neck <3)

you know that i wanna see you dead ;p
i wont get out of your head :D
i wont get out of your head he-he-he-head </3333

i wanna see you dead uwu
im gonna eat your head ^-^
im your biggest threat!!!!! :DDDDD

hear what i said....

im fucking haunted i wanna break your neck :D
turn around bitch! ima stab you in your fucking back!
oh baby i just wanna fucking kill you <333
if your finally dead i cannot fucking see you U////U

you gonna die ima make sure of this shit...
you-you-you-you
your gonna be dead :3 <33

dead de- dead
de- dedead
de- de- dead
dedededead
dead de- dead
de- dedead
dead

HAUNTED

Mix n master:  @iwannabemissed 

Lyrics </3:

Woke up feeling like not myself 
Woke up feeling like it’s okay 
I jus -I jus wanna be myself 
You can’t tell me it’s not okay

Stay away from me if you wanna hate me
You can take my screws apart but can’t replace me
I can’t even see a reason why you’d date me 
Cause I really hate myself but they still chase  me

There’s a party in my bedroom 
I think you should come too
Sorry I aint text you 
Promise I’ll be sober soon 

There’s a party in my bedroom 
I think you should come too
Sorry I aint text you 
Promise I’ll be sober soon 

Walk into the party there’s too many people 
I jus came here so I could see you 
We can be together maybe in the sequel 
Cause I could never never find a way that I could keep you

wanna be my freind but talk about me after 
I don’t even care address it with some laughter 
I just shut you out too, so what’s the matter? 
I don’t even careeeee I don’t even careeeeeee

Woke up feeling like not myself 
Woke up feeling like it’s okay 
I jus -I jus wanna be myself 
You can’t tell me it’s not okay

Stay away from me if you wanna hate me
You can take my screws apart but can’t replace me
I can’t even see a reason why you’d date me 
Cause I really hate myself but they still chase  me

Its Okay >_<

Happy Halloween!! 🎃 
cover art @xvividh0rror
Mix n master @iwannabemissed


realzombie:

Our bodies fall apart
Sink your teeth into my heart
Never thought we’d come so far 

Let go of the past 
Let me fix up all the cracks 
Cop new clothes but it’s all black 

I jus wanna taste the blood that’s dripping from your veins 
I know exactly what to say to get inside your brain 
I love this game we play we’re both mentally insane 
Your my valentine, let’s stay in bed till we decay 

Our bodies fall apart
Sink your teeth into my heart
Never thought we’d come so far 

Let go of the past 
Let me fix up all the cracks 
Cop new clothes but it’s all black 

You got attached to me 
But I’m stuck to my bed 
Threw away the key 
So I can lock you out my headddd

I’ll ghost you guaranteed 
But I’ll still play pretend 
So you can stay with me 
But Girl You can’t love the undead

Iwannabemissed:

watch you fall into your grave
just turn around, baby listen to what i say
im gonna make sure your going to the ground

watch your body rot, baby watch you decay
baby fall onto your knees
im god himself, pray

baby, fuck you
you could be my only fucking zombie
only thing it needs is a bite while you're on me

watch your body rot, baby watch you decay
baby fall onto your knees
im god himself, pray
im gonna fucking kill you while you look away
even when you are dead, all you gonna do is stay

ABANDONED HOUSE PROJECT [ft. iwannabemissed]

disgusted 


lyrics:

you make me feel alone
 i don’t wanna be a

part of your silly game
you just give me heartbreak 

is your love really conditional
you won’t take it how it is

i’m a thousand miles away
but you’re not here to stay

wanna feel you
wanna peel you
i wanna feel your touch til it’s typical x2

end

i feel nothing but impending doom

joinnnn the discorddd: https://discord.gg/bBtkdJGsKZ
@iamsodead 

realzombie:

I just left the after party I can barely function
Give me anything you have and I’ll still fucking crush it
They said I did too much can barely see own my reflection
Told em I’m a zombie so I’ve already malfunctioned

wanna see a party trick?
Like Leme tear my arm off
You wanted to be part of us
Don’t like you u can fuck off

Your so drawn in
Its so boring
Pull my parts together then I’ll crawl back to my coffin

iamsodead:

yeah im inna fckin coma please jst wake me up nd rockhard
im tripping off da acid i jst wnna loosen up
yeah i keep throwing out my feelings thnkin it wud fckin help
but now i realized that its never enough so let me numb myself
crushing pills nd snorting them up, i feel so numb
lemme slit my wrist nd post that shit up shit ya im so fucking dumb
ya im so obsess but its never enough, i need some dopamine.
ya im popping molly all the time i jst wnna feel alive

realzombie:

I just left the after party I can barely function
Give me anything you have and I’ll still fucking crush it
They said I did too much can barely see own my reflection
Told em I’m a zombie so I’ve already malfunctioned

wanna see a party trick?
Like Leme tear my arm off
You wanted to be part of us
Don’t like you u can fuck off

Your so drawn in
Its so boring
Pull my parts together then I’ll crawl back to my coffin

night of the undead w/iamsodead [10n35t4r]

Mix n master @iwannabemissed
More coming soon 

Realzombie:

I try to capture your voice but you won’t let me 
See all these fucking scars that you left me??
The same shit happens everytime that you text me 
I’m crying out for an angel to come save me 

I feel so disgusted and dirty
Why do I keep on fighting if you left me??
You prolly fucking forgot what u said to me 
But those words everyday they still haunt me 

Save me I wanna cry in your arms 
No I Can’t see anything u did but harm
And you still stress me even tho I keep you far
I keep you farther than stars I tried resisting your charms

Iwannabemissed:

i feel the pain you have done
to my heart
 
i sit and cry, with a knife
thinking of every lie
lie, lieeeee
every lieieieiee
you never cared
what you said and what youve done to m

CRYING OUT FOR AN ANGEL [ft. iwannabemissed]

old song w da boys last rave type song for a while fr
luv all my supporterz, unprivated all da old trax 2 <3
@hateoryx @jeskivaca @elctrnc
weekly drops!!!

up all night wit u

SPOTIFY

up all night wit u +Jeski Vaca & elctrnc/sed:/ (Pröz)

SUICIDAL! (W/AfterDRK & Anti-light) (prod. baatoonn)

FOR REAL

THROW BANDZZZ

WELCOME TO THE PARTY

MANNERS

W co ja się wjebałem - Nowe Rozdanie | S1

Chivas - GEN D

Mix n master @iwannabemissed

lyrics:

I’m stitched up but I’m still bleeding
Can’t keep up with all your feelings
Your the poison I keep seeking
Know I’ll end up dead not breathing

I’m stitched up but I’m still bleeding
Can’t keep up with all your feelings
Your the poison I keep seeking
Know I’ll end up dead not breathing

Dreams we built-it-it rotting slow ow-ow-
Drown in ma- adness can’t let go o-o-
Downing pha-armas fourth plateu-eu-eu
It so fun-un-un im so alo-o-one

Your not-ot-ot-worth my time-i-ime
Open cu-u-uts left to die-ie-ie
smell the tru-u-uth Counting lie-e-es
I don’t ca-a-are im still hi-i-igh

I’m not crazy girl but you make me
Still need an angel to come save me
Wrapped in blood that I got when you betrayed me
Seems like you don’t fucking know what a break means…

(Pray for me tho)

Whyd you pray for my downfall?
Call me again
And I’ll answer in a heartbeat

Pray for my downfall
Preyed on my soft heart
Text me again
While I’m crying at the bus at the bus stop

I’m stitched up but I’m still bleeding
Can’t keep up with all your feelings
Your the poison I keep seeking
Know I’ll end up dead not breathing

I’m stitched up but I’m still bleeding
Can’t keep up with all your feelings
Your the poison I keep seeking
Know I’ll end up dead not breathing

drowning in your poison

@asteria

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4UDyYiQlVpMhDS9wl2Kvy5?si=c40ec2e473284936

www.instagram.com/99lytra/
www.instagram.com/asteriasdeath/
Cover artist: www.instagram.com/luvzmilo/

WHAT YOU TRYNA DO

happy death date to me ✨

mix n prod @iwannabemissed

lyrics:

The clock hits 9:16 and I’m crawling out my grave 
I try to celebrate it every year is a mistake
That day is so predictable it’ll go the worst way
Holy shit I won’t survive another fucking birthday

Yeah it’s my final wish 
Let me get a goodbye kiss 
If they find my body 
Turn my parts into a 100 bits 

I can tell your counterfeit 
This bitch just wore a SHEIN fit
I need a fucking lighter 
For the candles and the cannabis

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs

Uhhh holy shit!
My skin so fucking pale cause I never go outside 
My fit so fucking hard and my cup is full of sprite 
Today is not so special it’s another dead night

Yeah it’s my final wish 
Let me get a goodbye kiss 
If they find my body 
Turn my parts into a 100 bits 

I can tell your counterfeit 
This bitch just wore a SHEIN fit
I need a fucking lighter 
For the candles and the cannabis

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs 

Counting down the years waiting for my death date 
Try to shed a tear i could never feel this way 
Spent another year in my bedroom okay 
Watching people leave out my life ffs

(evil ahh laugh)

death date

Chief Keef
Love Sosa
Prod. Young Chop
Finally Rich (2012)

Booking Info : 773-209-2866

Love Sosa

Realbraindamage 
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