Prod @mandemm <3

Thank You @justice4soldroolz (on ig) for reading this 

[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

Arms (177p fk)

happy gloday 2 me big 16 twan 😂
tp bby got it up out the mud 🧱
prod me n @rans0m

it's damn near impossible i can't get away
i feel overexhausted and nautious i can't control it
we spent 2 years apart n u still gon treat me the same
we spent 2 years apart n u still gon treat me unnoticed
(one time one time)
it's damn near impossible i can't get away
i feel overexhausted and nautious i can't control it
we spent 2 years apart n u still gon treat me the same
we spent 2 years apart n u still gon treat me unnoticed

check me in
check me out while u beat me down
i feel 6 feet under wit a bag, i wonder will i ever figure it out?
i'm only 15 wit access to keys
i might take a lil trip 2 the florida keys
im tryn be 16 wit a big bag on sum shit
"a hunnid milli light when i'll spend dat on sum kicks"

i got vetement what?
wit a different typa fit
my boy ian a drumma he uppin dat stick
ima trailer park bby got it up out the mud
just cuz they dont see the work they finna call me a dud
we been thru the thick n thin and u still wont call me ur blood
n even if u fucking did give a fuck ab who u was
try 2 tell me u miss like u aint make a decision
lil bitch its no comin back no u can't get an extension

check me in
check me out while u beat me down
i feel 6 feet under wit a bag, i wonder will i ever figure it out?
i'm only 15 wit access to keys
i might take a lil trip 2 the florida keys
im tryn be 16 wit a big bag on sum shit
"a hunnid milli light when i'll spend dat on sum kicks"

it's damn near impossible i can't get away
i feel overexhausted and nautious i can't control it
we spent 2 years apart n u still gon treat me the same
we spent 2 years apart n u still gon treat me unnoticed

you are what eats you prod me & rans0m

happy birthday brother. i know you're up there on the islands and sending us your energy and love until we get there to kick it with you. i love you, and i'll always do my best to make you a proud kapatid. until we meet again. - sora

your soul, my beat (l3sser spirits)

HITBOX (Feat Dojin)

made this song in like 3 days xd
@bonedoji
stop staring at me i dont need help
leave me here to rot im curled up like a seashell
my thought process just gets to me even tho i mean well
1000yd stare u kno ive seen hell

lying to my face i see through u like its wall hax
traumatized brain is dirty gotta eat some borax
yeah u a weed in my garden so i wont call back
thought the cut off was good but it brought it all back

i would never wanna go back tho at least
sometimes i get flashbacks of the worst shit that ive seen
i would rather jump off than go back to that me
part of me would rather end it all than go back to my teens
ya it haunts me
i cant thug it out rn i gotta deal with my weaknesses
his entire presence it feels taunting
so i do it just like this ya i traumadump on beats n shit
no more ya ion want u talking :c

@daikore
talkin like you know me
you wanna copy, bitch you phoney
dont think anyone below me
you can catch me 
catch me swinging sticks w bnnett, no foddy
yeah, we been climbing mountains, dont call me
damn, we not getting service, nobody
your bitch think im funny, joe hawley
you think imma joke, you think that it's comedy
you don't want the smoke, all you bitches ornery
i had to shut em up, all they do is talking
bitch we goin up, you know we not stopping
catch a fuckin flow and then i push it to the limit
sitting redline, kick the pedal then i spin it
i might be autistic, way im hyperfixed on winning
but in the end you still gon catch me on the ceiling

call back w daikyu prod me

music n stuff 
https://soundcloud.com/osberru

i wont let u go

rose toy (me)

revenge love

EGGZ N GRITZ (endurecrisis)

prod me

feel like bandaid bitch im inna cut
u drop diss bitch i kick u inna nuts
yea u broke asl whyu writing bars up in the bus
bitch live w his parents talking down boy u cant even cuss
yea im nodding off its blood leaving my head like gush
that boy turning red yea this glock make his ass blush

no u cannot hang around bitch i move alone
that boy said he rolling up but he buying cones
i aint never pick up when these boys be calling my phone
bitch u leaving hate comments but u rock vlone
yea i got that pole for self defense like iron dome
these boys posting low exposure slideshows w fake chrome
im tryn take over like rome
just like mussolini but i aint fascist bitch im wit the left
i pop addy bitch i feel ts hit in my chest
i only fw like 4 ppl bitch its fuck the rest
my bro hate them jews like kanye just like mr west
i just asked my bro to piss in my cup cuz i got test
im still fucking on my ex

u a cracker bitch ion gaf bout yo texts
u cant run from me cuz u got short ass legs
ion wanna hear about yo day bitch i got shit to do
why u asking me about these girls bitch ion got a clue

i go dumb like im sniffing glue
why u acting like them allegations aint true
im tryn take over the game just like a coup
bitch u broke why u saying that u rich just like a jew
i got on designer shoes
all these blunts gon make me get that cancer like im at st judes
u a weirdo boy yo phone got leaked nudes
this rso this oil aint no crude
u harassing all these hoes n wonder why they rude

call back w daikyu prod me

bryanh9

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