(let me be your) bad girl w/ questionn

@1kayro
(prod 05alagen and wixxy and me cuz i added sum synths)

Like that + kayro

@bloodonmybalmains
@trapscare
@breakupbreakdown

##digiparty w/ trapscare, bloodonmybalmains (breakupbreakdown)

just a sad song cuz of reasons, but a banger is comin next week

i dont like my tshirt anymore ;/

this song is pretty mid but i rly wanna drop something
i hate my voice

run it back *prod me*

wit: @1kayro
dis @aisle-4

ask me what i even can do
whats that sound? whats that sound?
bitch im brand new
just keep askin why i fight you
s***cide s***cide
on your mind too

u keep watchin how the pointing at me (@trisonline)
dont do nothing when they laughin at me (@trisonline)
dont do a thing, i got money on me (@trisonline)
wanna be friends? trustt me im too funny (@trisonline)

(@1kayro)
I don't give a fuck I just want a break
I don't need to listen what u gotta say
you would be surprised I been on my A
I don't understand why u play these games

standing outside like a loser
posting dumb shit like its @user-177606668
never been much of a chooser
sleepy as fuck im a snoozer

@me + kayro *prod me*

@aisle-4

yuh, bitches hating but im not done
why u talkin hella trash like u someone
better stop tryin, what a fall off
yuh, bih u know im the one to take ur head off
fall
and u know i became someone
but im staying home alone
yuh, can you do it for real just once
for u im breaking all my bones

stepback im wasting all my time
please dont call me, im not online
yeah, u used to make me feel alive
but i take a stepback you might come back

dont come back anymore
watch me dying on the floor
please dont come back anymore
i can do it on my own

@oneshotniko
got your bitch on my skype dont get too mad
say im outta date i dont care too bad
youre blocked for a reason dont talk back
crocodile tears you can cry some more

put the guns on the floor
im not taking shit from an attention whore
need i say more
talk sm make my eardrums sore

@1kayro
don't text now I don't miss you oh
I wont lie I think u should go
its not ur fault u just didn't know

u don't notice nothing

thought that I was dumb or something
thought that u would get this one thing
I don't have the thing ur hunting
I don't really care if u want me

offline + scram, kayro (prod me)

@daikore // aisle4

i luv my friends

lyrics coming soon maybe

switch + daikyu (prod me)

prod me
Shoutout @qlein (@imyzuli reference :o??)
resample heaven

(bring it back... bring it back)
why cant i be mad, if you lie to me?
ive been tryna get myself, yeah literally
askin why u locked my heart? yuh u got the key
beatin up myself too much, why you turn on me?

(bitch im) fucked up, yeah i had enough
yuh im tryna get back up, but i cannot grasp
yuh bitch i dont even talk, why u feel attacked?
bitch why u hit on me? yeah im off the ground

keep tellin me i wanna be something
i can do it myself
and i just return to nothing
tell me ''you wanna be friends?''

u told me that you want me to change the way i talk
i just wanna put it to rest but i feel too low

yuh

qlein:
and u say the same shit can i count on u
leaving me in pieces that i cant undo
tell me, would u take my spell
leaving me in pieces like im someone else
stop telling me all of this dumb shit
i can tell what ur on about 
tell me, would u take my spell
leaving me in pieces like im someone else

literally + qlein

jealous

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/2ZoicqsQsEeIzm8ujkuXPC?si=A--lfgG7QEaZNRsJv_uPxg

production,mix,master,artwork by me
thanks to @i437 for the starter midi, thats my bro fr
might change the artwork cuz im not sure if i fw it
s/o @14106lyn for big inspo

lyrics: 

is it even good to hang out with your best friend?
tell me im wrong, but ive known im the best (yeh)
feel hella lost, she was not the right person
ive been getting hella sleep, but my condition has worsened

but now i cannot stress out
why i feel this all the time?
and now i get so stressed out
i dont wanna go back

(chorus)
i cant live like this any longer
i should stop wasting my time
you have to tell me im wrong
i know im worthless
and it leaves me paralysed

again and again
yeah i fucked up
cant take the pushback any longer
again and again yeah i fucked up
can you tell me im important?

(bridge)
why u comment on me? its not me anymore
wanna be in my house? theres so much blood on the floor
lately feeling too much, i got the feeling im bored
why u acting like a bitch, .....

please dont talk about it, (yeah im feeling hella lost)
i cant live without it (i dont talk about it, i cant live without it) x2 (kinda)

buy my music meow

again again

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/283UBtnUlTdo8qNqvlJwLb?si=uBiml5d4T-KK9NmfU5IRnw

instrumental by me

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
oh i, couldve said something else
something that wouldnt make me mad
i, couldnt even stand a chance
my body feels too many bends
so lets do it once again

[Chorus]
all the signs pointing at me like i lost today
.... ill be here to stay
you can always play me but ill never lose my name
y,know i dont wanna leave but im too afraid
i never could repay, for the damage that ive dealt
the damage

[Verse 2]
im going home, you dont wanna know me
but i keep asking ''do you feel lonely?''
you dont even know me
i feel the pain, that i've earned
noone to stand beside me
stop being afraid
just wanna hear ''ᶦ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ''

[Chorus again]


please come again... thank you

Buy my music ;3

damage

------production,mixing,artwork by me------
unmastered
---its an old track thats mostly instrumental---
140bpmBmajor+50cents

(lyrics)

is it even fun to go outside when all your friends are filled with lies
if i asked you to hold my hand would you just do it or be suprised
cuz u never do it when i need that
am i gonna make it thru the night?
just stuck in the bedroom im inside
cant do much about it so i sit down

i open my closet
i see all the ghosts that live inside of my own room
but theyre not even honest
yet i dont even mind them being in side talking shit

cuz its the first time of the year
when i dont even mind being sick

cuz theres too much blood drippin on my face
but i take my shot and get replaced

is it even fun?

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/1cYNMKtdFx7WlufBfVvNst?si=q04Wyr4jTr6WmplYQXpU0A

prod, mix, artwork by me
featuring @imyzuli
more synths, less guitars this time
again shoutout my bro @i437 for the starter midi <3
lyrics: 

if u come outside, you wont see me walk away
leave without a fight, thats not how i want to play
i got too much to say, im having issues feeling brave
i felt like floating away, the floor beneath me starts to break

sometimes im too scared to call but really wanna talk
dont wanna hurt for too long, cuz i feel too alone
im out of luck all my life, tell me what i do wrong
outside the lightning has stuck, it keeps hitting my home

too scared to tell you, my emotions are wrong
i really dont wanna fail you, but im just like anyone

keep telling myself i won, i won
why dont you tell me im wrong?
im wrong, im wrong
why dont you tell me im.

@imyzuli

ill put her part here later, something about 100 signs and shoutout @qlein

buy mah music meow

too scared to lose + imyzuli

produced by me
with @trisonline
cover art by @aellzis and @trisonline

  [Intro: questionn] 
Close your eyes,
Don't make me repeat twice,
If you want me to be nice (You like the way he-)
Holds your thighs, (You can see the way he-)
Tells you lies, he just tells you lies

  [Verse 1: questionn]
(Oh..) 
You've lost your pillbox in your bedroom again,
Now you’re looking at the mirror hating the way you look (Ta-ra-ta-ra-ta-ra-ra)
You've tied a knot instead of cutting a vein, (And she cant do this-)
Another try next month, she can not call it a day

  [Pre-Chorus: questionn]
Just tell me that I'm pretty,
You make me wanna run, run from this city,
I like the way you bite me 'till I'm bleeding
But all I wanna hear is that you need me- 
(G-G-G-Good luck!)

  [Chorus: questionn]
Let me be your bad girl,
Let me be your dead girl,
Hold me tight 'till i get cold,
Hold me tight, don't you let go
Let me be your bad girl,
Let me be your dead girl,
Hold me tight 'till i get cold,
Hold me tight, don't you let go

  [Bridge: questionn & tris]
(You stabbed me again right into my wound-)
And that moment i wished to die as soon as i could-

  [Verse 2: tris]
And I've been seeking for that one thing you told me,
Then I try and live my life, but its getting too boring (-and again!)
We started talking when the leaves started falling,
You keep saying that I lost it but I'm not even done yet-
 
  [Pre-Chorus: tris]
And I tried collecting stones,
I got lost, can't give a damn
Yesterday my love was lost,
Yeah, i did it once again
The illusion of feeling something,
Trust me, I would be a fan
Yeah, I really felt it coming, why did I feel all the same?

  [Chorus: tris]
Let me be your bad girl,
Let me be your dead girl,
Hold me tight 'till i get cold,
Hold me tight, don't let go
Let me be your bad girl,
Let me be your dead girl,
Hold me tight 'till i get cold,
Hold me tight, don't let go

  [Outro: questionn]
(Let it go-, let it go...)
(Let it go-, let it go...)
You have to do what it takes,
You can't keep running the race,
Leave me alone in this place-
I barely feel my own face

(You're it!)

(Let me be your) Bad girl /with trisonline

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

production, vocals, instruments, artwork: me
violin phrases pedalsteel and other stuff  @questionnq
artwork with @eevanish

Lyrics:
just hold me close today
i feel like im drowning
it was not to my liking
when you took it away

so push my thoughts away
i know i cant keep fighting
i cannot feel the lightning
when it strikes me

i broke the promise i made
i cant keep walking away
gave you u a visit today
u werent there

(chorus)
put the blade onto my skin
tell me where, should i begin
and now youre cutting too deep
to feel awake in the morning
that ship started to sink
just tell me i shouldnt worry too much



i must abandon my hope
someone must tell me im wrong now
im so used to being wrong
but now they tell me im worth a while

so adore me, when i feel lonely
but now im sorry, for everything that ive done (to you)

(ive been tryin my best but why you fail me at last? been alive for a while when i lied to you)

(drop)

(post drop)

After a while
the birds just kept on calling my name
but they had so much to say
about me
ooooh oh
please dont act like youre afraid
sorry for walking away
from you
oooh Ohhh

im silently watching 
what a pressure, why tell me im nothing?
i was, too scared to speak
too ready to laugh
too strong, too weak
and too ready to die
before your eyes

(chorus again)

hampshire

@alwaysalasttime

@aisle-4
@nitecor3

self-prod unless stated otherwise

aka tristastic

trisonline

Pinned to spotlight

Popular tracks