prod @zeromandia30414 + @idks3lfish

lyrics:
@me
u know i dont fw ur team 
got louis vuitton and margelia on me 
the silence is swallowing me 
its getting too loud i dont want it to be 
u told me that u had to leave 
its getting annoying ur playing w me 
n its getting harder to breathe 
cant tell left from right cuz i cant even see
i been going down u cant leave me hurting now
even if were falling out its way too loud in this crowd
im not going now u cant leave me falling down 
everything is burning now its way too loud in this crowd

@trustt
im the hero of a story that never happened
im a court jester in a mansion 
ima laugh when im passing
they wanna be me so bad
just tell me what u want
im hiding behind my mask
so dont take it serious
youre my drug music for fun
lifes a joke are you having fun?
youre my drug music for fun
life is a joke thats why i dont take it serious

serious ft trustt

production, vocals, instruments, artwork: me
violin phrases pedalsteel and other stuff  @questionnq
artwork with @eevanish

Lyrics:
just hold me close today
i feel like im drowning
it was not to my liking
when you took it away

so push my thoughts away
i know i cant keep fighting
i cannot feel the lightning
when it strikes me

i broke the promise i made
i cant keep walking away
gave you u a visit today
u werent there

(chorus)
put the blade onto my skin
tell me where, should i begin
and now youre cutting too deep
to feel awake in the morning
that ship started to sink
just tell me i shouldnt worry too much



i must abandon my hope
someone must tell me im wrong now
im so used to being wrong
but now they tell me im worth a while

so adore me, when i feel lonely
but now im sorry, for everything that ive done (to you)

(ive been tryin my best but why you fail me at last? been alive for a while when i lied to you)

(drop)

(post drop)

After a while
the birds just kept on calling my name
but they had so much to say
about me
ooooh oh
please dont act like youre afraid
sorry for walking away
from you
oooh Ohhh

im silently watching 
what a pressure, why tell me im nothing?
i was, too scared to speak
too ready to laugh
too strong, too weak
and too ready to die
before your eyes

(chorus again)

hampshire

THIS IS THE LAST SONG ON THIS ACCOUNT, thank you for being here for so long <3
now go follow @alwaysalasttime on ig and sc, thats where i will be making music from now on

PRODUCTION VOCALS EVERYTHING: trisonline
help with coverart: my friend swag
starter piano midi: @hiisero
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(lyrics)
soon

no life left

prod @attc @chewy
additional mels & drums by me

baby i am not ok 
ask me what im doing today x4

im tryna tell a story with-inside of notepad
domo tshirt on me wear it when theres no fad

baby i am not ok i need a therapist
picking up nothing but all these 
empty messages
think about a way to make sure that my 
message sent
put that shit inside a bottle in the ocean
im going thru da motions
while u lazy fuckers sippin purple potion
i wont deal with u bitch 
nah dont even know it
i cant end myself cuz 
thats not how the story's written
aint even religious i just wanna 
stop the killing
ur disgusting if u think that shit is 
fucking thrilling

yeh take back whats mine
take back my mind
get back my life
gotta get back my life uhh
x2

ask me what im doing today
bby i am not ok x4

dont care no more abt ts 
u think o me
i already got the voices 
hindering me
experienced the worst of human beings 
truly sickening
overthink, what kinda person u consider me?

this another fuckin song about bad luck
gotta fix these issues or i'll be a sad fuck
these ops they talking like they need me
keep your mouth shut
this so loud i think it could 
burn your whole house up

moving on prod attic heroine

inspos: pitfall isa michimani sstepteam tomcbumpz c418
1. solo
2. solo
3. solo
4. solo
5. solo
6. solo
7. w/ @1kayro
8. w/ @1kayro
9. solo
10. w/ @gmodravemix
11. w @1kayro @scrambl

clips w/ @kayro @scrambl @og :3333

@deepinparis
@lynyou

@raaynen:

don’t look me in my eyes cuz i’m not there
yea somethin isn't right yea it’s not fair
i lost my appetite yeah that’s on u
i-i just got your text sayin come thru
so what wld it mean 2 u?
like, i’m not a guru
just tell me the truth
bcuz i still love you
because i still love you
because i still love you
i won’t put me above you
because i still love you
yea u might beef wit me but i would never beef with u
it’s not my fault ur weird to me so then i stop fuckin wit u
but i promise ur the only 1
yea i’m posted up wit crvnchy we gon have sum fun

@crvnchyy:

life aint fair figured out a few years ago
lost a couple bros now im smokin on medicinal
i had to cut you off once i found out you unfixable
i tried to state my feelings i was feeling so invisible 
with my bro, thats atractixn
we chop up in traffic
shooting at yo mans got him jumping like gymnastics
ye we know that he a fan why he actin like he not?
you a weirdo and loser man i think you lost the plot

@trapjump:

posted up w raynen kno that he came thru
i made some money off this shi n bought demonia boots
kno that we the cool kids we cant hang w u
getting myself into some things that i dont wanna do
yeah, but lately ive been by myself
im fucking nothing 
my teachers told me go to hell
hello kitty backpack feel like (those who know)
oh shit wait scratch that
tights on me but i still tote a gun
bitch fuck a snap-back

@zzoos:

take a step back
no i cant lack
bitch i pop tags
bitch i smoke thrax
walk up in the store n dont look at the tag
i walk out the house its beauty:beast up on my bag
they cant copy off my swag bitch im 1 of 1
me n raynen in the party we gon fuck it up
yea im w ray up in the crib we might face a blunt
n face another one
i do this shit for fun

@raaynen:

so what wld it mean 2 u?
like, i’m not a guru
just tell me the truth
bcuz i still love you
because i still love you
because i still love you
i won’t put me above you
because i still love you

life just isn't fair @deepinparis @lynyou

out on all plats 
https://open.spotify.com/track/69nRRctsVhBHI611bMIFsw?si=2c54bbc63d0c4a33

first beat prod advxrse
second beat prod me

lyrics:
guess i wish i u well
dont kno what u want
i cant even tell,
i got gas in my lungs, 
donut pack and it smell,
they said that i should run
guess i shoulda listened
i dont need no friends nah
they all want a picture get a headshot
heard he talkin on me he wont fess up
yea my life a movie like its red box

they tell me let go
yea these pills got me slow
with my squad we countin dough
so dont act like u dont know
guess im losing hope
cuz its getting hard to cope
feels like ive been on a tight rope 
guess ill keep my eyes closed

guess i wish i u well
dont kno what u want
i cant even tell,
i got gas in my lungs, 
donut pack and it smell,
they said that i should run
guess i shoulda listened
i dont need no friends nah
they all want a picture get a headshot
heard he talkin on me he wont fess up
yea my life a movie like its red box

they tell me let go
yea these pills got me slow
with my squad we countin dough
so dont act like u dont know
guess im losing hope
cuz its getting hard to cope
feels like ive been on a tight rope 
guess ill keep my eyes closed

i got highs n lows
i count x and os
i dont wanna go
friends they turn to foes
friends they turn to hoes (ya)
focus on the dough
they wont let me glow

i feel like shit
dont wanna feel like this
they say oh u on it?
i just flooded my wrist
yea i still reminisce
u not rlly on shit
u should go sprint
u should get fit

live another night
i say im fine
my flag is white 
dont wanna die
you cant say i tried
dont wanna lie
try to ruin my life
need u out of my sight
x2

wish u well

@elseen
@hdbn2


@raaynen:
I'm sorry but you're too late
I don't know what I'm thinking
But you we're supposed to be here yesterday
They try to tell me that I'm two faced
It's showing tails on the coin that decides your fate
Now tell me baby is it over
I picked the petals off a four leaf clover
I shut my eyes, I've been waiting for the closer
I'm hungover, looking for my closure

I feel my life is getting sadder
I don't matter
I feel like an actor
And maybe making music is a factor
I tell the people be themselves, but being Raynen's what I'm after
I hear the laughter
Feels like I'm hanging from the rafters
A knee slapper
Cause I'm a paid actor
I'm not a rapper
I'm just a cog in the machine of everything that matters

But don't tell me what I can't do
I do it better
The sky is gray and pouring rain
I hate the summer weather
I like the cold better
It reminds me of a time when I was someone better
When I was a beginner
When my eyes didn't feel fraudulent
And it was pouring at the movies in your cardigan
You wanna change the whole world?
Tell me what's your favorite part of it
If I had to guess your answer, it's exactly what you started with

Tell me am I a fool
For even believing in you
I gotta be something new
I can't keep counting on you
I can't keep counting on you
I can't keep counting on you
I can't keep counting on you
I found myself how about you?

I'm sorry but you're too late
I don't know what I'm thinking
But you we're supposed to be here yesterday
They try to tell me that I'm two faced
It's showing tails on the coin that decides your fate
Now tell me baby is it over
I picked the petals off a four leaf clover
I shut my eyes, I've been waiting for the closer
I'm hungover, looking for my closure

I feel my life is getting sadder
I don't matter
I feel like an actor
And maybe making music is a factor
I tell the people be themselves, but being Raynen's what I'm after
I hear the laughter
Feels like I'm hanging from the rafters
A knee slapper
Cause I'm a paid actor
I'm not a rapper
I'm just a cog in the machine of everything that matters

But don't tell me what I can't do
I do it better
The sky is gray and pouring rain
I hate the summer weather
I like the cold better
It reminds me of a time when I was someone better
When I was a beginner
When my eyes didn't feel fraudulent
And it was pouring at the movies in your cardigan
You wanna change the whole world?
Tell me what's your favorite part of it
If I had to guess your answer, it's exactly what you started with

paid actor @elseen @hdbn2

nada ft crusafix (rhekdens)

@sanriorose

@raaynen:
stop calling me i’m just tryna make my songs
V6 in the whip you tryna catch me im gone
Look at me now with the swag i put on
And if i were to die i’d have my truey jeans on
you told me you can’t take anymore
and i watched you just walk out the door
and you left me to rot to the core
what’s wrong with me? i don’t know im so pissed off
my bros gone, telling me to move on
but i’ll stay calm while you tell me im wrong
but i know its not over
there’s not one day im sober
i want to get closer
how would approach her
how would i get closer
to show her that i love her

like can you tell me where im trying to go
you’d think that i would know that it’s not possible
im tryna give my world a vision im just tryna grow
but be careful what you do make sure you’re house is a home
sometimes you’re better alone even when there’s nowhere to go
get your life on track or you’ll be miserable
and it sounds so sad i’m looking out for yall
cause i don’t know who’d have my back if i need someone to call

you told me you can’t take anymore
and i watched you just walk out the door
i close my eyes i think i’ve been here before
and you left me to rot to the core
and i don’t think im gonna make it
i watch em roll another blunt i think they laced it
my hearts racing, im still gonna face it
they always leave it up to me so then i cave in

stop calling me i’m just tryna make my songs
V6 in the whip you tryna catch me im gone
Look at me now with the swag i put on
And if i were to die i’d have my truey jeans on
you told me you can’t take anymore
and i watched you just walk out the door
and you left me to rot to the core
what’s wrong with me? i don’t know im so pissed off
my bros gone, telling me to move on
but i’ll stay calm while you tell me im wrong
but i know its not over
there’s not one day im sober
i want to get closer
how would approach her
how would i get closer
to show her that i love her

rot to the core @sanriorose

@lovebitess
in the club i got my shades on
brand new lv lace yea
pour a shot for my ex once more
then i'm off on a high speed chase yea
pills fuck my brain up
blue camo like bape yea
ex girl tryna call my phone
no love bitch it's all hate yea

ksubi jeans
murakami tee
i'm a Zombieee
we have sex
i wake up & she nowhere around me
roll it up
we spark up like no one's ever watching
fill that hole up in my chest 
wit new clothes in my closet

retail therapy

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@alwaysalasttime - emo project
@trisoffline - digicore
@1tristastic - dubstep/edm

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@nitecor3

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no life left

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