in memory of ashley <3

lyrics:

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

i dont care if i got everything you want
i dont have enough for myself
i cannot pay for a belt
i dont wanna spend all my money
on this stupid mf belt
and lately i been goin through hell
i been teaching lessons to myself
imma girl
and ill be your world
on my neck got diamonds and pearls
invest in all my friends
until im dead til im in the dirt
in debt
and ill do you dirty
at the club
like its 9:30
and they off the perks make me nervous
sorry ash cuz i missed your service

someday i hope
i can make it back to you
im in a test
and im gonna pass
and ill make it get back to you
thoughts i spawn in hell
i sit in the dark
if i can get back to you
i used to laugh with you
now i just laugh without you

and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
and i hate laughing without you
dont laugh without you
no not without you

its hard to move
with a body and a face like that
its hard love
its hard love
and its been so bad
and its been so bad
we pick and choose but we always lose
been tempted to go through the suicide doors
its all about u
dont tell nobody to follow me when i lose

what it feels like to lose (yandere)

twikipedia - brazilian plugg (snippet)

What Is Cherophobia in Psychology? The term cherophobia, originating from the Greek term 'chairo,' which means 'to rejoice,' is the aversion to or fear of happiness.

(i dont want to fall)
i dont wanna be alone anymore
i-i-i-i-i
dont-dont-dont-dont-dont
want to be alone anymore
(want to be alone anymore)

stay with me
i dont want you to leave
know im scared to fall in love
but i want you with me
there are chains on my heart
think you're the one to set me free
stay with me
i dont want you to leave
know im scared to fall in love
but i want you with me
there are chains on my heart
think you're the one to set me free
need you to stay with me
i never want you to leave

i dont know why im so scared
i dont know why im so afraid
i dont know why im so scared
i dont know why im so afraid

i dont wanna be alone anymore
i-i-i-i-i
dont-dont-dont-dont-dont
want to be alone anymore
(want to be alone anymore)

stay with me
i dont want you to leave
know im scared to fall in love
but i want you with me
there are chains on my heart
think you're the one to set me free
stay with me
i dont want you to leave
know im scared to fall in love
but i want you with me
there are chains on my heart
think you're the one to set me free
need you to stay with me
i never want you to leave

Spotify

cherophobia (jayysoul x rioxion x zenshee)

prod. the goats @hellapocky x @ripwarheart

pei flowy - https://www.instagram.com/peiflowy/
me - https://www.instagram.com/prodflojy/
pocky - https://www.instagram.com/hellapocky/
warheart -https://www.instagram.com/rip.warheart/

@flojy
i try as i can
im fuckin lost
cant do anything
feeling so low
my life is a mess
its an endless sorrow
i cant find myself
nowhere to go

@pei flowy
I’m just fucked up,
I can’t feel yah,
I say fuck love,
It’s gon kill yah,
Im just so lost,
It’s familiar,
I don’t need love,
Whose gon tell yah,
I’m so lost in my ways,
I can’t stand it,
They flipping off my heart like a mf pamphlet, yeah
I’m like damn, just let go of my hand,
I say fuck it, keep it ten,
I feel like I don’t need no friends,
I might swerve up through a benz,
I say fuck love, I don’t need yah,
I keep pushing, Keep it p yeah,
If I’m fighting, keep my t up,
I feel lost yeah, but I’m free yeah

lost +pei flowy

lost +pei flowy (hellapocky x warheart)

prod. issuee :3

artwork : pyanyasha
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* . °•★|•°∵∵°•|☆•° . ** . °•★|•°∵∵°•|☆•° . *

and I take it out on you again
no I never wanna be your friends
I just wanted this feelings to end
and I know that I'll never change
and I take it out on you again
no I never wanna be your friends
I just wanted this feelings to end
and I know that I'll never change

I can tell you all the thing and that's something that you don't
and then you blame that it's my fault for the thing that I don't know
you was never there for me when I am standing on my low
and if you really fucking hate me you can say it to my, FACE >:(
I don't like you anyway
you're just a burden to me that kills me with your pain
but I'm feeling so much better
when you switching up on to be a stranger

I don't care about your text
I would leave your ass on read
wake up	and I'm feeling bad
I don't feel alright
and I'm feeling fucking useless
I know I can do it
so just give myself some time

and I take it out on you again
no I never wanna be your friends
I just wanted this feelings to end
and I know that I'll never change
and I take it out on you again
no I never wanna be your friends
I just wanted this feelings to end
and I know that I'll never change

I can tell you all the thing and that's something that you don't
and then you blame that it's my fault for the thing that I don't know
you was never there for me when I am standing on my low
and if you really fucking hate me you can say it to my, FACE >:(
I don't like you anyway
you're just a burden to me that kills me with your pain
but I'm feeling so much better
when you switching up on to be a stranger

* . °•★|•°∵∵°•|☆•° . ** . °•★|•°∵∵°•|☆•° . *

stranger

stranger * . °•★|•°∵∵°•|☆•° . * w/ @1sunsuu (issuee)

super crush + ilyporo (JANE & ENAZE)

w/ @4ti_i

creds to 
@1crusafix @omgisai  @akkir0
@prod_pk

original: https://soundcloud.com/1crusafix/problem

problem cover w/c4ti (pk)

ZOMBIIGANG - DON'T WANNA WAIT
Ft. - Young4N, 9aradox & jsu.
Prod - jsu.
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