saikyo - alaala (deleted)

@aimemia @deadat18

mv - https://www.instagram.com/p/CUBgHoRsjtu/

lemme just count my racks
ur just like a heart attack
nd girl i need u bad .. nd girl i need u bad

got no time to waste nymor
ur life stay stuck on bored
im so up no keepin score
life was bettr than b4

life was bettr than b4
girl wtf u do 2 me?
ive been gettin so fcked up 
my life look like the movie scenes

better than b4
u cant tell me that she heaven sent
life was bettr than b4
cause if heaven came then heaven went

im sippin so distant
just losing the vision
i guess i do dis often
wuttt
im so off it
huhh
im so 0ff 1t :/

they can say im fine
of wat u call it?
we can play pretend
n no i nevr nevr rlly
had a friend
words as empty as this bottle 
philosopher like aristotle
n i dont rlly need a model

spotify

bettr than b4 (pr. emia + DEAD☣AT☣18)

@jequya
prod. @waystalkerr

www.instagram.com/kryxenz/
https://www.instagram.com/saikyoz/
www.instagram.com/waystalker/

Spotify

lost ++ jequya

@prodbynox
@0k1ro
@prod_death

i guess im forced to rack up bands by my lonely
cuz everytime i look around up there its just me
nothing ever feels new
idk what to do
i been running to u im running right back to u
i just dk why i feel this way
i guess nothing ever rlly can change
we used to sit up on the field in rain
now im slumped up all i feel is pain

know that u rocking wit me cuz u know i stay there by you
i got this blicky on me u alrdy know what it do
i i got this paint all on me, i put this pain onto you
and yea these feelings they grew, why u act brand new?
i pick the scars off my face
dont care if my pills are laced
at least they numbing the pain
dont think ill wake up again

o man i cant do this again
im sorry baby i dont mean to offend
a a all i wanted for u is to be content
and i cant make ammends no i cant do this again
yea i cant do this everything i was before yea i outgrew it
dont misconstrue this
like macaroni i got cheese on my mind
u cant have any of it, ur request was declined

rain w/ nox (prod. 0k1ro x death)

veezuh - courage (헤로인병 + hakeon)

lyrics! 

spiral🌀 

i get too invested
saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it
i’m in too deep and i can’t leave i guess i’ll just accept it
sometimes i only think about myself
sometimes it feels like i don’t have nobody else
living in a dream
nothing is real and nothing is what it seems
u took a part of me and i don’t want it back 
the way u look at me u know i can’t stay mad
(i can’t stay mad)
treating me like a lesson
treating like i’m less than
you
(saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it)
sorry to bother you
i’m just another you, we got too much in common
back to you, i tried subtracting u 
if we’re being honest
(if we’re being honest)

liliya 🥀

ive been moving forward im not going back
drugs in my system the room turn black
went too far and there’s no turning back
i don’t wanna talk just give me a rack 
i don’t wanna hang with none of y’all y’all wack
used to quit on myself but ima come right back 
he talking crazy and he finna get slapped
my life so shit but you know I’m fucking back

gleam✨

i get obssessive in the night time
blood drawn fangs out like its fright night
behind my back i didnt know u were a rat now
shooting bullets thru ur brain it make a splat sound
im in too deep baby girl in in the background
im sinking deeper baby girl please dont let me drown
please dont let me drown im in the deep end
wake up from this dream like it was pretend
i remember we was kissing on the weekends
all the armor on my heart i couldnt defend
i couldnt defend im filled with defects
u shut me out of ur life like im a reject

auxina🌐

About a bag 
Only things I build is stacks
Friendships fall between the cracks
I’m not trying to break my back
hate my old memories 
Hallways no one would speak to me  
shake demons off of me
my heart up as a offering 
I wonder what you meant 
When you said
That I couldn’t ever be the one
So sad
I’m just a girl inside your crazy world
No pity 
I could kill your heart 
You should fear me

mariana freestyle 24’ - spiral forever + liliya + gleam (SHINJU + APRIL 21)

real2me

finally dropped this old song feat Nosgov on spotify - we made this 2021
Jan 3rd i'm dropping a tape full of old hyperpop & digicore tracks
https://open.spotify.com/track/6zYJnWFkLPBaOaEu3vgD0h?si=391f8338779e47f7

real2me

2dgtl