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novella - darling p. novella

run through the script
again and again
poetry in motion
what a beautiful thing
give you my heart;
absolve it of sin
bleed the truth out through your lips
your intent is so far gone from what i thought it once was
wear your heart on your sleeve
stay true to what you said
your intent is so far gone from what i thought all this was
wear your heart on your sleeve for once

novella - poetry in motion p. novella

@1ecclesia
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@4neria

admit it you miss it. confessions, don't listen. the cycle is ur fault. live the script over, recycle the same lines. torn between state lines. recycle the same themes. ur not getting younger, ur burying ur head. hide in the fiction. hurting and shoving. hide behind reference. building a new self over and over. this shame in expression you'll never get over, this game of repression of every desire. they'll tear you apart; don't be too honest. larping forever. act like a good man, talk like ur smarter; the acting is cathartic. forever in who's hands? i'm a writer with no muse. it's not how it was then, it's not how we were once. there's something i can't say. its's something i won't say. it's not like it matters, it's not like i hid it. it's all on the surface. still water reflection. i feel so pretentious and due for reflection. does it dissapoint you to know that i dont know any of my lines or the endings i promised. to whom i don't know - the muse that i asked for, or the one that i had? forever the same boy. the prose is so bland now, i know that it's played out. secrets don't make friends. im keeping my eyes closed, im seeking you angel; my private ecclesia. a wink at the camera, do i have your approval? well how are the ratings? don't tell if they're falling. build God and then we'll talk.

come winter i won't be here so help me God, so help me God...

novella - so help me God, so help me God [@4neria]

fleeting people walk a by im still wondering as to why since yesterday to today is it really fine or a fiction of my mind ill just play it cool i dont need to ask as to why ill just play my part tear the strings at my heart give it up just like i did at the start wonder why yeah i wonder why where you are where you aare

a fiction of my mind

black heart, black sleeve, its a perfect rosary
new day fall apart fall apart with me
angel angel spread your wings with me
honestly its so beautiful
the way you look at me is so unusual
blackened skys we watched to fade to gray
girl your the one that gives just to take
so poison me and let me sedate
its okay if im the one that needs to decay

blood curse, cure me, holy remedy
angel cleanse the darkness ahold of me
bloody hands cover eyes as i start to weep
the curse has taken root and it won;t ever leave
you preach purity but i know that the sinning runs so deep
try to hide it but i think that it's plain to see
cover up but your true self will always bleed
masquerade all your vanity as purity

angel, angel +novella (p.@hysterics + @letmedisappear)

you were the one that said acoustic

ya this time girl i got to take it back
and i really didnt mean to make you sad
cause were losing everything we had
now its fading we cant hold onto the past
couple moments we cant take them back
every step feels like going of the track
try to fix it but were losing that

moments

hold my hand like a loaded gun
you said baby im thebomb.com
we wrote this script together
tangled in tether 
your the imagination ender
you said w would last forever and ever
you were gone so quick i should of known
so toast to a happy ever after

a fiction of my mind

2FAAR