2gaudy - All 4 Me

2gaudy - Morning Sex

2gaudy - Late October

Its hard to love yourself when you love everyone else
put on so many god damn masks , losing track of myself
hopin these feelings might pass i been hoping and wishin to find out whats missing but rn im gon fuel my addicitions (for real)

Its hard to learn when you dont know whats the wrong thing (Whats the right track)
Guess Im prone to bumping into walls
But money hides the ugly, trust me, cause I aint never ugly
Maybe cept when I go thru withdrawls
But maybe I dont deserve to know whats ahead of me
I could leave here tomorrow or I could die when im 70
Fuck it, if im leaving this earth Im gone die with you next to me
Just be on time
In the foggiest of woods 
Ur my sunrise

When youre not there just know theres mist
Its so dark all alone, and I cant really see shit
When you ring my phone it says no service
Thats just one of my dumb excuses girl you been heard this
I know Im down bad 
I wish my therapist would tell me what the fucks up
Im feeling nervous, told my bae to bring another cup
Gave me a four leaf clover, but girl im outta luck
I guess there's nothing helping out your favorite dumb fuck
You know me, just driving down the boulevard of broken dreams
I try to be an open book but im ripped at the seams
You read whats left of me but wont know what it means

Another Foggy Day prod. SiemSpark x Ayoleybeats

I do it all to live in your world.
I do it all for you.

Ill Tell You First

WAKEUPSMOKEUP (Prod Tjay x Dxnnyfxntom)

Wake up to another day
God damn I'm in a haze
If I felt better I'd be amazed

Take two pills
The first ones so I can chill
The second ones to keep me real
Cause if I stop working I can't heal

They say I'm great
They say I'm good
Believe in them I wish I could
all of my problems in this wood
and smoke away
but I won't turn back to who I was 
just know I do this all because
If i don't share my pain with y'all 
Ill fade away

Where in the fuck do I start
Just wanna leave my watermark
Sometimes i greive bout who I was
About the boy I left in the dust
Sometimes I'm down cause I'm fucking up
Sometimes I'm empty, fill up a cup
Please don't resent me for who I am
I still got love for you

When I'm all alone who I call?
From the music I'm getting withdrawls
All this shit used to be fun
Now I don't like it all 
Now I just roll me a blunt to forget it
Ignoring the fans even though I'm indebted
Losing my mind like I'm straight behead ya know

Where in the fuck do I start
Just wanna leave my watermark
Sometimes i greive bout who I was
About the boy I left in the dust
Sometimes I'm down cause I'm fucking up
Sometimes I'm empty, fill up a cup
Please don't resent me for who I am
I still got love for you

I still got love
I still got a relationship I made with the drugs
I still got ice in my heart I could use a hug
I still got demons behind me it's fucked up
I ain't blaming anyone baby thats tough luck
I used to be serious but now I don't care
This is my life baby and this shit aint fair
You'd be a fool to think it's sweet 
This shit ain't an Eclair
If I wanna live heavenly I'll walk up them stairs

Just accept what you see
I'm talking bout you, don't worry bout me
when I'm long gone I'll be stacking the green
Just pray to god that you're on the right team
Just pray to god that you don't switch up on yourself
Can't trust anyone else
Love the cards that you're dealt

Where in the fuck do I start
Just wanna leave my watermark
Sometimes i greive bout who I was
About the boy I left in the dust
Sometimes I'm down cause I'm fucking up
Sometimes I'm empty, fill up a cup
Please don't resent me for who I am
I still got love for you

Still Got Love (prod. Tjay)

buzz lightyear

2gaudy - buzz lightyear (prod.DxnnyFxntom&Tjay)

she needed someone to trust, I stole that away from her
she needed someone to trust, I took that away from her

I know I can't redo my faults
so why the fuck oh should I care
baby I'm a narcissist, so I don't
hoping you cut your wrist just to cope
sorry for the innocence I stole
no baby I'm not

I'm sorry I'm too narcissistic
I can see all of your pain
I'm sorry I'm cannibalistic
as I watch it bleed out of your veins in
awe
I'm sorry I'm too narcissistic
I can see all of your pain
I'm sorry I'm cannibalistic
as I watch it bleed out of your veins in
awe