GONE FISHIN'

calm luh open verse i did.. @sn8kebytez

lyric:
(bytez)
I said I love you
But I'm really not sure now
I said I want you but I don’t think I'm pure now
Could say I hate you but it really won't work out
So I’ll keep quiet, shout it out through this song now

Lyin' through my teeth
Been trippin' over my feet
Been so stressed that all I focus on’s weed
You say a lot of shit, and it’s never adding up
Tryna get shit through to you’s like taking adderall
I'm sorry, did I say something mean again?
Did I split my tongue and overthink my sentences?
Should I cut myself to apologize to them?
Should I keep my wrists covered up in bandages?

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

My phone never lights up, they never wan’ text
All the people around me say I'm a pain in the ass
I cover my face because they hate me in class
I don’t think I belong here, I'm a talentless mess
Tryna focus on my studies so I graduate
I don’t listen to the gossip cause it’s extra weight
I can’t let bullshit get in my way
I really hate my life but I'll push through it today

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

(march)
yea i been tryin
girl im tryin
doin all that i can
said you need me
you were lyin
i cant do this again
so i been runnin,
duckin,
hidin from that shi that you said
look in the sky 
youll see me flyin
when this symphony ends

cuz bby your a part of me
hear your voice inside my head
it says youre all i need
girl youre all i see 
so i cant fall asleep
girl lets harmonize
theres a hell uh lot of pain
behind those angel eyes
theres an image in my brain
that keeps me horrified 
watch the stars align
a sorry sign

of what comes next
it sucks i guess
girl im so stressed out
bby i digress
im in my head
and i cant get out
bby im a fuckin mess
everythings turned to a wreck
and i think im gonna crashout
ive got nowhere left to go
with this heart thats made of stone
and im rollin through a glass house

and its not hard to see
but bby its been hard to eat
should jus be you n me
so bby lets play make believe
lets go far away
like all the way
know what i mean?
shes pickin petals 
off of flowers
while im countin sheep

(bytez)

Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me
Wake up again, it’s the same fucking day
Consume my thoughts and my feelings
'Cause they won't go away
Nobody likes me 'cept for when I make beats
I'm far too obsessive, that’s why no one loves me

(outro)
Oh, right
Hmm?
Who was this someone you said I reminded you of?
Hmm, myself of course
Tell me, Dazai
Why is it you wish to die?
Let's turn that question around
Is there really any value to this thing we call living?

<3

thoughts ^ _ ^ (march22nd)

I’m HIM (Rollie)

BATCLIQUE
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birds chirp

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prod. vivienne

its complicated
so close that i could taste it
i cant be contradicting myself
at a time so desperate
i said, "i feel like im losing"
but it was more a suggestion
you can leave me alone
but just dont leave me with questions

you cornered me
in my own head
i still couldnt rattle
the snakes from my bed
no i doubt that you could understand
even if we were in the same position

(a liar, a fraud, a liar, a fraud)
a liar, a fraud
im everything he's not
"he's getting everything he wants
and its not coming at a cost"
except it is
there's one thing
he knows he don't deserve
'cause he's wasting away
while she's dressed up so perfect
i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, i know, oh i

dont tell me you get it now
cause
there aint no going back
i cant strain it over
i might js have a heart attack
im so done blowing smoke
cause i cant face the truth
and at the end of it all
i just will never love you

(i just will never love you, i just can never love you, i just cant ever love you, i just cant ever love-)

you can hate me
and blame me
just say its all my fault
it wouldve come to this end anyway
no you dont gotta talk
i know im abusive
its putrid
i do it all too well
im in love with being sick
because i cannot love myself, no

no i cannot love myself
spending hours in my room
my eyes are bleeding from this hell
im a liar and fraud
im not the man you claim i am
i dont know, im too distraught
can you not see me where i stand?
im not begging you for mercy
im just begging you to look
can you not see what you have done?
do you not see all that you've took?
i am holding out my hands
they are calloused, soaked in wounds
how can i carry this weight, when i cannot carry you?

its too late for me to change a thing
i spent years locked down
i wasted away my teens
cause im getting older
each nights getting colder
feel the frost reaching down
it'll all be right over
soon
and im scared
i hate to be here
i dont wanna go
bury me in the snow
its a bird eye's view
not the best, it'll do
from the tip of gravestone
ill still call out to you
and the bells are ringing
my backs against the ceiling
ill still call out to you
like i know you always wanted me to

like i know you always wanted me to
like i know you always wanted me to
hold still, its a bird's eye view
hold still, its a bird's eye view

bird's eye view

Maybe It Was My Fault (Michael Harrison)

You Made Me Hate New York

prod. wyfy

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(oh)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(oh, could you, could you back off?)
(i'm getting hesitant, getting hesitant)
could you back off?
im getting hesitant
i need some distance
i need some distance
your eyes linger with a hint of limerence
a hint of limerence
i need the distance
somethin tells me its not in your command
but im still feeling crammed
hate to put up a defense
somethin tells me its not in your command
but im still feeling crammed
hate to put up a defense, oh

you tell me you need me
you tell me you hate me
i try to say something but all comes out as fronting
how can i be honest
when you're so prone to close off and all that im left with is nothing at all

im doing what i can but you're bruising up my hands
got me hammering on my desk
with this sinking feeling in my chest, oh

could you back off?
im getting hesitant
i need some distance
i need some distance
your eyes linger with a hint of limerence
a hint of limerence
i need the distance

pick up the phone
tell em it's all okay
i just need another day
i just need another day

limerence

PAS DE DOUTE



Couplet 1

Pas de doute, je marche dans ce monde incertain
Comment faire pour être heureux, quel est le chemin ?
Je porte mes convictions comme un flambeau dans la nuit
Un humain humaniste avec ses valeurs, c'est ma vie, ma vie (X2)

Pré-refrain

OUI, j'ai un doute par moments, je l'avoue
Même si je tente de ne pas avoir de doutes   (X2)
J'avance quand même, je tiens debout, debout

Refrain

Pas de doute, le bonheur insaisissable est sûrement à portée de main 
Pourtant l'époque est plus favorable au futile, au paraître plus qu'à l'être  (X2)
Pas de doute, le bonheur insaisissable est sûrement à portée de main
Mais je cherche encore ma lumière

Couplet 2

Dans ce théâtre des apparences et du superficiel
Je garde mes valeurs humanistes, mon cœur rebelle
Entre ce que je suis et ce que le monde attend
Je trace ma route, je suis vivant, je suis différent   (X2)

Pré-refrain

OUI, j'ai un doute par moments, c'est humain
Même si je tente de ne pas avoir de doutes
Je marche, j'avance sur mon chemin  

Refrain

Pas de doute, le bonheur insaisissable est sûrement à portée de main
Pourtant l'époque est plus favorable au futile, au paraître plus qu'à l'être  (X2)
Pas de doute, le bonheur insaisissable est sûrement à portée de main
Mais je sais où trouver ma lumière

Pont

Par contre, pas de doute, une valeur sans aucun doute
C'est l'amour et seulement l'amour
Cette vérité qui sauve tout
L'amour, toujours l'amour (X2)

Refrain final

Pas de doute, le bonheur insaisissable est sûrement à portée de main
Pourtant l'époque est plus favorable au futile, au paraître plus qu'à l'être  (X2)
Pas de doute, le bonheur insaisissable est maintenant entre mes mains
Car l'amour est ma seule prière

Final

Pas de doute... l'amour
Pas de doute... toujours
Pas de doute...
L'amour...
L'amour...


Maybe It Was My Fault (Michael Harrison)

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