I'd rather die alone than try to replace you

#qai

2024 shuffle 2

#GOSSICLUB

r&b type shit

🦆

@lilkuudere
@spaceb0y
@levi_tokyo
@bakurwd
@lileffort

PARTY EVERY NIGHT (Space Boy, levi, Baku) prod. lileffort

prod. by LEVI
presented by static.

lyrics:

please whisper me to sleep
just don't let me go
just don't let me go (2x)

i can't believe that
you don't wanna see me
i hope that you know that i care
cause i have these demons
they're talking to me
and they tell me i'm better of dead
loving you kills me
it hurts, i feel blinded
i can't get you out of my head
i wish that you told me
why you always leaving me here all alone
i feel dead inside

can we go home now?
can we please go home now?
can we please just slow down?
can we please just slow down?
(slow down)

cause i did everything for you
and you did nothing for me
no you did nothing for me
but i did everything for you

i fell in love with the thought of you
and i tell you lies but you know the truth
i get so frustrated
i hope you know
in the coldest night
can you hold me close
you were my only one
now i fall apart
in your eyes i see
all the shining stars
and the storm will go
and we will be okay
and i wish you could stay
but its way too late

i can't believe that
you don't wanna see me
i hope that you know that i care
cause i have these demons
they're talking to me
and they tell me im better of dead
loving you kills me
it hurts , i feel blinded
i can't get you out of my head
i wish that you told me
why you always leaving me here all alone
i feel dead inside

can we go home now?
can we please go home now?
can we please just slow down?
can we please just slow down?
(slow down)

cause i did everything for you
and you did nothing for me
no you did nothing for me
but i did everything for you

whisper me to sleep

mixed by me
w/ @moncler3k
beat by: @ilyajay, 1kkjuice

moving on w/moncler3k (prod. ajay, 1kkjuice)

https://soundcloud.com/mxsui
spotify https://open.spotify.com/track/1sYalR7IUnxLWxcMR3k3By?si=56520be9865f4fa9

Spotify

El Sentimiento (Mxsui)

prod violet

i hear my heart burn
dont go
i feel myself burning
i wonder how u let go
and if your hearts turning

i wonder if ill ever know
your the last one that i hold
dont say that u love me more
fantasy is how i know you...

run back dont go
got a hrt made of stone
want u back in my life
wanna make u mine
run back dont go
can u give me some hope
pls dont leave me alone
i just hope that i keep you...

heartburn (violet)

mixed by me
produced by symels

lyrics:
yeah I
want to believe in us
wont lie
bb i still love ya
wont fight
no bb i wont fight ya
im fine
yeah bb im alright if im by your side
babe dont go away...
dont feel the same
miss the old ways...
im one to blame
dont feel the same
cant catch a break
yeah, bb pls stay
give me a way
dont feel the same

bb i just wanna know...
i just wanna know if u love me like i do i
share your love like i do i
share your love like i do i
bb i just wanna be with u now
i just wanna go back home
i dont ever wanna be alone

yeah I
want to believe in us
wont lie
bb i still love ya
wont fight
no bb i wont fight ya
im fine
yeah bb im alright if im by your side
babe dont go away...
dont feel the same
miss the old ways...
im one to blame
dont feel the same
cant catch a break
yeah, bb pls stay
give me a way
dont feel the same

bb i just wanna know...
i just wanna know if u love me like i do i
share your love like i do i
share your love like i do i
bb i just wanna be with u now
i just wanna go back home
i dont ever wanna be alone

alone (symels)

i dont know whats goin on
i feel so lost
bb by the way, why u gone
thought u wanted me, u were honest
i dont know whats true anymore
u can keep my heart i dont want it
i dont want her anymore
if i had love i just lost it

when i see your face i feel hrtless
why the hell did i want this?
if it was true why'd u do that
i wanted u, i was clueless
never gunna stay, i dont wanna
never comin back pls dont hold on
if u wanted me, then dont do that
if u wanted love, then go show that...

i dont know whats goin on
i feel so lost
bb by the way, why u gone
thought u wanted me, u were honest
i dont know whats true anymore
u can keep my heart i dont want it
i dont want her anymore
if i had love i just lost it

when i see your face i feel hrtless
why the hell did i want this?
if it was true why'd u do that
i wanted u, i was clueless
never gunna stay, i dont wanna
never comin back pls dont hold on
if u wanted me, then dont do that
if u wanted love, then go show that...

heartache (violet)

heartdesires w/ moncler3k (ajay & warheart)

prod. k4nji
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind

It hurts how much I need you now
It hurts each time I see you now
This jealousy keeps seeping out
Feels like my heart stopped beating now
I tried so hard but I miss you
Get butterflies when I kiss you
I wish that I could forget you
But ide hate myself if I left you

It feels so late to make up now
Let's fall in love watch it all break down
Don't know what I am chasing now
Because your heart is taken now
It feels so late to make up now
Let's fall in love watch it all break down
Don't know what I am chasing now
Because your heart is taken now

I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind
I'll give you my heart so I can be with you like all the time
I'll give you my eyes so you can see how much you shine tonight
I'll give you my life so you can live forever in the light
Shawty you're my everything I can't get you off my mind

i miss you

https://soundcloud.com/222bino
https://soundcloud.com/alijah4k

enemigos ft. vin0 (Alijah4k)

prod me :3

im giving up trying to reach it
thought your heart was the one that i needed
you're the one that i wanted to be with,
& sleep with, but why cant you see this
fuck it up, and do it over again
stuck in love, hate that i call you a friend
didn't want this to end, take my heart
and i'll leave it,
so maybe you'll keep it

im done with pretending
i say that im fine, but i cant find an ending
im tired of stressing
and tired of yelling
these lies that im telling
wont make it ok, so i figure my heart out
want you in my arms every night when its dark out
thought i couldn't love, but i can hear my heart now
all of these things should've said at the start, so
can we just restart now
and do it again

be with

upset for no reason w/ vin0 (dimple)

wish you were around w/ hollons (ajay & symels)

break my heart (dia6lo & cloudbxy)

stay by my side

bb wont u be mine

can't lie, i tried

lets make things right

bb miss you, can it be us?

its been a while, can u see us?

lets stay together, dont leave us

you and me, together

you and me, forever

you and me, together

want you around, think we look good together

you and me are a puzzle, but we stick together

you and me holding hands, wish this would last forever

@j4van
yea you and me forever

its gettin cold outside

here in september

yea i wont let you go

when i need you most 

when we end up fallin ill be your ghost

stay by my side

gave you my love i want you by my side

hold onto me

i want to stay together, forever

cant be replaced cuz to me you are special

u and me w/ javan (epv & luvpurp)

no baby i wont lie

your always on my mind

te necesito aca

solo te quiero amar

with you i feel alright

yeah baby your my light

yo te quiero besar

quedate una vez mas

i want you by my side

like what i got to do to make you mine

i want you in my timeline

oh baby please pick and choose

like what we gunna do

always been on my mind...

always been on my mind...

yo se que yo quiero

amarte yo puedo

i need you around me

oh baby please help me

need your light to guide me

need your heart around me

(need your heart around me)

from the heart (dia6lo & cloudbxy)

LIKE A CIGARETTE♪✰@@tarozan

lyrics:

(her skin's as pale as snow)
(i'd never let her go)

her skin's as pale as snow
i'd never let her go...
(i'll hold u close, u can cry, don't let go, please be mine)
she's cutting down to her bones
so many wounds shes sewn
(dnt pretend, i see it in ur eyes, its okay, we'll be fine)
but shes not alone

blood and snow don't mix well together
contrasting temperature nd harsher weather
it gets so cold as were drifting higher
ur made of gold but you've lost ur fire
you've lost ur fire
you've lost ur fire
you've lost ur fire
   
ur skin's as pale as snow
i'll never let u go...
(i'll hold u close, u can cry, don't let go, please be mine)
the cuts are down to ur bones
so many wounds youve sewn
(dnt pretend, i see it in ur eyes, its okay, we'll be fine)
but ur not alone

cover art - https://www.instagram.com/thelastmai/
produced all by me!!

Snow

https://soundcloud.com/gossiclub

prod. https://soundcloud.com/177p, https://soundcloud.com/silversxo, https://soundcloud.com/methboiswag

letra:

(D6 𝄞);

nena dime que pasa
un dia me abrazas me quieres
y al siguiente te marchas
entre la pared y la espada
bajandome un xanax
no puedo con esta sed, está quemándome
tu nombre en mis cartas no sé qué me pasa
verte y no tenerte, siento que me mata
que más puedo cambiar, si nada te agrada
me hace dar vueltas esta confusión,
no encuentro solución

(https://soundcloud.com/222bino);

no encuentro solución
no sé que más hacer
tu sabes que te quiero no sé si tu también a mí
baby i'd do anything, lo que sea
me cansé lo di todo por ti
no tenerte me mata
mi corazon solo a tu lado encuentra calma
baby ???-
dime la verdad ya
que tus acciones a mi me dañan

(https://soundcloud.com/gossinery);

ayudame a volver a creer en mi
que hice pa que me causes tanto dolor
me adentraré en tu pecho hasta tu corazón
lo arreglo pa que tu me vuelvas a amar
sólo dime si ya tú no eres feliz
porque haces que piense que ya no existe el amor
me adentraré en tu pecho hasta tu corazón
lo arreglo pa que tú me dejes de odiar

(D6 𝄞);

bebé voy a comerte toda
gata quitate la ropa
ya que porfin te tengo a solas
haré lo que quiera contigo
sentir acelerar tus latidos
(que sean testigos)
de nuestro amor, con tanta pasión
tu cuerpo junto al mío hacémos la mejor canción
no requiero tu amor, tampoco tu atención
es sólo que me tires si te hace falta calor
(beba sabes que aquí estoy)

obsesión ft. vin0, nery (177p, silver, methboiswag)

@submittoher

bitch uh
drum mag took uh
keep it uh
you dont want love
you dont need love
she dont need love

she dont need no heart
bitch i shoot like far
you dont want no part
smoking fucking tar bitch ass rawr
im finna rock it im toting my bombs
yo bitch she talking she playing with toys
that boy a druggie he taking them roids
pissed off you dont wanna fight back
ive been smoking i said fucking pack up
i dont wanna pack up
bitch i stay attacked up
and i know i fucked up
i dont fuck with broke boys

bitch i shoot my chop it go fucking ghost
hit that bitch up with a block
it give bloody nose
made that nose so fucked up

@submittoher

Damn she so sad, Damn she so sad 
Bitch I walk through the mall 
Make these hoes stare 
Then she told me I love you, I was unaware 
Like my heart tear, let my heart tear 
I don’t need you love, I don’t need you 
That bitch wanna keep you 
That bitch sweet like misu 
Damn she tryna fight back, damn I know she like that 
I don’t like that, i don’t like that 
Damn gotta be in love, I was sidetracked 
Damn I love her so much, I might fight back 
Damn, I might fight back
I might fight back, huh

she dont need no heart
bitch i shoot like far
you dont want no part
smoking fucking tar bitch ass rawr
im finna rock it im toting my bombs
yo bitch she talking she playing with toys
that boy a druggie he taking them roids
pissed off you dont wanna fight back
ive been smoking i said fucking pack up

noheart w/ gëmzjii (jannah)

i told myself

that i wouldnt love again

cuz u only one that i want

and just like the wind

although i cant see it

i can feel it

i feel u around


it wont be the same

miss u everyday

been counting months and the days

im living off memories

im hoping that u can see me

see how much i changed....

scared of not being with u (meta)

https://soundcloud.com/gossiclub
visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zg__hp0th48

prod https://soundcloud.com/d1a6lo

y aunque no me siente tan bien pensar, que ahora estas lejos en otro lugar
y me dicen que ya encontraste a alguien más

(quiero saber de ti)

y si solo me das la oportunidad, te puedo demostrar que hay muchisimo mas
que yo te puedo jurar, mi amor incondicional
tu corazon está a salvo junto a mi
sigo buscando respuestas, dime que te cuesta
al menos darme una razon
el tiempo se nos acaba
deja de pensarlo tanto, yo no busco hacerte daño

y aunque no me siente tan bien pensar, que ahora estas lejos en otro lugar
y me dicen que ya encontraste a alguien más

(quiero saber de ti)

y si solo me das la oportunidad, te puedo demostrar que hay muchisimo mas
que yo te puedo jurar, mi amor incondicional
tu corazon está a salvo junto a mi
sigo buscando respuestas, dime que te cuesta
al menos darme una razon
el tiempo se nos acaba
deja de pensarlo tanto, yo no busco hacerte daño

contrarreloj

lil bit of a harder one, hope u enjoy :)

prod: softscars
mastered: tnvr

LYRICS: 

Are we all the same?
Are we all insane?
Watch me fall and feel no pain
Hear you call, don’t hear my name

Don’t hear you calling out to me
Don’t hear your voice, don’t hear you scream
What’s the point in anything?
What’s the point in anything?
I don’t see the point of talking to you right now
I don’t see a point of even hearing you out
You could make a change but we ain’t on the same page
You could change your face but baby, I don’t care what you say
Can’t stop this game
Can’t end my rage
Can’t break these chains
Can’t shake the shame
You could pull me apart and pick at my brain
Just to find out that we are all insane

Are we all the same?
Are we all insane?
Watch me fall and feel no pain
Hear you call, don’t hear my name

we are all insane

prod. blank
lyrics: aren't we all a little terrified?
judging through a blinded eye
i seen what you saw but it wont suffice
it was in my head
but i seen your rose on the cliff edge
gravity would be proud
gravity would be proud
as it locks me in
and pulls me down
my decision was all mine
talk me out? you know im fine
this is what i wanted
this is where the plot ends
bury my bones all thats left
found my home here in the sand.

rose.mp3

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
https://soundcloud.com/nicoteenninyo

Lyrics:
[gothurted]
And if I would disappear right now nobody will notice that
I don't care about why but how did I fall for you so bad
Put my hand on your chest let me grab your heart
Take all of your stuff and leave with me shawty let's depart
together

[nicoteen ninyo]
If I would disappear right now, would u come and find me
Or was I just the weight on ur back, holding down ur wings?
Shawty put ur flame up to my face
Let me feel the warmth of ur cold embrace
Let our hearts race
Forever