i wont ever go outside again
shaky pls don’t look at me again
what’s the point i’ll never have a friend
it’s so fucked up that i’m sick again
i’m sick again

shaking breathing nothing makes sense
why the hell do i wanna die again
do i wanna call you and make amends
why am i sick again
why am i sick again

congestion really gets to my brain
you don’t know half of my pain
haven’t slept right in three days
i don’t know why i’m up till eight
sick of staring at this blade
sick of constant lust for change
why do i feel this way

the sick song

dont stay away for too long
dont go to bed
ill make a cup of coffee for your head
ill get you up and going out of bed
and i
promise that one day ill feel fine
and i promise that one day ill feel alright
and ill make a cup of coffee with the right amount of sugar how u like it
and ill make a cup of coffee with the right amount of sugar how u like it
how u like it

dont know how long ill stay for
its okay ill kjnock on your door
wont you come down and get me
i like it when you hold me tight
you make me feel nice
the green in your eyes
makes me feel warm inside

and ill make a cup of coffee with the right amount of sugar how u like it
and ill make a cup of coffee with the right amount of sugar how u like it
how you like it :)

coffee (beabadoobee)

your voice in my head
i think im better off dead
and i keep wasting my time on you
and i keep wasting my life on you

cus you think im a fool
i wont play by your rules
use me like one of your tools
like what the hell can i do
im always under your rule
behind my back im a tool
then to my face im a jewel

you think im a fool
im sick of playing into
the fact that you think you're cool
my hatred's nothing but cruel
my hatred's nothing but cruel
nothing but cruel

dead

snow comes pouring in
what the fuck is wrong with my head
i gave up a while ago but ur stauin close
i couldnt ask for less
for less
maybe ill jus go away somewhere far
maybe ill escape these thoughts and fear of the dark

same shit ive been saying for a while, ill just go
idk where ill be so ill cut then ill go
maybe i should stay away
mayve i should go away
just leave me alone
cus i dont know whats wrong with me
ill cut until im 23
i should find some help in my head

my head w/ withered roses (remix)

why don't you know when to stop
i push off, but you pull me close
you say that it's just love
so i'm inclined to reside in your home

why don't you know when to stop
or do you just nor care, i can't
do this again
it's to the point i can't rest, oh
you say you're doing your best
so i'm inclined to forgive

why don't you know when to stop
why don't you know when to stop
why don't you know when to stop
why don't you know when to stop

you wont stop, so i'll ask again (rythu)

i can't believe i did it again
i let you in when i knew damn well i shouldn't have
you knew better than to lose me
it's hard to say, but you never did

it's hard to say you're better without me
i know that you're bad but i don't give a shit
i kept my old style cus you told me it's pretty
can you even hear me when i write this song

will you ever know that you're in the wrong
will you ever hurt when you're singing along
will this be easy for you?
cus it's hard for me

it feels impossible, what you did to me
it never leaves my head but i hate to think
that you'll find someone else, like i did in a week
and i'll miss you like hell, and you'll be fine and you'll leave

why'd you do this to me?
why'd you lie about them when you knew that i'd help
why'd you throw us away for some shame in yourself?
i sound like a dumbass singing this song
when i should probably hate you and just move on

but i couldn't, even if i wanted to
hope he makes you happy and i hope he loves the things you do
and somehow i'll always be yours
somehow i could never put my feet out of the door.
and i despise how i know this'll pass

you're so bad for my soul
but i don't think i'll feel better alone
i was never the moon, but fuck i wish that i was
you'll find them soon, and you'll forget about us
i wish i could get over you
i wish you were better so i wouldn't have to
but i know what's right for me
and i know that i should let you go

moon

i thought that you loved me but you had someone else
i thought maybe it's better if i don't know you too well
i'm stupid, addicted to love when it's fair
i'd break all of these bones if i could hold you there

no better, take all the clothes that you wore
invested in learning why you don't talk to me much
forget it, i'm falling into the mould that you made
my body, malleable, i can't contort it again

i thought that you loved me but you had someone else
i thought maybe it's better if i don't know you too well
i'm stupid, addicted to love when it's fair
i'd break all of these bones if i could hold you there

someone else (hiraeth)

i know that im falling but im not giving it up
and it hurts when you're calling, but i could handle the rush
life with you next to me
you're all that i wanna be
all yours historically, could that mean eternally?
repetition, the cycle repeats
can't help but question, is this all for me?
take some steps, let's think about it
no good choice when your head's so clouded
will this end well? i probably doubt it
fall into me, and we can make this world ours

clouded

im sorry but i can't be yours
as long as i feel like a chore to you
and the world will spin but i'll feel worse
you;ll dance in my head oh so comfortably
i'll follow your footsteps
i'll hurt those around me
i'll damage myself
in hopes you'll finally love me
do you not get the message
am i not speaking clearly
should i stop giving chances
or should i trust in your healing

message

i guess this could be a sick song 2

i'm sick yet again but i don't know
if this feelings curable
sore throats and headaches don't even come close
to you in my mind, you're intolerable
boyfriend's amazing, im so glad for you
can he really love you the way that i do?
i stayed for you
i don't know what i
can say to get it through
i gave you everything, what did you do?
my gradmother's dying in bed
and here i am crying cus you're just my friend
keep planting your hope in my head
someday i'll get that it's only pretend
is there a loss if it's me that i end?
i'm out your hair, and you're happy again

hope

you can't keep it together
i don't wanna hold you in this weather
your body on mine
can we do this all the time?
your hips pressed gently 'gainst mine
our warmth exchanged in the night
i feel our souls intertwined
every action feels right
no gain, just simply you and i

no one knows you how i know you right now
it's okay, just let it out
lay on my chest
i'll help you steady your breath
i'll do everything i said
in those messages you read
there's no need to pretend
what we feel is in our head

warmth

side

i feel anger crush my back
do too much, bet you want it like that
risk it all for a diss, that's sad
talk it out for a knife in the back
but i know that you ain't that
sound overzealous in your new tracks
new style, you say "what's that?"
gotta hit the same flow or a bass stack

he aint giving you a feat bro
got him added does he even say "hey" tho?
like why you goin psycho?
childish antics i don't really wanna play so
gotta lock in, addict
make the bass real static
kinda shocked you ain't had it, oh
come and act shady
bitch, say you hate me
so we can call this shit over, hoe

but you wont give it a rest now
funny you're a grown man tryna act loud

flow

@solrisyours

alt
none of the art is mine

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