i am using my imagination

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(vocals: brakence - venus fly trap)

venus fly trap

original soundcloud.com/cbrtrsh/boymotherfucker

boymotherfucker

light leaking from sunsets
and feeling my brain overdrive
lighting up a cigarette
i'm praying you'll come home tonight
and oh, the walls are caving in without you
and oh, can't cover up the fabricated truth
(okay, let's turn it up now!)

it's not a contest
you don't play by the rules and don't make progress
you cheat your way through life and it's so obvious
hold it back, repent, and it's the cause of it
oh, for all of it

you think i'm playing?
well you should've seen the look in my eyes
when i found out you were the problem despite multiple tries
i can't say that i stay true if i lower the tone of my voice
i got the ears for this
i took my time and took no ones advice

but i start feeding my vices when i wake up
known to raise a lot hell, can we make up?
and oh, the walls are caving in without you
and oh, can't cover up the fabricated truth

i said so get up, get up, get up, get up
don't fall in now
i said so get up, get up, get up
i won't be the one calling you
i said so get up, get up, get up, get up
don't fall in now
i said so get up, get up, get up
i won't be the one-
you're so fucking pretentious, i won't call you back
my past passenger princess wouldn't do me like that
i'll learn your toxic tendencies and cultivate 
my past passenger princess wouldn't do me like that

tight dress baby it's on
you're the one that i want
tell me how long is this gonna take?
we walk out and do it all again
screaming cause the walls are caving in
prove to me that we're more than friends
lately it's been hard but it's alright
sinking one hand, you on the other side

but i start feeding my vices when i wake up
known to raise a lot hell, can we make up?
and oh, the walls are caving in without you
and oh, can't cover up the fabricated truth

i said so get up, get up, get up, get up
don't fall in now
i said so get up, get up, get up
i won't be the one calling you
i said so get up, get up, get up, get up
don't fall in now
i said so get up, get up, get up
i won't be the one-
you're so fucking pretentious, i won't call you back
my past passenger princess wouldn't do me like that
i'll learn your toxic tendencies and cultivate 
my past passenger princess wouldn't do me like that

passenger princess

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lyrics: 
Do you know how 
How to give it a rest 
Something tells me you want next 
Trust me I want the best
 For you 
But I get it now
 I'll simmer down 
If you know how

Don't tell me you're fine 
You want it outlined
 Cause you're needing out

Tell me how do you feel 
Now that you got what you wanted
 Are you head over heels 
Or do you feel like you're running 
Cause I don't really mind
 If you wanted out of that place
 I can't in good faith say that you'd be wrong
 If you don't wanna try
 I promise I won't lie to your face
 If you need me I'll be already gone

And even though I'm gone
 I hope you know I meant well 
I heard you're lying in bed now 
Something tells me you don't wanna know what you'd feel like
 If you had taken my advice 
And thought this out 
You're struggling now 
You stopped working all the way 
You should've watched the daylight 
Now it's gone and tucked away
 If only you had made time
 To say you're running late

I know it seems slight

Tell me how do you feel 
Now that you got what you wanted
 Are you head over heels 
Or do you feel like you're running 
Cause I don't really mind
 If you wanted out of that place
 I can't in good faith say that you'd be wrong
 If you don't wanna try
 I promise I won't lie to your face
 If you need me I'll be already gone
Gone, gone, I'll be gone

//•//

Treehouse Fairy

old demo i lost the project for </33 i wouldve sooo finished this fr its cute

'`;,'-.'-,

have i ever told you the definition of insanity

Montenegro

linktr.ee/intentionsmi

phase 3 of 4
apotheosis
we share the sun

there's got to be more to life
than dreaming of the outcome
and giving in to what's numb
and really having no fun
as days go by
and my world is spun
"oh god, make it stop spinning
just for a few minutes"

i lose you when i need it most
my darkest hour of
poison, heavy eyes, and a dose
of restless sleep at night
typing at a pace of concern
you wonder why i'm awake?
i'm trying to save face

liquor bottles and some company
one's addiction, other's cope for me
and both will string you like some puppetry
but i won't fall despite the odds
world is so against me
feel it clenching
light my words on fire
don't put me in mentions
too pretentious
hold myself a little higher

compact my story to years
to helplessly get people to read again
and for the art to mean a thing
because it's all just noise to me
these days get boring to hear
the same old song i sing, like, everyday
but what good is it gonna do?
because i stick to what i know, and none approve

hit blocks i put there myself
wish this on nobody else
to fall apart at the seams
and not be able to build up
just cause a drought in my mental
i'm losing relation
well you know where to find me
i'll be back at the shore

all this sentimental greed is another point of indication
take a few days off to breathe, weed off herbal tea for sedation
i don't really need a life lesson, bout' how i should start living mine
need to leave behind the mental of burnout
fuck around and better myself now
the sun will soon set, and the thought will come back
i just can't stand anymore of that
12 hour shift, as if time's making me it's bitch
well i've lost all sense of my gift
drowning like i learned not to swim

i lose you
i lose you (stop)
(let it out)

i lose you

BRAINFREEZE

prod @xilohh
mix/mastered @1p3trich0r @xilohh

lyrics:
@1p3trich0r
i dont want somethin fun when i see your name. u know what im runnin from, but im not afraid
said youve had enough 2x

@xilohh
you know you got a boyfriend 
so why you call my name 
if i was so important
how could it feel the same
you come back wanting more babe
not thinking with ur brain 
you could tell me that your bored
we could walk up on the freeway <3
chugging all these bottles just to help you feel okay
the ship ur trying to sail baby it wont board for days
now we r talking bout my past, u tryna cut up on this gaze
and if my wallet gonna jump, he gonna jump up in my face YUHHH