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(What are you waiting for?)

The city tasted so good when you were around
You're always caught up when I'm down
I never know when you're around so
The city tasted so good when you were around
You're always caught up when I'm down
I never know when you're around so

You think it's all laid out for you, I know
I told you that I hated love
You said get your head out the sand
Independent agency
Codependent flagrancy like
I can't live my life like that
I can't live my life like that yeah

I think it's clear that you don't know what you want
Well I know I won't focus on the past

The city tasted so good when you were around
You're always caught up when I'm down
I never know when you're around so
The city tasted so good when you were around
You're always caught up when I'm down
I never know when you're around so

Just give it time
I think I hate when we get high
We've gotta stop
The extroversion made it kinda hard to cut the seam

Now I see the inability
To face your own fragility
Consider possibilities that
I can't rely on anybody for this
Built the bridge by myself and got up
Don't be frightened
Let your impulse take the lead

The city tasted so good when you were around
We gon' build this whole new town
And to nothing we'll be bound, oh
The city tasted so good when you were around
We gon' build this whole new town
And to nothing we'll be bound, oh
(And to nothing we'll be bound)
(And to nothing we'll be bound)
(And to nothing we'll be bound)
(And to nothing we'll be bound)

the city taste

i mean, do you even remember?
______________________
in the vacuum of space you called my name, but i can't hear you
rot and decay, there's locusts in my brain but they're see through
know you already got acrylic stains on that sweater i gave you last week

look in mirror but i see you
opaque tableaux of what we were

look in mirror but i see you
opaque tableaux of what we were

achromatopsia

for myself

artwork credit ig: avogado6_jp

lil project ive been cooking up w one of the most talented artist i know https://soundcloud.com/virid999 not completely finished to my liking so ill probably add more and replace the file when i do, but for now enjoy :)

fangs (teeth by brakence, a zeph x virid. remix)

[Intro: (Ethan Justice), (Ryan Hall), han.irl]
"Oh my God, that fucking sounded sick"
"Just, here, here ya go...
There's a different version of us that's also a different person"
"Ah this is so much fun now!
I just put my hydroflask down
And it feels like 20 pounds was just lifted off from my body
She's a runner she's a track star
If I had anything to say to my future self it would
Probably be... uhh fuck money... get bitches"

[Verse 1: Atlas in Motion]
You remind me of the sunrise
Only ever see you on a bad night
Interrupt my blue with your bright light
Creep in through my window
Everything’s alright
Gonna be just fine everything’s alright

[Chorus: Atlas in Motion & han.irl]
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it was kinda fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)

[Interlude: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"I'll take a video I'll take a video for you for later"
"han what the fuck..."
"where'd the music go, wait?"

[Refrain: han.irl]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlist

[Verse 2: han.irl]
Wait-wait–
How'd we fade out so fast?
Didn't think you'd leave me in the dark like that
Had me flying so high now my ego crashed
Staying up listening to Call Me Back
Thought it'd be fun, but it fucked me up
Now I'm running out of time
Running out of luck, but it's alright
Everything's alright... Everything's alright?
Alright? alright? al- al-

[Chorus: han.irl]
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up

[Refrain: han.irl & Atlas in Motion]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out
Running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of pavement?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?


[Outro: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"This is crazy"
"This is so weird cause like I can imagine myself in the future pressing play on this voice memo to listen to it and hearing myself say the exact things that i'm saying right now in sequence of the way that i'm saying them in this second. So if you really think about it" "Woah this is really pretty""The past and the present and the future are all like... the same thing... 'dude this isssss' maybe not, maybe it's just..."

fmuuu (with atlas in motion)

cant be bothered to finish it
idc
whattveer wahtever hwateer hwateahvet ewhaeethwre wahever WHATEVER

forced myself to make botanica again

[@dotgavn]
As the ground turns white
I can't quite fight the sight
Of you and that guy
I can't sleep tight no more
So before I crush my core (before)
Woah, bid you abhor (abhor)

[@icenolove]
(Will you help me?)
(Will you help me?)
(Will you help me out?)
You don't wanna love me girl, it's alright
Cause time and time again we start fights
Don't wanna believe it now
I'm gonna take you down
With me, with me
Cause you sound tired, I've been up all night
I've been drowning in my own fights
Baby, our bond was just so tight
But you broke it all away
You broke it all away

(But you broke it all away)
(You broke it all away)

Inflorescence Memos

.gav x hilane (feat. IceNoLove) - abhợr‧

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

in my world the sun rises twice each day

prod @xilohh
mix/mastered @1p3trich0r @xilohh

lyrics:
@1p3trich0r
i dont want somethin fun when i see your name. u know what im runnin from, but im not afraid
said youve had enough 2x

@xilohh
you know you got a boyfriend 
so why you call my name 
if i was so important
how could it feel the same
you come back wanting more babe
not thinking with ur brain 
you could tell me that your bored
we could walk up on the freeway <3
chugging all these bottles just to help you feel okay
the ship ur trying to sail baby it wont board for days
now we r talking bout my past, u tryna cut up on this gaze
and if my wallet gonna jump, he gonna jump up in my face YUHHH

i accidentally drank 7 red bulls and now im hosting a rave in my bathroom

photo by @arysvance
produced by @arysvance

lyrics

it's only the beginning when our feelings touch

they say don't stare up at the moon
when i lay down on the grass i feel your love
it's only the beginning when our feelings touch
remember all the things that we have done
i'll be there by your side when you need someone
we only have one life live it all and have fun
hold my hand and look up at the sky
in the field of flowers

dandelion bring the spirits up tonight
the shades of yellow and green colliding like a chemistry
of two people that are different
we are not the same but i wanna let you know
whenever we're walking we're taking it slow
the bridge is collapsing but it's taking me home
it gets a bit cold cause we've been out in the snow
our hearts can relax and see the meaning it shows

do you feel somedays that i would disappear?
don't worry cause i'm here forever

in the field of flowers
see the butterfly going on it's way to meet you there
back home