cover of i love you 3000 by stephanie poetri

the lyrics is not based on real events its just the song
after careful consideration i have realized i don't like this anymore.

3000

trying something out of my comfort zone <3
vocals and production by me



<3 lyrics: 
the best is wat you get
its what you sell yourself for
out partying, unwinding
yourself
the string lights in your room
are not so bright, as the ones
that you keep inside my.. head

and i got fooled with
I-L-YOUS and
manditory 
self, gloating
and im not sorry
that you're not alone..

room

LYG (wakeupowen)

cover of best friend by rex orange county

best friend

i failed
oh darling
was your head in my hands not enough
pace my room for a couple bucks
i felt down for a couple months
did it all for a dumb ear
tell me theres no love left here
all the eyes disappoint
id rather die in this joint

pace

my part is from april so old

shoutout to the shmoney and 2poder

wusyaname with shmoney and 2poder

prod me
finding my sound still
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6wBXoXurLcSSyg46pVJe5d?si=074c408517e1434f



lyrics
im tired of trying to breathe
when you come around
you're the reason why im hating how my music sounds
this will be the death of me so bury me into the ground
i hope it's just a feeling but it's
always and always

like a puppet you're controlling me
i hope i'm always 17 in your memories
you know that i'll never leave
i don't know what is wrong with me
i need some melatonin i can never fall asleep
always and always

they're all transparent to me
but i can never read your mind
just say that it's fine
i'm still wasting my time again
i wish you were sitting right by my side
it's been a while since we last spoke
i'll tell you about the things that you want me to say
i'm wasting days after days
you always blow me away
i'm so out of place and it's so hard to find you
can you hear my heartbeat when you're pulling me closer
all i can think of is your four-leaf clover
so many times when i thought it was over
i just need some closure
(your hair on my shoulders)
will i save myself oh please
you set this up for me
all that you do is just waste my dopamine
why do i hate november
i need your answer
you know i'll remember
always and always

like a puppet

produced by wetgropes
mixed by me
written by me 

im getting sick of the way, you hate everything
you need to make up your mind, ill give you some time to think

you think you're in love
you dont know what it means
so ima write all these songs
to hide the blood on my sleeves
oh yeaaa

ima show them what im made offff
you bottle up your feeling thats what im afraid of
yeaaa

ive been trying 
ive been screaming out your name
but it wont ever feel the same
theres not a way to make you change

hating you isnt enough for me
i wanna sit there and watch you bleed
hating you isnt enough for me
i wanna make you screammmm

ima superstar
with a stupid heart
im fucking sick of all these lies
fuck this shit do another line

tell mee what ur afraid of 
ill make it go away
ill take you somewhere safe
we're going far away

hating you isnt enough for me

close your eyes and you'll be fine
the second bus home and i'm terrified 
i don't know my way home from here
exhausted all my tears
been nothing but a broken ear
so i'll sit down using the bus pass you gave me
if i miss my stop will you hate me?

bliss2 (prod. brakence)

just gave our orders, and resumed our silence
reverted to my default of hiding behind my shyness
tried to catch her eye but it was no use
felt like the last straw and i think we both knew

turns out it was about the new person i am
different gleam in my eyes, ever since i moved back
that i seem more indifferent to life's simple pleasures
even though i know what works for me, now i couldn't be safer?

oh no oh no
world is shifting in my eyes
oh no oh no
see shit in a different light
oh no oh no
i had so much more to say
oh well oh well
it's her word i have to take

we were sitting in a restaurant and she (different she)just ignored me all day and i was torn idk if it was overdramatic or if i genuinely did something like wtf is going on

perplexing discussion about my worldviews, morals and values

HOLD ON* (Manny Gomez)

made april 17th, 2021

i can't fathom the things that you said
i wouldn't do it if i didn't have to
you think i'm better off dead
fuck all your friends man i didn't need you
man all of you see-through
man i cannot believe you
through all our differences man i saw you grow
finding your place and finding your damn home
i catch it then fumble the bag
i wish i was wise like my dad
i did before man i'll do it again
but this time i ain't confident
i ain't be doing this if i ain't had to
aching inside of me i'm on my last screw
no matter what happens i'll be here
increasingly hard this time of year

3000

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