sugar (dorado park)

it was simple the way that you said it
i think i lost my heart and i don't know where i left it
i didn't mean to upset you
i just wanted to help you
but you did me dirty oh,
and you do everything that you can to hurt me oh,
i'm not the enemy
open your eyes and maybe then you'll see
i'm losing the colour, i can't see the green

monochromatic

life has not been very good to me recently

i try my best
so what
am i doing enough for you
you hate my fucking guts
and i hate yours too
and i try to make it right between us
but its all my fault and i cant break it
im sorry
oh im sorry
that i cant break my habits
i get that you get manic

people pleaser

LYG (wakeupowen)

i failed
oh darling
was your head in my hands not enough
pace my room for a couple bucks
i felt down for a couple months
did it all for a dumb ear
tell me theres no love left here
all the eyes disappoint
id rather die in this joint

pace

my part is from april so old

shoutout to the shmoney and 2poder

wusyaname with shmoney and 2poder

tori kelly cover

thank u for listening <3

paper hearts

made april 17th, 2021

i can't fathom the things that you said
i wouldn't do it if i didn't have to
you think i'm better off dead
fuck all your friends man i didn't need you
man all of you see-through
man i cannot believe you
through all our differences man i saw you grow
finding your place and finding your damn home
i catch it then fumble the bag
i wish i was wise like my dad
i did before man i'll do it again
but this time i ain't confident
i ain't be doing this if i ain't had to
aching inside of me i'm on my last screw
no matter what happens i'll be here
increasingly hard this time of year

words (april 17th, 2021)

with some new friends thank you @riensu @1toge
follow them:
www.instagram.com/ri3nsu/
www.instagram.com/notmanni/
all plats march 31st: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/andrelv/want-your-attention-feat-manni---riensu

prod me once again

lyrics:
always feeling nervous yeah i never can relax
you know there's always trepidation just a feeling in my chest
and im running from my problems cos i never know whats next
really hope its not too late
i need a second to react

chorus:
i dont have any more reasons just to see you around
i just wanna hear the words that you wanna tell me
i lost my mind but u found it
why am i always so selfish
i dont need your attention
but i want it
every thought that i have always circles back to you
im so scared of you so i can never tell the truth
my heart is beating so fast i don't know what to do
im falling again and its so hard to find you

manni ✰ @1toge:
its so hard to let go
when i really wanted more now
but you wanna slow down
is this all a game to you
cause i dont really have a clue
fuck do you want me to do
did you want me to relapse
i just want my keys back
did you really mean that
theres no point if you dont feel love
so i wonder if i cross your mind
cause i dont really want to be left behind

riensu @riensu:
i've been waiting for you to come save me
cause after all we've been through you're still my safety
would you catch me again and again
dont want to pretend
but i'll be fine without you

r: she got me running back
m: she got me wanting more
r: tell me what its all for
m: tell me and ill love you more
r: lets get right to the chase
m: run around my mind like a maze
r: no text back like im not phased, at all

(chorus again)

my verse:
im way too tired to converse
guess i'll see you again
i try my best but it never works
cos you fuck up my plans
i swear im stuck in a curse
i'll never understand
im falling again
and its so hard to find you
if i had another chance i swear i'll never lose
you grazed right pass me
didnt even know its you
they told me everything is fine i really hope its true
you know its never easy but im weathering with you

want your attention w/ manni ✰ & riensu

enjoy or dont enjoy
its ok 
new drop next week too or the week after? idk 
happy may 

don't give me everything that i could ever want
cuz someones out there starving it'll never be enough
i'd rather waste all my school grants on drugs
spendin all my money on some internet love 

stay with me
in love with me
love with me love with me love with me
she's in love with my nails painted
and she loves when my hairs braided
and she loves that i'm underrated
stay with me
in love with me

brb im waiting
that's my favorite song

i hate waiting for love
wtf took yall so long

we’re stuck in the Westin 
i'm not that interesting
id say i love u to ur face in like three languages
we got nothing to do
your flight leaves up at noon
shawty watchu trynna do
i think im in love with u
lol this rhyme scheme 

she wants something more than a best friend
good thing im her best friend
and im her favorite yup

i've got all her favorite songs
i like to do what i want
i've got a tab on my tongue
these dudes don't impress me

don't give me everything that i could want cuz
im being honest
ill fuck it up

and again and again and again and again
it was genuine art that i chose to defend
so if i switch up on friends that i swore to protect
its because this internet love meant more to them in the end

u ever wonder how it's actually kinda impressive how uve come so far without having a mental breakdown like how tf did u hold everything in for so long? thats pretty fucking metal bro

fuck the second chorus imma end it with a mental breakdown
ten toes turned to nubs
i can't bare to stand now

im tired of these fuckers trynna make me
if im a disappointment that's who imma be

i'm desperate
apathetic i lost all my motivation
who i love and care about 
turned to complete strangers

can i give it all up?
fuck it all up
shatter glass until my teeth turn into a bloody color

and go ahead
dont even bother to text me back
only person i trust
fell asleep inside their bed
before i could approach them
so who the fucks gonna care if i 
slash my arms and throat then
and when i crash and burn you could say that i can't control it
no i won't be right back 
scared of fake love 
and losin my will fight to back
my persona imploded	
to a thousands pieces 
would u like that?

now i'm wondering how	

my best friends the person in my head
who wants me dead

internet love

гитара : @narxibruh
мой тг: https://t.me/getsaintt

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