circa december 2022

oh ill do it my way
just a whisper planting thoughts in my brain
i can't understand why you look sideways
i don't understand why you like dying
move this way ill hold you
you're so pissed off
i told you
i would run if you needed my help
im tired of feeling like im on the shelf
ill splatter my brain and leave it on the walls
im tired of liking you it wont resolve
open that door you know i can't do that
i'm jus a fool with intentions to move back

sideways

no, we cant fall
guess i dont know
but, you're damn wrong
i try to focus on everyone
just not you
just not you
i guess the serotonin answers to my veins
i guess it all depends on what you wanna claim
i saw a vision of our life the other day
i want it so bad, so bad
i shut off
i shut up
i need attention to be with my girl
told you to listen, a step in my world
never been out here, on my own
dance on the roof with the city lights
hands all on you if the feelings right
can i talk to you girl im terrified
without you
without you
you live a lie
at war with yourself baby watch it go by
ive been on both sides
pick up the time
no amount of help could make you switch all your tides
now its all goodbye
i wish you well
wont call and get you help but
ive been through hell, so i might need it myself
i wish you well
wont call and get you help but
ive been through hell, just thinking to myself
i guess the serotonin answers to my veins
i guess it all depends on what you wanna claim
i saw a vision of our life the other day
i want it so bad, so bad
i shut off
i shut up
i need attention to be with my girl
told you to listen, a step in my world
never been out here, on my own
dance on the roof with the city lights
hands all on you if the feelings right
can i talk to you girl im terrified
without you
without you

no, we cant fall
but you're damn wrong
i cant just focus on anyone
thats not you
thats not you

wish you well

wish you well [p. sai & adrien]

produced by chromecue (n me a little)

cover art drawn by my brother & edited by ilxrrrr

//lyrics 

you been keeping my eyes wide open
you been leading a life im hopin
i can have a part in i chose it
dont know where we started
well, i forgot it but
oh well
dont tell nobody else
i need you to myself, oh
been waiting on a call all week
ill take it like its all on me
just give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
aint been getting much sleep, lately
around 3 terrified of that dream
i swear to god if i dont get sleep, ill
have you running back to me
my tears have only grown old
right here you saw me stone cold
my fears, ive never once shown
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

like im in a coma
wrapped 'round me like a cobra
dont talk like i aint been in this so long
i got some memories that i could pull up
speaking of
i just wanna talk to you, baby
one stop till it all goes, crazy
dont drop what we all know
I, get a call when its autumn
it says you right there, (f*ck it)
it says you right there
we aint talk in so long
its like i dont even know ya
i dont care cause we're so in
scared and we know it
and i dont wanna give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
you dont act surprised its by design
tell me everything
it alligns i treat it like your medicine
like a crutch telling me it hasnt been, over
we gotta cut it off while we're still young
we'll grow old
its just fun, till your part of my soul now i need to grow up
we've grown cold
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

cobra

one day ill try and one day ill stop
one day im here and one day im gone
one day ill try and one day ill stop
i been tracing lines ive left behind for what

ive been concerned for you (ive been concerned for you)
how have you been as of recent times
it seems like youve lost your fucking mind
i know its hard to choose
cause those two pills can change ur life
im praying to god its not goodbye

sorry for being blunt sorry for being right
ill say it one more time its just one of those nights
sorry for being blunt sorry for being right
ill say it one more time its just one of those nights
sorry for being blunt sorry for being right
ill say it one more time its just one of those nights
sorry for being blunt sorry for being right
ill say it one more time its just one of those nights

(one day im here and one day im gone)

and if i fall in love again just shoot me in the head
and maybe then ill understand
one day im fine, the next day im lost
for a moment it felt so real now its all gone

Blunt

//lyrics
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off

but its too easy, too easy babe
i start to aleviate
its my fault you dont see me lately
one call just to hear you maybe
i need you baby
they all think im faded
go ahead, call them crazy
i made it but i think you could tell that i need you by me
i know you too well not to treat you like we
havent grown out of our shells i cant see you siding
with no one else
with no one else because
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off
i want you to see me, just see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me
just see me
just see me babe
i want you to see me babe

minute [p sai]

li.sten.to/tansea-tmwyw

Lyrics:
Stuck in the past I'm a soldier
Split memory I don't even know you
I can't see myself when I'm older
But the party still breathes when it's over

I went through with idle hands, oh yeah yeah
I'm not a victim by chance, oh yeah yeah
But I'll change
For you

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(My bad my bad)
(I tried my best and it's still my bad)

Tell me how to breathe again
Because I've been losing effort
It's been getting harder every week
Just to regret her

Got me in circle
Right besides me
Besides me
I cant think of anyone who likes me

Treat me like I
Didn't know her
Said she loved me but she gave the cold shoulder
I've been losing grip on everything now that I'm older

But I might win again

It's always ones that's throwing stones at me
That sin again
I let her leave and do her thing
Cause' I make dividends

I'm used to letting money in
Cause' I can't let her in
I can't you just do your thing
Just for the hell of it

It's always ones that's throwing stones at me
That sin again
I let her leave and do her thing
Cause' I make dividends

I'm used to letting money in
Cause' I can't let her in
I can't you just do your thing
Just for the hell of it, for the hell of it

I came through with idle hands, oh yeah yeah
I'm not a victim by chance, oh yeah yeah
I know it's hard for you to stand, oh yeah yeah

But I'll change
For you
But I'll change
For you

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

Tell me what you want from me
What is it cost for you honestly?
Tell me what you want from me
I tried my best and it's still my bad

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(I tried my best and it's still my bad)
(My bad)
(My bad)

(I tried my best and it's still my bad)

tell me what you want (p. me)

idea of u

all songs written, mixed, mastered, & performed by me
produced by neverforever
additional production by me

They say, “give it time”
Suppose it’s only right
I wore a smile until the days had turn to night
I watched my knees give out as soon as I saw the text
I laid my conscience down to rest
I watched my options fade to grey
Till there was nothing left
I don’t wanna feel this way
I don’t wanna deal with it no more
The things I love about you
Are things I wish I could change

Are things I wish I could change
Are things I wish I could change
Wish I could change
You tore a hole in my brain
Pick up a piece of my remains
And leave the rest up to fate (are things I wish I could change)
Cause babe I feel like a slave
And I can’t deal with the pain
Don’t tell me it was all in vein
Oh these are things I wish I could change

change

im feeling it now

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

hold my breath

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