33 years of hating myself but im only 15

instrumental: moonlight on the river - mac demarco ^^

lock my door just to disobey my father
one day feelin happy but the next day feelin somber
clear the next objective just to pick back up the marker
i can’t please nobody i don’t think ill make it farther
where’s a friend in need when you so oh desperately need it
i just really don’t think that ill ever find the right fit
go inside my room and grab a piece of paper and pen
this my final writing where i can place all my secrets
grab the knife and go outside
find a place where i can lie
rip out my veins and gouge my eyes
this is the place where i wanna die

ignore the lyrics im just edgy

2008 - wifiskeleton cover (sped up)

i hate   being real human  and i hate having problems 
i just want to be a kid i dont want to feel sorrow
every day i wonder if ill ever see Tomorrow
cause the weight on my back is killing me slowly y
i hate everyone and i hope everyone hates me 
cause im a piece of shit and i shouldnt be alive

STOP LISTENING TO THIS SHit bro

who do i blame??????? (kinda raw) #33 #imakms #rn

your the worst #33 #evryday #🥹

GET OUT

"why are you mumbling again"

u can call me what u want
i dont care abt the cost
im so fucked up i needa stop
im surprised ur shocked

im rotting away
im so surprised that u tried to stay
u obviously felt some type of way
im sorry that i pushed u away
nah im playin

dumb bitch ruined my life
u said you'd be my wife

u can call me what u want
i dont care abt the cost
im so fucked up i needa stop
im surprised ur shocked

i can maybe fit another line or two
remember when i nodded out tryna talk to u?
cz i do, girl i do
i think abt it in my room
i tried to talk it out of u but u do what u do

who do i blame??????? (kinda raw) #33 #imakms #rn

sqwidzy