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vá em paz meu bem, sei que todo sofrimento não lhe era merecido, obrigado por todo amor que você me deu em troco de tão pouco

sua presença sempre estará comigo, pois sua presença me marcou de verdade e amor

minha eterna princesinha dos olhos quentes
eu sempre lhe amarei.

obrigado a todos que mandaram preces e doações. vocês me fortaleceram durante essa luta, sei o quanto ela seria grata a todos.

1. preces, orações e uma carta
2. meu amor por você (+miji)
3. jiji (+miji)


jiji, oração (+miji)

muerte my best friend 🏴‍☠️
prod me nd @kingfelix

feel like i been losin patience, allat shit so wasted
tryna not fall to complacence, this world might be sadist
aint nun savin me, my blood gon stain that dirt nd paint it
all typsa red, lesions gonna make this canvas leak
off the top my head, yu gon watch all o that scarlet creep
down into that scarlet creek
bloodsport all i wreak
death is all i speak

legions in my fuckin brain, i could never sleep
i got leeches in my way, i know they tryna feed
they tryna rip out all the iron in my art (they take frm me)
im so tired of it, im leakin out my heart (blood, sweat nd tears)
this shit burstin thru my ears, turn up the noise til i cant hear
am i even here? am i even real?? (disassociate, associate)
disassociate til im at the gates
yea i look at myself like "what a waste"
i jus wanna unsee my face.

soulcrushing「+kingfelix」##deathcycles

luna, obrigado

produced by @11tores
lyrics by myself and @scis1k

never knew ft scis prod tores

@wir7oo
@all-the-sauce
@projared

I miss the days when I was let out of work early, when all of my work ran out
I miss the days when we could walk down the street without air raid sirens blaring down
I don't think I can remember
how I felt before that one november
on the fediverse talking to some people about things I didn't understand really
I didn't even watch anime at that point it was all a larp in hindsight it's really silly
and I was still on niu dot moe the next year even though I'm not french I'm from philly
it's all the people that you can't identify that made you the person you are now
well not really because I could still pick it out in a crowd
not that it tries to hide itself
maybe for now but it'll always come back
it'll pop up in a new city with a new attempt
I'll be vigilant this time cuz I really regret the time I lacked
while we're here I need to shoutout the fact that 5 people produced this track
while I'm here I'mma go so hard I can't go back

I miss the days when I was let out of work early, when all of my work ran out
I miss the days when we could walk down the street without air raid sirens blaring down
I miss the days where I could pretend we could make it work and one day we'd all be down
but I don't miss the days you would come to me pretending to look for help

Thanksgiving (prod with wir, qwerty, dj projared, ben)

halloween clips (w wik n oxonova)

blue-cat@japan.com

Short soundscapes from the Hotel Chameleon (aka Art Spiers)

Bodhi

Inconmensurable amor
Inconmensurable dolor.
For my beloved father. Miss you a lot!

luna, obrigado

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