mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy & thislandis
vocals performed by sewerperson

She Hates Me (feat. sewerperson)

feat. @sewerperson | mix/master @albiddhk

Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling
Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling

I’d like to see that bitch but… 
I should sleep on it 
High-rise dreaming it 
She’s a sweet abyss  

I know your name 
I know your game 
I know the highs 
I know the pain I
Think that I could drown again 
As I’m swimming by you 

Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around, and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling
Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling

This was a home to rest weary heads
I haven’t seen her in months I pray she’s not dead
The days pass by inside this single bed
And worst case she is ill make sure I'm next
At least then Ill be laughing in loving comfort
Instead of with whoever the fuck they had made as my half
While skies turn cloudy and these leaves fall dead
I could have one thing to lift my dread
I didn’t fight in these last few days of life
To be put to rest and hear these crocodile cries I mean
Even though I'm still at peace on this side ill be
Coming back if u cant stop changing memories
The same piece of shit pretending how much they meant to me
But I was fine with how u act in reality
This is more for u
Like it always is
And once u get here ill tell ur spirit this:

Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around, and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling
Build me up to tear me down 
Ill fill you up, turn around and say
Don’t look for a meaning
Don’t attach no feeling

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build me up feat. sewerperson (prod. splashgvng)

the sewerperson sample is used from his unreleased song "that's my brother jay pt2" if fr some reason u want me to remove it dm me

lyrics

she not coming back 
so i’m not outta shit to make 
listening to my emotions keep going back to that mistake
i been lookin at shit different turn that love in to hate
i been feelin summin special
in the blunt in the drank

woah woah
havent got a text but im still scrolling thru my phone
i got love for all my bros inside this smoke filled home
i don wanna let u know u don wanna let u me go
on the porch for 20 mins i bring it up now its too cold?

i know im in the wrong
u know u are too
way too fucking long
to get to the truth

i cant help it why im wasting all this time with u
she said y u blue she said y u blue 
pulling over hoodie coz i dont wanna talk it thru
i just want a view
then wanna hit the stu
cookin up some shit but ive been skipping on the food
hiding in the dark so long losing sight on truth
i dont know how long i can do this im tired of shit sifting thru
know ive got bars forever, living in the …

now u just staring at ur phone
i can feel it in my bones
just one tap ill turn to stone

i guess that i dont need ur help yeh i can do this by my self now
but that not how the world yeh u destined just to fail
should call them all jay coz they got me when i need some help
but this a me thing oh dont u see just let it be if i dont make it just let me melt

they all got my head turned back i cant let em
get inside my head this for their safety i could end em
i dont need to change my ways, its for the better

she just crazy for the words just offend them
i dont wanna hear a whistle walk away when i could end em 
i would rather end my fuckin world b4 i dead em
crossing over paths but they dont see that theirs a dead end

be alright reference

sewerperson sample

bro 2 (jabarionthebeat)

9tails - its just u (prod yusei)

GHOST HEART

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hV9BLB2ljgg&t=94s

Coke - Ft. 9tails x lilthc                                              (music video in description)

Backwoods - ft. 9tails

produced by jeler beats

lyrics:

you wouldnt
fuck with life 
drowning in shit
thought i was immune for a while
arrogance spoiled it

doom in the night
at least the feeling of it
the feeling of it
could be enough to bring me to the edge

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

ill be good sauce me the crest
freaking the fuck out
at almost everyone of my friends
not in real life
just in my head
schedule flip fuck with the meds
im wide awake when youd be in bed
my average night is a two hour rest

every circumstance is detremental
when winter season ends regain my mental
least ill try
and maybe i could try and find somebody special
its happened before but damn i swear it wasnt meant to

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

always feeling like i said some shit i knew i would regret
you aint finding love cause you been cuffing for the sex, in love with head
whens the last time u left a message
instead of hang up
avoiding contacts a nervous habit
that i cant give up
everytime you call i cant pick up
im too fucked up
get drunk pull trig
but i cant throw up

but you just called to say
that you wouldnt show up anyways
good luck
lifes gonna suck
once you realize i was worth more than a fuck
treat me like a slut
incapable of depth
listen to the song
its as deep as it gets
you let go
i worked i just dropped that let
i just went
face first into
my music again
going amtopm

amtopm
im here again
trapped here with my problems 
it dont end
here i am layed in my bed at 3am
listen to the silence
it just simulates the end

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

dive in the mess (prod. jeler beats)

not going back (prod. canis major)

cards interlude (prod. 9TAILS)

@sewerperson
prod by @heykaaj + Sharkboi
cover art by @madeillegal
<3
[other platforms link]
https://ditto.fm/love-me-back-lil-hermit-featuring-sewerperson

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Lyrics:

[hook]
i love you
is something wrong with that
i trust you
i always got your back
i want you
but i’m under attack
i love you
but you don’t love me back
-
i wish you’d open up like a program on my desktop
it’s cluttered like my head i wish it’d clear up but it won’t stop
i know love is a big word and with passion it can mean a lot
but my hearts on my sleeve so please don’t break it girl i hope not
you’re playin like it’s xbox, i’m finna rage and start up A
why do you want me to play, you should know i’m good at video games
what is that expression on your face, it’s a special case
i can’t tell girl if you love me if you don’t i’ma go crazy

i’ll block your words like meliodas i’ll deflect it
gotta broken sword tied to my heart and that’s my only weapon
doing anything outside is really really fucking hectic
hermits stay inside up anyway so i can’t fucking stress it 
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(Sewerperson)
baby i love you but you dont love me back
rollin up this cheese i smoke too much i clutch my cardiac
baby i trust you
so tell me why u dont trust me back
shes in a bad mood
i can tell shes pullin back
red lights
up in her room on most nights
on cold nights
i still wish you could hold me tight
sippin this drink im feelin nice
red flags
bad signs
she just love the spotlight
baby i thought i was more than just a joy ride

black lung
ciggarete buts
scattered on the bedside
think they put some yellow in my red eyes
baby it hurts when i breath
i miss you here next to me
baby i love you but you act like something wrong with me

-

i really hope you guys love this as much as i do <3
huge thank you to miles for working with me :)

Coke - Ft. 9tails x lilthc (music video in description)

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