i definitely didnt record this on my computer's built in mic
prod @riblovesyou @sukreofficial

lyrics:
i block out the light
like it better when it’s dark
i’d rather be blind
when they stab me through my heart
take it as a sign
its time for a fresh start
its been such a climb
and i still aint made my mark

i aint know no better then
i still dont know better now
never say i’m better then
anyone against me now
swear i’ll never sin again
all these lies i’m rinsing out
messing up my sentences
i’ll never reach a better sound
i just want peace
i just yearn to see
who you tryna be 
want you to be better
better than me
better than me



passed out on the beach
stuck deep in my dreams
tryna wake me up
beat the sleep out of me
dont know the shit i’m on
i took like three in a week
i keep sabotaging
every chance to be elite
bob and weave, through the scene, i been carvin
hit top speed, taking off, percy harvin
ain’t nobody tryna feed,the scene is starvin
pave around, burn it down, then restart it
on the run again, stash the money in my carryon
i might need some meds, going into full hysteria
blood runs down my neck, guess all of these cuts are adding up
should’ve known i’m less, no one cares about the broken ones
back when i felt elegant, all they did was tear me down
knew that i was lesser then, nothing to be done about
run it back like etienne, every time i still just drown
on the day i split my head, go ahead and steal my sound

i block out the light
like it better when it’s dark
i’d rather be blind
when they stab me through my heart
take it as a sign
its time for a fresh start
its been such a climb
and i still aint made my mark

i aint know no better then
i still dont know better now
never say i’m better then
anyone against me now
swear i’ll never sin again
all these lies i’m rinsing out
messing up my sentences
i’ll never reach a better sound
i just want peace
i just yearn to see
who you tryna be 
want you to be better
better than me
better than me

better

better (rib + ln)

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december2025 scraps

ft @emotionals
prod @margoproxy @twmmxso

lyrics:
(twoxp)
ive been growing horns am i the devil or the goat
once i gain control i turn my palace solid gold
why’s it raining shovels when i’m trapped inside my hole
i swear to god your memories are in your soul
cause every single sellout seems to forget who they are
looking at the clouds, hoping they’ll part for all the stars
pointing each one out and saying that they’ll go that far
i shatter the light and hide the shards

reality, it bends to me
i’m the final word, yeah it ends with me
sleeping left of me, wake up next to me
every single touch, gives me ecstasy

i wake up gloomy gray and dark
swear that theres a shadow on my heart
dont have the confidence to guard
these binding feelings leave visible scars

reality, it dawns on me
i’m just another brain in the factory
its cold and bleak, all over me
there aint a single soul here to comfort me
reality, wish it bent to me
i’d be the final word, yeah it’d end with me
with you left of me, waking next to me
every single touch would give me ecstasy

(emotionals)
tell me what u want but i wont get it at all
crying bout that shit but i dont get it at all
walk up in the mall u know im spending it all
tryna do the same but you cant do it at all
tryna do the same
all these boys be lames all these boys be lames
dont even know your name why would i fwu
you aint even in my lane

(twoxp)
reality, it dawns on me
i’m just another brain in the factory
its cold and bleak, all over me
there aint a single soul here to comfort me
reality, wish it bent to me
i’d be the final word, yeah it’d end with me
with you left of me, waking next to me
every single touch would give me ecstasy

reality (with emotionals) (margoproxy + twxmmso)

ft @edyn0
prod @erebasu @chinapoet @maxvon000

lyrics:
(twoxp)
if our eyes ever locked i can't look back
try to cover up my eyes you melt away my hands
i just sing to manifest the dreams that i have had
step by step i create my own hellish wonderland
the second you get fame they want to steal your life away
suddenly everyone wants to hear what i would say 
its all on me every time that I can't save the day 
no more lease, kick them out my head they cannot stay

she moving on to better things, better things are never me
it's ok i never waver, I'm still standing readily
always be right by your side, if you ever protected me
think i found the one for life, until they fucking ruin me

i cant name what i took, i just tap out
4x recommended, make it last now
fell asleep broke, woke up as a cash cow
still broke, shit that money aint get passed down
i can’t help but stay awake, swear my life is much more fake
keta keep my eyes more focused, cause he know that i’m in pain
whole damn room in disarray, can’t be bothered to be clean
used to be so pure, and now i treat myself so inhumane

why have i been forsaken
i wake up, im left faceless
all this damn time im wasting
for a mind i left vacant
she moving on to better things, better things are never me
it's ok i never waver, I'm still standing readily
always be right by your side, if you ever protected me
think i found the one for life, until they fucking ruin me
fake personalities, fake innovations
when i lose my life, see my fake replacement
i want to tower over everybodys places
just so i can dive, i wont feel the pain im wasted

(edyn)
my friends wont stop insistin that im changin
how can i be me when i see how they be aimin
fuckin up my life u could see it in my pages
a new chapter would help but i could never make it
it could never sit well
my palms chaffed from all the hurt that u would always tell
and my brain is so damn tainted all i hear is gaia's bell
its so loud inside my head the things i fear burn in my spell

(twoxp)
why have i been forsaken
i wake up, im left faceless
all this damn time im wasting
for a mind i left vacant
she moving on to better things, better things are never me
it's ok i never waver, I'm still standing readily
always be right by your side, if you ever protected me
think i found the one for life, until they fucking ruin me
fake personalities, fake innovations
when i lose my life, see my fake replacement
i want to tower over everybodys places
just so i can dive, i wont feel the pain im wasted

ruined (with edyn) (erebasu + chinapoet + maxvon)

dosomething4+breakup

prod me @2xp yeah i produced this shit

lyrics:
my composition fucked up, my body tweaking out
i put like two rounds in my leg, see silver leaking out
44 for a pill, im in the ether realm
and they can say they want me back theyll have to drag me down
i achieved pure musical melatonin
every dream lasting longer, its an omen
think that you can be the one who keeps me focused
you see me spacing out, just let me go its pointless

am i a lost cause
i just slowly bite my tongue until its gnawed off
dig myself a deeper hole until my jaw locks 
in my dreams i get persuaded by these false gods
let this be a mantra
dont let anybody else say youre a monster 
i coup full control of me from all these hostile thoughts 
know myself way too damn well to ever falter

i spit scenarios darker than my mind could ever intend
i think the world stored in my head shouldn't be my world to bend
you should separate your path, if you want a happy end
prolly get a clearer picture, wipe my blood up off the lens 


am i a lost cause
i just slowly bite my tongue until its gnawed off
dig myself a deeper hole until my jaw locks 
in my dreams i get persuaded by these false gods
let this be a mantra
dont let anybody else say youre a monster 
i coup full control of me from all these hostile thoughts 
know myself way too damn well to ever falter

mantra (twoxp)

forever whatever prod heroz

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fantasize [prod. @hiero]

Ecstasy

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