you need headphones for this
prod @chewyisthatyou

lyrics:
peek out too much
and youll get hurt
a frozen heart
speaks frozen words
reminds me of
that place we had
i tore it down
just to get nothing back

its all downside x4

its all downside (read between the lines)
its all downside (nowhere left to hide)
its all downside (you know im gon find you)
its all downside (all you have to do is look beneath your skin)

i dont talk to people anywhere i go
everytime i make a friend i lose another one
dont act like you knew me at my low
you was really hoping i was one and done
wake upppp
its another rainy day in the kingdom that i call my home
stay upppp
if i sleep again tonight take my hand dont let go of my pulse

its not as bad as it seems
it could get worse in my dreams
so i stay awake for the moment
but if i start to slip (wake up wake-wake up) 
x4

wake up (chw)

prod @wh0d
ft @nxrthstarr

lyrics:
(twoxp)
life been spinning slowly like a carousel
lately i been posted in my share of hell
we on the worst of terms, still wish her very well
i feel my feelings merge into a cerith shell
im sheltered from the world, and that's okay
i get my feelings twisted, in the worst way
were you there for me on my worst day
hope it’s only going up from here

they want to kill the dreamer, i don’t know why
hate that i won’t adhere, to their own lies
they think i’m a gleaner, i’m a low-life
you cannot strike fear up in my own eyes
they keep  trying to knock me down, but still come last
you can’t clone or knock off my sound, i snatch it back
when i glow i light up the stage, looks like a flash
imma drop dead on top of the wave, i lived too fast
get your own visions, stop trying to steal my eyes
covered in gold ribbons, you’ll never kill my pride
we’ve got like no difference, yet we still chose to fight
but in my dreams, we were so different, so alive

(hyland park)
damn i woke up still faded off of last night
time lapse to the last time i didn’t just pass time 
waiting, wasting away 
i’m making payments but they all go the same place
i'm fucking anxious 
i know it’s all in my brain 
it’s turning vacant 
only you remain at the same placement
i'm seeing faces 
i need new brain cells 
need new arrangements

(twoxp)
they want to kill the dreamer, i don’t know why
hate that i won’t adhere, to their own lies
they think i’m a gleaner, i’m a low-life
you cannot strike fear up in my own eyes
they keep  trying to knock me down, but still come last
you can’t clone or knock off my sound, i snatch it back
when i glow i light up the stage, looks like a flash
imma drop dead on top of the wave, i lived too fast
get your own visions, stop trying to steal my eyes
covered in gold ribbons, you’ll never kill my pride
we’ve got like no difference, yet we still chose to fight
but in my dreams, we were so different, so alive

dreamer (with hyland park) (wh0d)

causing havoc in your neighborhood
prod @larua00

lyrics:
whip that ATV down the road, causing havoc
i don’t really care if i’m the one taking damage
see the world collapse around me as i’m going manic
i’m the lynchpin of the scene and they can’t stand it
ruined inside
i still walk ‘round like a bad bitch
you decide
is a winner really average
on my mind
thoughts of death just have me laughing
i cant die
til i save the world from sadness

and it just takes one mistake
watch all of your memories burn except the one that you aren’t safe
all my friends love to curve guess i kept too many snakes
if i lose well that’s a first, raised the challenge of the game
i don’t accept my fate
you won’t escape this chase
i’m coming for answers
and i will not wait, this the day
(nod, nod, nod, nod off)

stop sitting in silence
im sick of being in limbo
tryna stay non-violent
i gotta keep it ten toes
they scared off my truths
tryna kill me off with bezos
off a cheap pill 
yet the cost so detrimental

whip that ATV down the road, causing havoc
i don’t really care if i’m the one taking damage
see the world collapse around me as i’m going manic
i’m the lynchpin of the scene and they can’t stand it
ruined inside
i still walk ‘round like a bad bitch
you decide
is a winner really average
on my mind
thoughts of death just have me laughing
i cant die
til i save the world from sadness

lynchpin

lynchpin (larua)

@prodnami @n1lssture

when fall came i wasn't ready for the leaves
and im so ashamed thinkin bout what we could be
when it all came down wasn't hopin you would leave
and its so bad that im not surprised
made me so bad i couldn't cry
its not that bad im not surprised
when i look back i just wanna die
when i look back i just wanna die
i wrote this poem just for you
flowin just for you
i cried you a river size the ocean just for you
if i died right now would u care im hopin you would do
all i ask for is an ounce of truth
all i ask for is an ounce of you
but you couldn't really seem to follow suit
girl its all on you girl its all on you
he paid resale i pay the real price
dior on my body but ion pray to christ
dior on my body paid a big price
cuz its archive
had to chase a bag play my cards right
pulled up to the auto shop gotta get my car tight
rlly thought she was the one but she said that im not her type
im fuckin w saint laurent but other brands still got it right got it nice
when fall came i wasn't ready for the leaves
and im so ashamed thinkin bout what we could be
when it all came down wasn't hopin you would leave
and its so bad that im not surprised
made me so bad i couldn't cry
its not that bad im not surprised
when i look back i just wanna die
when i look back i just wanna die

of the spotless mind | prod. nami & n1lssture

A lot of bad things happened this year. I can't deny that. A lot of good things happened. I also can't deny that. 

My feelings about the way I live haven't changed. i've had a lot of negative feelings on myself to the point that I've turned people away, denied help, and have even isolated myself in my room for days. It got really bad. I'm forever grateful for the amount of support I've gotten from everybody or just anybody. I've accomplished a lot, and I don't plan on stopping.. ever really. I feel like I've embedded myself so far into music that I just don't see myself doing anything else. I'd rather not do anything else, you know? I just wanna do this forever. I told my mom I would. I told my friends I will. It's going to stay that way. I am just simply so grateful. 

Thank you to my heros, friends and fans. 
@plinkohouse @isolat3d @cdreserve cdjsnipers and yuknow

If you feel hopeless, please dial someone close to you or call the National Suicide Hotline.

Album number 2 is my goal for next year. It'll be more beautiful than Hiraeth. I promise. 

- Serena Avery Liars

if you love me ill make it right

60. 👅 (prod. 1ceplace)

dosomething4+breakup

come by (zeromandia, madoxy)

prod @sxnnai @backxster @prodjayysoul
art by @zzoos

they wanna show me some love but i do not know what to say
and for a minute yea ive been the goat
ain’t nobody topping my place
if it ain’t for the money or the cup
i would not be here today
me and you had a fall out
yea i threw it away
i threw it away i had to recycle it
the way they recycling flows they trifling
i made a lil money of the iPhone but its never enough
if she getting passed around like a cater
i don’t want her no more
i’ve been this way for the longest
and i’m never getting farther
God said i should listen to my father
but he can never face the truth so i can’t bother
true story and i hope nb saw it
how much blood i gotta sweat to show i want it

True story @sxnnai @backxster @jayysoul

prod me @2xp yeah i produced this shit

lyrics:
my composition fucked up, my body tweaking out
i put like two rounds in my leg, see silver leaking out
44 for a pill, im in the ether realm
and they can say they want me back theyll have to drag me down
i achieved pure musical melatonin
every dream lasting longer, its an omen
think that you can be the one who keeps me focused
you see me spacing out, just let me go its pointless

am i a lost cause
i just slowly bite my tongue until its gnawed off
dig myself a deeper hole until my jaw locks 
in my dreams i get persuaded by these false gods
let this be a mantra
dont let anybody else say youre a monster 
i coup full control of me from all these hostile thoughts 
know myself way too damn well to ever falter

i spit scenarios darker than my mind could ever intend
i think the world stored in my head shouldn't be my world to bend
you should separate your path, if you want a happy end
prolly get a clearer picture, wipe my blood up off the lens 


am i a lost cause
i just slowly bite my tongue until its gnawed off
dig myself a deeper hole until my jaw locks 
in my dreams i get persuaded by these false gods
let this be a mantra
dont let anybody else say youre a monster 
i coup full control of me from all these hostile thoughts 
know myself way too damn well to ever falter

mantra (twoxp)

@rayzuu @3eight9
coverart @zzoos

i can't keep my mouth shut
i wanna show u off ya
i got a fine lil hoe
i live my life out the mold
know they still tryna get control
but i can't keep my mouth shut
i won't keep my mouth shut

bitch i'm faded, i feel like no one could top me
my ex crazy-my ex crazy, she got people tryna stalk me
im a failure, and a fuckup, and i need someone to stop me
saw her staring and i wondered how that'd feel on my body
then i got it

i can't keep my mouth shut
i wanna show u off ya
i got a fine lil hoe
i live my life out the mold
know they still tryna get control
but i can't keep my mouth shut
i won't keep my mouth shut

whats the vibe ya?
baby i cant hide u no more
i despise them 
i deserve what they got more
i'm so fed up, i'm bored
i'm so shocked, i'm floored
i want your love
i want your-

bitch i'm faded, i feel like no one could top me
my ex crazy-my ex crazy, she got people tryna stalk me
im a failure, and a fuckup, and i need someone to stop me
saw her staring and i wondered how that'd feel on my body
then i got it

i can't keep my mouth shut
i wanna show u off ya
i got a fine lil hoe
i live my life out the mold
know they still tryna get control
but i can't keep my mouth shut
i won't keep my mouth shut

keep my mouth shut @rayzuu @3eight9

dreamcycle out now 
@dangertopublicsafety

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dreamer (with hyland park) (wh0d)

twoxp

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