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ballads
prod @phantafiy @larua00 @margoproxy

lyrics:
i’m too regal for this shit
i’m too regal for that bitch
if i say i got a problem
then i know it won’t be fixed
i jus show then i dip
i’m not throwing no fits
know things never go my way
so i just roll out the zip

its my fault for tryna change me
yet i barely blame me
surrounded by my bloodshed
yet my mind only sees daisies
guess i kept you waiting
wait until im fading
he said i could trust him
but the last one said the same thing



wait its just another day
i wake up to the same things
stuck up in this routine
wanna see another face
handling these mood swings
who the fuck im fooling
they know that i havent changed
shes tugging on my heartstrings
thoughts of her still harming
need a way to numb the pain
but all these drugs disarm me 
so faded its alarming, like
why wont i die?
its another episode in this neverending show
why cant i die?
so numb to the tramadol, shit gets so unethical
why wont i die?
why wont i die?
i just want an interlude, tonight
why do you fight?
when its obvious ive given up theres nothing left worth living for 
but im still alive
gotta be a reason for, otherwise im screaming more, like
why wont i die?
why wont i die?
ill shine so bright
like a lantern falling fast, in the moments ‘fore the crash
guess im your light
and i know that it wont last, best to use me while you can

regal/wwid (phantafiy + larua + margoproxy)

@lovebitess @afterstoryx

going on all plats tomorrow

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restart i dnt wanna give up
red marks on my body deep cuts
these scars on my body need love
bleed hard need someone to reach up

like a surgeon someone to stitch up
am i a burden someone to pick up
am i assertive i wanna see love
my body hurting dnt wanna wake up

im feeling sick baby pull the fangs out fangs out
tricks i know how this plays out plays out
drip from my body bleed out bleed out
kill for u all to see now see now

u just touch on my body freak out freak out
all these pills in my body green out green out
in the coupe slide around the seats now seats now
speak the truth u know what it means ya means ya

deep cuts @lovebitess

over and over
time never really move slower
just get older and older
bae i only know you when youre sober

count up cash like a coder 
never even had to win her over
smokin gas u kno the odor
every day get a lil closer

yahhh bad days over and over
zombie pack got me feelin slower
withdrawals colder and colder
shawty hella  bad have her over

cap once ur a fkin poser
always rush the beat cuz im a flower
subs in me got me feelin lower
get some fkin sleep im a dozer



over n over prod. rubbish

@pyu
@mental

Baby, let's drown to the music
Your love is amusing, got some problems can't do it
Cause we probably shouldn't, break up I'm refusing
Baby you win, and I'm losing
When I call on your name, I ain't got any shame
When we meet in the middle, and you need my credentials
Could we please start over? We don't need no closure
But I need you, closer, but I need you closer, but I need you closer

Baby, can we drown in the music
How you do it?
Been stuck up on you, now I'm through it
And I changed so many times to leave before you did
Now you're stuck inside my mind, I just need one more kiss
Fake love, heartbreak, I told you
I'm stuck up on the old you
Do you need someone to hold you?
Cause I can't be that
Fake love, heartbreak, I told you
I'm stuck up on the old you
Do you need someone to hold you?
Cause, I can't be that

Baby, let's drown to the music
Your love is amusing, got some problems can't do it
Cause we probably shouldn't, break up I'm refusing
Baby you win, and I'm losing
When I call on your name, I ain't got any shame
When we meet in the middle, and you need my credentials
Could we please start over? We don't need no closure
But I need you, closer, but I need you closer, but I need you closer

#DrownInMusic 🎼 ft. Mental (Meta)

say what you want to say to me then go away
if you're praying for me then pray for me
go your separate ways
it's better than telling me
is this how it's supposed to be
i want to make it out
pulling me deeper than i've ever been down before
waves from the outpost
tears from the alcove
say you're coming back for me
say you're coming back for me
and pull me out
violence breeds violence
it's destiny it's meant to be
it's nothing it's nothing
i would've said it regardless
of whatever promises made
aren't as simple as it gets
i wanted autonomy
over my life you see
take from me what you want but you won't rest
brick by brick build it up 'til it's crumbling down
('til it's crumbling down)
but the only outcome that made me stronger
was thinking that i had to hold out longer
when faith gets a little farther i'm still holding on
so pull me out (oh)
this deafening silence means nothing
nothing at all
(it's nothing, it's nothing)
(it's nothing at all)

tears from the alcove (prod.sai)

u4u feat crusey & akkiro prod cwta

dreamcycle out now 
@dangertopublicsafety

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regal/wwid (phantafiy + larua + margoproxy)

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