ballads
prod @phantafiy @larua00 @margoproxy

lyrics:
i’m too regal for this shit
i’m too regal for that bitch
if i say i got a problem
then i know it won’t be fixed
i jus show then i dip
i’m not throwing no fits
know things never go my way
so i just roll out the zip

its my fault for tryna change me
yet i barely blame me
surrounded by my bloodshed
yet my mind only sees daisies
guess i kept you waiting
wait until im fading
he said i could trust him
but the last one said the same thing



wait its just another day
i wake up to the same things
stuck up in this routine
wanna see another face
handling these mood swings
who the fuck im fooling
they know that i havent changed
shes tugging on my heartstrings
thoughts of her still harming
need a way to numb the pain
but all these drugs disarm me 
so faded its alarming, like
why wont i die?
its another episode in this neverending show
why cant i die?
so numb to the tramadol, shit gets so unethical
why wont i die?
why wont i die?
i just want an interlude, tonight
why do you fight?
when its obvious ive given up theres nothing left worth living for 
but im still alive
gotta be a reason for, otherwise im screaming more, like
why wont i die?
why wont i die?
ill shine so bright
like a lantern falling fast, in the moments ‘fore the crash
guess im your light
and i know that it wont last, best to use me while you can

regal/wwid (phantafiy + larua + margoproxy)

i definitely didnt record this on my computer's built in mic
prod @riblovesyou @sukreofficial

lyrics:
i block out the light
like it better when it’s dark
i’d rather be blind
when they stab me through my heart
take it as a sign
its time for a fresh start
its been such a climb
and i still aint made my mark

i aint know no better then
i still dont know better now
never say i’m better then
anyone against me now
swear i’ll never sin again
all these lies i’m rinsing out
messing up my sentences
i’ll never reach a better sound
i just want peace
i just yearn to see
who you tryna be 
want you to be better
better than me
better than me



passed out on the beach
stuck deep in my dreams
tryna wake me up
beat the sleep out of me
dont know the shit i’m on
i took like three in a week
i keep sabotaging
every chance to be elite
bob and weave, through the scene, i been carvin
hit top speed, taking off, percy harvin
ain’t nobody tryna feed,the scene is starvin
pave around, burn it down, then restart it
on the run again, stash the money in my carryon
i might need some meds, going into full hysteria
blood runs down my neck, guess all of these cuts are adding up
should’ve known i’m less, no one cares about the broken ones
back when i felt elegant, all they did was tear me down
knew that i was lesser then, nothing to be done about
run it back like etienne, every time i still just drown
on the day i split my head, go ahead and steal my sound

i block out the light
like it better when it’s dark
i’d rather be blind
when they stab me through my heart
take it as a sign
its time for a fresh start
its been such a climb
and i still aint made my mark

i aint know no better then
i still dont know better now
never say i’m better then
anyone against me now
swear i’ll never sin again
all these lies i’m rinsing out
messing up my sentences
i’ll never reach a better sound
i just want peace
i just yearn to see
who you tryna be 
want you to be better
better than me
better than me

better

better (rib + ln)

#ferda

All works in collaboration with Surgeon

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ft @emotionals
prod @margoproxy @twmmxso

lyrics:
(twoxp)
ive been growing horns am i the devil or the goat
once i gain control i turn my palace solid gold
why’s it raining shovels when i’m trapped inside my hole
i swear to god your memories are in your soul
cause every single sellout seems to forget who they are
looking at the clouds, hoping they’ll part for all the stars
pointing each one out and saying that they’ll go that far
i shatter the light and hide the shards

reality, it bends to me
i’m the final word, yeah it ends with me
sleeping left of me, wake up next to me
every single touch, gives me ecstasy

i wake up gloomy gray and dark
swear that theres a shadow on my heart
dont have the confidence to guard
these binding feelings leave visible scars

reality, it dawns on me
i’m just another brain in the factory
its cold and bleak, all over me
there aint a single soul here to comfort me
reality, wish it bent to me
i’d be the final word, yeah it’d end with me
with you left of me, waking next to me
every single touch would give me ecstasy

(emotionals)
tell me what u want but i wont get it at all
crying bout that shit but i dont get it at all
walk up in the mall u know im spending it all
tryna do the same but you cant do it at all
tryna do the same
all these boys be lames all these boys be lames
dont even know your name why would i fwu
you aint even in my lane

(twoxp)
reality, it dawns on me
i’m just another brain in the factory
its cold and bleak, all over me
there aint a single soul here to comfort me
reality, wish it bent to me
i’d be the final word, yeah it’d end with me
with you left of me, waking next to me
every single touch would give me ecstasy

reality (with emotionals) (margoproxy + twxmmso)

prod @sxnnai @backxster @prodjayysoul
art by @zzoos

they wanna show me some love but i do not know what to say
and for a minute yea ive been the goat
ain’t nobody topping my place
if it ain’t for the money or the cup
i would not be here today
me and you had a fall out
yea i threw it away
i threw it away i had to recycle it
the way they recycling flows they trifling
i made a lil money of the iPhone but its never enough
if she getting passed around like a cater
i don’t want her no more
i’ve been this way for the longest
and i’m never getting farther
God said i should listen to my father
but he can never face the truth so i can’t bother
true story and i hope nb saw it
how much blood i gotta sweat to show i want it

True story @sxnnai @backxster @jayysoul

i miss the snow
prod @fubarcfg

lyrics:
i see reflections in places that they shouldnt be
most of my attention is wasted on petty things
if im freezing over i have time to truly think
where do these fake memories come from if not my dreams
they said who you wanna be, the answer has them seething
i want to be me, but i dont fit their thesis
i dont want to sleep, they stole my fucking dreams
try to infiltrate my conscience, you can take your leave


eyes with no face, do you see what i see, i see eyes in the snow
i got ice in my veins, so it freeze when i bleed, i drip frost where i go
i can’t explain how their treatment of me is just the way that it goes
give up the chase, give my corpse back its dreams, cover me when it snows

i corrupt the fallen, broken, and neglected
everybody you’re scared to see fight
i wont die while resting, my voice is never ending
i show them the truth bout all of these lies
you spend time spreading rhetoric, say ill dont deserve sentiments
we’ve been told that we dont deserve light
i make art to cherish, make truth from my resentment
you hate me cause you wasted your damn life

eyes with no face, do you see what i see, i see eyes in the snow
i got ice in my veins, so it freeze when i bleed, i drip frost where i go
i can’t explain how their treatment of me is just the way that it goes
give up the chase, give my corpse back its dreams, cover me when it snows

snow (fubar)

[1.6.2026] i turn 20 today ty 2 everyone for supporting me much more 2 come

che thats what love is comanati rmx

how could this happen
do u got my back thats what im askin
its hard to see you at the top with all these flashes
a lot of glocks up in the spot ready for action
need to hop off took it to heart no need to gas it
in the spot laughin
said ur getting bands i know ur cappin
they said that they on my side i know they actin
he keep talkin on the L (lifeline) might have to blast him

