do yall even know what a skeleton is im not talking bones
prod @islandislandislandisland
lyrics:
i dont lease i buy for the hell of it
no flex, i don’t like embellishing
world so cold everything turn to ice you would think i was driving a skeleton
so lost, i feel like im gilligan
sail away, and set me free
the stress up on my mind too much, how could this work for me?
whip on the ground, aint street legal, i promise they gon let it slide
i promise that i will not fold, too strong to let anyone in my mind
i’m walking around in this black silk cloak, like i came out medieval times 
you mad you aint danger, bitch, i swear that they my guys

feel free to hate me, if you feel so inclined
i’m just here to fill the void, where that shit was prescribed
you think you can play me, but you not even my type
sick of all these actors, i yell cut and hit the lights
tell them look out below, cause i bring down the whole damn scene
yet still, they call me a ghost, only cause they dont try to see
can’t chain me to a genre, i break out, set myself free
i need like 3 more commas, let my mama live in peace
i do not need no mansion, need a lil house with a view of the sea
i dont have fine tastes, just like being covered in beautiful things
get awaken by some bullshit, why you tryna ruin my peace
and i just keep ignoring you, are you really still tryna beef
talk bold, you not in the clique
top floor, higher than a bitch
these roses keep me safe
these thorns will hopefully stick
hope it sticks that i don’t want you here
talk shit, but i wont disappear
and i know you just upset with yourself
take it out on the man in the mirror

i dont lease i buy for the hell of it
no flex, i don’t like embellishing
world so cold everything turn to ice you would think i was driving a skeleton
so lost, i feel like im gilligan
sail away, and set me free
the stress up on my mind too much, how could this work for me?
whip on the ground, aint street legal, i promise they gon let it slide
i promise that i will not fold, too strong to let anyone in my mind
i’m walking around in this black silk cloak, like i came out medieval times 
you mad you aint danger, bitch, i swear that they my guys

skeleton

skeleton (1sland)

@zzoos @maxynejournal @chewy @concerninggggg

@zzoos
i cannot get enough
fairy dust all on the paper bitch i pack it up
just let me disappear youll see me in a month
holding on 4 dear lifee i think my time is up
no i cannot care ab it
allmy problems adding up
its like im tryna climb a mountain
i love making money
n she like when i count it
threw all my coins in the fountain
i cannot go on without it

u just wna know what it feels like
ill face another one just2 feel right
broken beyond repair my wires tangled up inside
id find my way back2 u in another life
i wont hold back th tears but i dont wna cry:(
tear away my eyes
i dont wna cryy
i got myself caught up inside another lie
id find my way back  2 u in another life

@maxynejournal 
my  wires stripped down
i could build myself back up for u
id do it now
roll up another one when im feeling down
when its like ill drown
drown these feelings out
(i dont wanna talk)
i dont wanna talk
i just wanna listen to u 
every single thought
doing what i want they cant put me in a box
my life go full circle everyday i feel so lost
back to square one but i dont think that ill stop
no i dont think i could stop you
i gotta go soon so what u wanna do
i needa be alone i need some solitude

fairy dust prod heroine & vin

i definitely didnt record this on my computer's built in mic
prod @riblovesyou @sukreofficial

lyrics:
i block out the light
like it better when it’s dark
i’d rather be blind
when they stab me through my heart
take it as a sign
its time for a fresh start
its been such a climb
and i still aint made my mark

i aint know no better then
i still dont know better now
never say i’m better then
anyone against me now
swear i’ll never sin again
all these lies i’m rinsing out
messing up my sentences
i’ll never reach a better sound
i just want peace
i just yearn to see
who you tryna be 
want you to be better
better than me
better than me



passed out on the beach
stuck deep in my dreams
tryna wake me up
beat the sleep out of me
dont know the shit i’m on
i took like three in a week
i keep sabotaging
every chance to be elite
bob and weave, through the scene, i been carvin
hit top speed, taking off, percy harvin
ain’t nobody tryna feed,the scene is starvin
pave around, burn it down, then restart it
on the run again, stash the money in my carryon
i might need some meds, going into full hysteria
blood runs down my neck, guess all of these cuts are adding up
should’ve known i’m less, no one cares about the broken ones
back when i felt elegant, all they did was tear me down
knew that i was lesser then, nothing to be done about
run it back like etienne, every time i still just drown
on the day i split my head, go ahead and steal my sound

i block out the light
like it better when it’s dark
i’d rather be blind
when they stab me through my heart
take it as a sign
its time for a fresh start
its been such a climb
and i still aint made my mark

i aint know no better then
i still dont know better now
never say i’m better then
anyone against me now
swear i’ll never sin again
all these lies i’m rinsing out
messing up my sentences
i’ll never reach a better sound
i just want peace
i just yearn to see
who you tryna be 
want you to be better
better than me
better than me

better

better (rib + ln)

ft @edyn0
prod @erebasu @chinapoet @maxvon000

lyrics:
(twoxp)
if our eyes ever locked i can't look back
try to cover up my eyes you melt away my hands
i just sing to manifest the dreams that i have had
step by step i create my own hellish wonderland
the second you get fame they want to steal your life away
suddenly everyone wants to hear what i would say 
its all on me every time that I can't save the day 
no more lease, kick them out my head they cannot stay

she moving on to better things, better things are never me
it's ok i never waver, I'm still standing readily
always be right by your side, if you ever protected me
think i found the one for life, until they fucking ruin me

i cant name what i took, i just tap out
4x recommended, make it last now
fell asleep broke, woke up as a cash cow
still broke, shit that money aint get passed down
i can’t help but stay awake, swear my life is much more fake
keta keep my eyes more focused, cause he know that i’m in pain
whole damn room in disarray, can’t be bothered to be clean
used to be so pure, and now i treat myself so inhumane

why have i been forsaken
i wake up, im left faceless
all this damn time im wasting
for a mind i left vacant
she moving on to better things, better things are never me
it's ok i never waver, I'm still standing readily
always be right by your side, if you ever protected me
think i found the one for life, until they fucking ruin me
fake personalities, fake innovations
when i lose my life, see my fake replacement
i want to tower over everybodys places
just so i can dive, i wont feel the pain im wasted

(edyn)
my friends wont stop insistin that im changin
how can i be me when i see how they be aimin
fuckin up my life u could see it in my pages
a new chapter would help but i could never make it
it could never sit well
my palms chaffed from all the hurt that u would always tell
and my brain is so damn tainted all i hear is gaia's bell
its so loud inside my head the things i fear burn in my spell

(twoxp)
why have i been forsaken
i wake up, im left faceless
all this damn time im wasting
for a mind i left vacant
she moving on to better things, better things are never me
it's ok i never waver, I'm still standing readily
always be right by your side, if you ever protected me
think i found the one for life, until they fucking ruin me
fake personalities, fake innovations
when i lose my life, see my fake replacement
i want to tower over everybodys places
just so i can dive, i wont feel the pain im wasted

ruined (with edyn) (erebasu + chinapoet + maxvon)

come by (zeromandia, madoxy)

prod me @2xp yeah i produced this shit

lyrics:
my composition fucked up, my body tweaking out
i put like two rounds in my leg, see silver leaking out
44 for a pill, im in the ether realm
and they can say they want me back theyll have to drag me down
i achieved pure musical melatonin
every dream lasting longer, its an omen
think that you can be the one who keeps me focused
you see me spacing out, just let me go its pointless

am i a lost cause
i just slowly bite my tongue until its gnawed off
dig myself a deeper hole until my jaw locks 
in my dreams i get persuaded by these false gods
let this be a mantra
dont let anybody else say youre a monster 
i coup full control of me from all these hostile thoughts 
know myself way too damn well to ever falter

i spit scenarios darker than my mind could ever intend
i think the world stored in my head shouldn't be my world to bend
you should separate your path, if you want a happy end
prolly get a clearer picture, wipe my blood up off the lens 


am i a lost cause
i just slowly bite my tongue until its gnawed off
dig myself a deeper hole until my jaw locks 
in my dreams i get persuaded by these false gods
let this be a mantra
dont let anybody else say youre a monster 
i coup full control of me from all these hostile thoughts 
know myself way too damn well to ever falter

mantra (twoxp)

forever whatever prod heroz

I don’t wanna break your heart 
I’ma heartbreaker 
You got my back or not 
I got my cake up 
I don’t wanna break your heart 
I’ma heartbreaker 
Baby I’ma break your heart 
I’ma heartbreaker yea
I’ma heartbreaker yea 
I’ma heartbreaker yea 
Everyone talkin shit that’s why I hesitated 
Baby I thought you should know you know I’m hella faded 

It’s been a minute you know I choke these hoe’s like Vader 
Alright she wanna meet me in the elevator 
Alright keep it a hunnid I flew way over the middle 
Alright gimme a second I need to go slay these demons 
Alright I’m gettin sick and tired of fuckin with demons pheww

They not stoppin shit 
They not stoppin shit anyway 
I could make em flip any way 
I sleep in my bed everyday 
Yea I’ll sleep in her  any day 
Hoe I been goin up fast I can’t stay 
Hoe I’m in my own bag I can’t wait 
Hoe they lookin in my bag want my paper 

Yea I know it’s sad I got no paper for you
Compared to you it’s no comparison 
Baby I know I’m bad I know better 
No way I’m goin back I know better 

-

I’ma heartbreaker yea
I’ma heartbreaker yea 
I’ma heartbreaker yea 
Everyone talkin shit that’s why I hesitated 
Baby I thought you should know you know I’m hella faded 

It’s been a minute you know I choke these hoe’s like Vader 
Alright she wanna meet me in the elevator 
Alright keep it a hunnid I flew way over the middle 
Alright gimme a second I need to go slay these demons 
Alright I’m gettin sick and tired of fuckin with demons pheww

They not stoppin shit 
They not stoppin shit anyway 
I could make em flip any way 
I sleep in my bed everyday 
Yea I’ll sleep in her  any day 
Hoe I been goin up fast I can’t stay 
Hoe I’m in my own bag I can’t wait 
Hoe they lookin in my bag want my paper 

Yea I know it’s sad I got no paper for you
Compared to you it’s no comparison 
Baby I know I’m bad I know better 
No way I’m goin back I know better

LUH VESTROIA XD

v1 heartbreaker prod. drxcoo

Rain(e)

Made this on voice memos when I was 14. Remastered for your consumption.

I've accepted this thing that I am
And that Liam's never gonna see dad again
I'm trying as hard as I can
But not moving at all

I'm staring at nothing
And I can't find anything wrong
Turn into something beautiful
with the bitterness of fall

I'm staring at nothing

Things have been so different since dad's been gone
felt like I haven't seen him in way too long
sitting in my room singing stupid songs
and not moving at all

I'm staring at nothing
singing songs with my friends
I'm staring at nothing
And I never wanna feel that way again 

I'm staring at nothing

i miss when things were good (2022 demo remastered)

boots (prod. @fiftyzeros @bayergartner)

dreamcycle out now 
@dangertopublicsafety

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