Ecstatic Contemplation Of Unfolding Realities

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Ready or Not — Most Importantly Free (Find Your Own)

single 7 of
Ready Or Not — Here We Are (The Therapy Sessions)
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/sets/ready-or-not-here-we-are-the-therapy-sessions-10-tracks-or-more

theme: A moment that centers freedom as the deepest measure of healing. “Most Importantly Free (Find Your Own)” is about stepping out of borrowed roles and expectations, and into a life, a story, and a meaning that are truly yours—no permissions needed. 

music: written, produced, provided courtesy of mobygratis and crew (licensed)

story, vocal arrangement, production, mixes: fictionalive

fusion of it all –
fictionalive with the popoems series and the hyper media reports

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Ready or Not — Most Importanly Free (Find Your Own)

Last but not least.. collab with jerry p. using Suno for add.  arrangements and soundscapes.
Original song " Boulevard Of Broken Dreams" by H. Stytz and Pee Gee

I handed an old production sheet over for a planned studio recording that was never realized.. a template how the song could have sounded .. emotional singing and playing, string arrangements, upright bass, latin groove,
athmospheric sounds and a melancholic yearning  vibe!
Better use Headphones.. it´s still only a demo !

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

November

Written, Arranged, Performed, and produced by Kyle Bolan
Art by Kyle Bolan
written, performed, mixed on December 15, 2025
for December 19, 2025
cover art for David Thomas

Yoru Ikigai

Level 2

Caged in a thought process unable to escape the cycle....

Lyrics

what i was and what i wanted 
(i've been taking all the risks) 
you know i try to forget
(now i feel lonely)
what it was and what i wanted 
(and i feel it hold me into place)
couldn't always repress

what it was and what i wanted
(i feel it hold me into place) 
i couldn't always fly
couldn't always be there for you
there is nothing more than I could do
(how could I ever move forward)
to face who I was
(i put it in a song)
(with all of these things dragging me down)
(i put it in this song)
(i don't know if i belong here with you)
nothing I could need
something I should do 


My new song. 

Not sure if this is finished or whether I should expand and refine it?

I'd love to know what you think?

I hope you enjoy it

Circular Thinking

Dear friends, an important holiday is approaching when we humans on earth should be nice.
Unfortunately, there is a lot of evil and there are some nasty world leaders in both the East, West, South and North. Some are completely crazy, some lie and some incite murder.
I now have a hope that they will listen to the message of peace.

Holy Moments

We have got a world with expectations
from the youngest to the old retired folks
it is not too much - they only want to live a life in peace
and never quarrel with their neighbors
it may be a Utopia
But in the days when Christmas comes - there is a sign

We people down here will not wait too long
until dictators and tyrants will go
back to their homes where they are not able to be bad
they must learn the principles of behavior
it may be a Utopia
But in the days when Christmas comes - there is a sign

In the present days there are suffering
from Africa to northern parts of the world
and we must act now - and pay tribute to the days that now will come
and convince the leaders of this nasty world
to stop all of the cruelty
But in the days when Christmas comes - there is a sign

Holy Moments - 2025-12-17 15.44

30 Days of Love diary... 103 minutes of pure piano pleasure megamix under breaks and lounge performances.

015-030 Love is... The syncopation of two lonely souls (175BPM)

FIRST NIGHT AFTER WORK. DNB MIX.

Started almost ten years ago, when I was still heavily influenced by melodic jungle and breakbeat and actively playing piano, this album was shaped by artists such as London Elektricity, Sewerslvt, and neo-classical genres. It became a meeting point between these worlds, where electronic rhythm and melodic expression coexist. After years of evolution, detours, and refinement, this album has finally been completed.

In this album, I express myself through what I see, feel, and live. Moments of light and darkness alike are captured as fragments of memory, transformed into a continuous musical journey. Each track is an invitation to step into a small, safe space, where the listener can let their imagination unfold, forming personal emotional connections. The music does not dictate a story; it guides it, allowing each listener to project their own vision while being gently led through sound.

Level 2

30GradX