It hurts just as much today as it did four years ago; losing you is something I don't think I'll ever get over. Thank you for showing me what an amazing person you were while you were here, for being a friend to me when no one else was. You made growing up so much less lonely, and I never got to tell you thank you for that. I wrote this melody for you a long time ago, it was one of the first things I ever put in a track a released. I've come so far since then, and I wanted to rewrite it and make something special for you with it. I hope you like it, I love you and I miss you Patrick. I hope that I'll be able to inspire people the way you inspired me, you were never afraid of anything; especially if you believed in yourself. You taught me so much and I'll always be thankful for our time together. I miss you. RIP

Through The Stars

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(cover is @spxd)
Lockjaw -

Sharp teeth with the horns, bitch
Feeling dead with the corpses
Hella blood in my teeth turned me morbid
See the death in your eyes, you look gorgeous
Bloodbath with no caution
Turn a slut into pork, bitch
He wants to meet he's demise, motherfucker, I guess I'm just pretty down for it

15 shots gon seal his fate
Just watch him bleed til he decays
Just burn me to ashes and lock my fucking casket
I guess I don't feel sorry, get the body and I bag it

Gunsuicide (???)

Dollscar - 

Open you up like 
a flesh wound Deep
diving in ya body
You’ll be dead soon
open you up like
A flesh wound

Consume the flesh tear 
off The bone leave 
The rest put my 
Saw up to the 
Test, put the body 
Down to rest

TOURNIQUET [FT. LOCKJAW / GUNSUICIDE] [PROD. LOCKJAW]

@spxxkyx
@spxxkyx
@spxxkyx

mb guys i didnt record for 4 months because there was a bee in the studio

SMOKING GLASS [FT. SPXXKY] [GUNSUICIDE X YE]

im uppp prod me

EYEFLOATERS FEAT. RIVR PERSN

very lovely remix of my recent song postponement, done by rivr!!!<3

prod. @rivrpersn
mix. @ohnoitsrobo
cover. kkatamine <3 (but inverted by me lol)

original song:
https://soundcloud.com/slaughternaut/postponement-prod-bluuji?si=d91adfab1a894dbdaa097aa4749b94c2&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics in other song desc :3

postponement (RIVR PERSN REMIX)

shit cover of joel by perry maysun

when i woke up next to you i thought i died, cuz i aint never seen an angel in my whole life

joel by perry maysun cover

ft. khrield
prod. aftced

lyrics:

(qui)

I've evolutionized
By my own ego
I've been dehumanized 
By my own people
Rarely will compromise 
And rarely apologize
I have been qualified 
To start a monopoly 
Running this shit and yo business is wraps
Like I'm hitting a lick and then running a lap
I've built my reign just for yours to collapse
And if you were to fix yours, it'd worsen the cracks 
I'm deemed out of pocket for mine's been too full
I'm seen as they target, they can't read my soul
You hosting events and then nobody show
You up on the podium, silencing votes

Always talking to myself bout shit nobody wanna hear
Wanna see how that'll go for a few months, for a few years
I don't think my friend would like me if she was still here
I shouldn't be thinking like this over surreal fears

(khrield)

How many times do I gotta sit by that lake
Till I see my reflection in your eyes 
How many times do I gotta watch the fireflies 
Come down like missiles from the sky 
Do the shit again 
Missing my time hit again 
Just to get something out again 
Grabbing the drum kit again

(qui)

Always talking to myself bout shit nobody wanna hear
Wanna see how that'll go for a few months, for a few years
I don't think my friend would like me if she was still here
I shouldn't be thinking like this over surreal fears

I share a generation with piles of paparazzi 
Why you tryna watch me?
Isn't that exhausting? 
Is it that the more they hunt, the more the pay enlarges?
Greed is hella haunting
I know that you want it
You've said that you found your worth but you don't see that it's one sided 
If your price is being lied to and misguided, I won't fight it
Almost like that I've been trying to assist but you reject it
Don't say I don't get the message
I've walked off, you can't respect it

Honorificabilitudinitatibus Dichlorodifluoromethane Thyroparathyroidectomized

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