hi!! it's been a month since I last upload! 🇲🇾 x 🇮🇩

artwork: @pyanyasha /// prod. @sincever, negative.creeper

.・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。.

vocal preset: payhip.com/b/U43nk

[@1sunsuu]
tell me where to be
I'm so lost I don't know where I'm at
there's nothing left to see
girl you giving me a heart attack
oh it's getting hard breathe
vision's blurry I can't see
wish that you would stay with me
all these nightmares lately be surrounding me
ahh these past two weeks yeah I be feeling so damn rough
really thought this shit was over when I take shit all at once
but I be losing sleep I might ended up giving up on life
I didn't take shit seriously and now it's ruining my whole life

oh I should've listen to my friend
I need to take care of myself before I try to make it end
but all this voices still in my head repeating words that youve said
don't ever wake up from my dream they thinking that I'm playing dead
I need myself some help and stop me from be taking all this meds
my mind just got out it's getting hard to comprehend
blur out some words that you've said I didn't mean to take offend
i can not do this by myself I need someone to hold my hand 

[@kucingyoiii]
I'm so lost, I dont know the place you put me through
even though, you just wanna left me without a word
I'm so scared, I've been alone for a long time
now you see me... with my whole light 

I know, I'm weak, so please dont be harsh on me
it's hurts , so bad, the pain from you
I dont wanna die, I just let it out
even though you left, I still love you

[@1sunsuu]
tell me where to be
I'm so lost I don't know where I'm at
there's nothing left to see
girl you giving me a heart attack
oh it's getting hard breathe
vision's blurry I can't see
wish that you would stay with me
all these nightmares lately be surrounding me

.・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。..・。.・゜✭・❤・✫・゜・。.

medications

medicati0ns °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ #myC #TMG w/ @kucingyoii (sincever, negative.creeper)

hello :)

short AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2Au6l5A72Y

lyrics:
no more lies, lets be honest
this ain't all about you
running cause i have to
not because i want to
three four five,
and this next step's gon be goodbye
yeah i really miss him,
miss me when i'm alright

tried it all, but i'll stay by my body
it hurts so bad it feels like im nobody
need all your love, could you put me down slowly?
ill get you what you want, in my blood and my remedy

walking on the street, and i think about it often
you lied to my face and i took it like a burden
i care way too much, yeah i really wanna bury them
writing these lyrics in blood like a surgeon

does it really matter?
would you really care or would you throw it, watch it shatter?
its like im moving backwards
tore up all my letters
upside down in patterns
wanna die now
burn me with an ember

this is never ending
ion really give a shit
guess you wanna leave now
leave me when im hurting
someone that i can't be
on the ground, im bleeding
you make it look easy
i know im not winning

remedy (decago x hartfxlt x feature)

@wintress13 :O

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

i saw your eyes going dark as the sun starts to set
are we all doomed to fall to this?
when its all said and done
we don’t have anywhere else to run
i’ll take everything we’ve done
to my memory of us

i cant write back, not this time
its all a mess that i cant make right
im sorry for the stress of these times
im doing my best to make it right

but you still told me that
it couldnt get more bad
it gets harder to act
to keep this life that we still have

i saw us falling down
and the walls they're forcing me out
as the tide washes over our town
i pray to save us from our doubt

amphoreus

amphoreus (wintress + xternalz)

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr/

@wintress13
####

i swear that these days bae ur words hurt
u put it all onto me
i wish that youd ask me how
you know that you drag me down
and i have no one to drag me out

how do you expect to see me
i have these marks all on my body
girl im bleeding

i cut my name into you
im telling the truth
if you cant be by me
then what will i do

if i really wonder
what else could be after
everythings been terrible
ever since we shattered

pick me up and go on my own
i wish u could know
go on my own 
i wish u could know....

i wish u could know (wintress13)

aku xleh lepaskan
baby u my sun
baby tell my why u always on my mind
nape u biar aku last seen online
come and take my heart
you'll just throw it to me
left by broken promises is all i can see
girl u know the futures meant for u and me
don't u know that it just turns to energy
thats all that it means

what does it mean to you
is it a reminder to
what happens at the end
i think i lost it again

again again again
i take it that we're no more as friends
can't turn back time save this feeling inside
save this feeling inside

lepaskan prod.me

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

@6vesta

tell me that you cant see, ill be your eyes
so i can lie and say its fine, but you dont try
you make it krystal clear, you make it known u dont want me here i guess thats alright..? :/

guess im a fool, for trusting u 
guess im a fool, for loving you (haha)
maybe i should take my time, before i start to rush
i should take my time, before i give my trust

i dont understand how you could be so heartless
you dont even understand like what you did wrong
and thats the problem, you dont care to see
you would rather lose yourself than be here with me
yeah thats fucked up, yeah i know (why is that)
you can go and tell your friends, a low blow
whats the change u already do it 
you have to be the victim im use to it,

krystal clear,,  (¬`‸´¬) @yashio @overr

prod @xanwyd
feat @xternalz

date 2024 06/28

rip3jtml
拙い言葉飲んで
伝えられない 不器用みたい
ねえ わかって

わかってる 多分そう
過去に縋る今日も
今日も失くす記憶
もういいよ

xternalz
Losing all the time
Im just wishing you were mine
I just wish we were fine
Cause baby ur in my mind

Girl don’t run away
I’ll do all you say
I’ll do it all
I’ll do it all

rip3jtml
わかってる
わかってた
つもりだった君のこと
もういいよ

Release date:
28 June 2024

ἶძე+xternalz (xanwyd)

love hate with this song
prod @m3rsi
an shoutout @1crisis for addin som more 2 it
https://open.spotify.com/track/1Ml2a4vtz151UJcee7Opf5?si=f111cb82f72c41a5

lyrics
-
boutta turn the fuckin lights out (yeah)
why they talkin down?
we gon fuckin air it out
all that shit they talk abt
put the barrel to his mouth

why tf they trynna talk they cant live without it
hadda leave him up in chalk cuz im really bout it
they said they goin up i really fuckin doubt it
told that boy hes not famous he can cry abt it

bitch im posted up 
pull up on his butt - butt
ill really slide by 
if he talkin tuff
whywhywhy
why u so fucking dumb bro?
diediedie
sleepin on a bankroll

cuz id really cut em up tho
they like minok0?
ar u dumb bro?
F-FUCK
hop up off the porch ain no peel back (yeah)
big choppas we gon let it rack

why tf they trynna talk they cant live without it
hadda leave him up in chalk cuz im really bout it
they said they goin up i really fuckin doubt it
told that boy hes not famous he can cry abt it

bitch im posted up 
pull up on his butt - butt
ill really slide by 
if he talkin tuff
whywhywhy
why u so fucking dumb bro?
diediedie
sleepin on a bankroll

chalkedd（。□° )

@1akura
@naawws

out of everything you want, you want to see me
after all that ive done, you still wanna be with me
theres no reason to tell, you wanna stay beside me
unless i sell my heart, you’ll always stay with me
theres no reason for you to know
all the pain that i went through alone
all the times i needed you the most
i rejected cause i went solo

(i just keep coming back)

to see you laugh, its coming from my past
that wont let go of my back
you now undertand what it feels like to loose someone like you
it hurts as much as a knife cuts through

out of everything you want, you want to see me
after all that ive done, you still wanna be with me
theres no reason to tell, you wanna stay beside me
unless i sell my heart, you’ll always stay with me
theres no reason for you to know
all the pain that i went through alone
all the times i needed you the most
i rejected cause i went solo

unbreakable (akura x rewind)

no lyrics for this js enjoy the vibe and if u dont thats fine too

IT IS OVER WHEN I SAY IT IS (fuyomo)

I sometimes rap 
I sometimes sing

https://soundcloud.com/lunacystar
lunatics!!!

IT IS OVER WHEN I SAY IT IS (fuyomo)

ji3rn