pop an Addy let roll down to my STOMACH 😳

lyrics:

[intro]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

[verse]
girl your words they’re just cold like the winter snow
i tried to love you, you hate me i know you do
i keep on trying all my friends say just let it go
she don’t deserve you, you’re better than she’ll ever know
i waste my time to try convince you it hurts me
so many years of suffering this pain it’s agony
i close my eyes and see your face this shit is killing me
just throw me out and i’ll become a distant memory

don’t tell me you’re gone
i waited too long
you’re the reason that i write all these songs
stay here in the dark cause that’s where you belong

[bridge]
it’s where you belong
i hope that one day all these voices just gon be calmed
i hope that one day all these thoughts they just gon be gone
the sacrifice is just correcting all their fucking wrongs
you had your chance but then you blew it just to be wrong
i had to stay away yeah i just had to be strong
this hurt surrounds me like the clouds inside a fucking storm
my brain is damaged and my nerves all fucking worn

[chorus]
you broke me and i had to leave
you said that that’s how it had to be
your care was just absent for me
inflicted the scars that still bleed
long dark blinding i cannot see
voices inside my head they scream
let me die cause i cannot keep
fighting this pain it hurts please just set me free

stream!

let me die (prod. mors)

numerals freestyle prod jean parker x heyricky

Cover art by NCG ❤️‍🩹https://twitter.com/nocopyrightgirl?s=21
MIXED: ARI
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: IOF
INTERPOLATE: https://soundcloud.com/cemeteryxflowers/cigarettes-w-baby-blade-p-iof 
WRITTEN: ARI VEGA

Lyrics: 
I’m packing bags
I’ll be waiting for you
It’s dark and cold but it ain’t nothing new
I’m trapped in here
A place that I can’t leave
A place you don’t wanna be 
Somewhere I can’t let you see

I can’t say here
Feelings locked inside
Broken memories 
Of you in my life

I don’t wanna feel like nothing
I just wanna come back home to you
Now I feel like crying
In our cold, dark, and empty room

“Now I know
Now I know we’re meant to be
You’re just like me
All alone
And someday you’ll see
Cuz I was never free”

Cuz I was never free
Cuz I was never free
Cuz I was never free
I told you I’d visit you inside but you never came thru 
I can never be free as long as I’m in this cold padded room

I can’t say here
Feelings locked inside
Broken memories 
Of you in my life

I don’t wanna feel like nothing
I just wanna come back home to you
Now I feel like crying
In our cold, dark, and empty room

“Now I know
Now I know we’re meant to be
You’re just like me
All alone
And someday you’ll see
Cuz I was never free”

Cuz I was never free
Cuz I was never free 
I’ve been stuck inside these walls
And I can’t seem to leave

I don’t wanna feel like nothing
I just wanna come back home to you
Now I feel like crying
In our cold, dark, and empty room

“Now I know
Now I know we’re meant to be
You’re just like me
All alone
And someday you’ll see
Cuz I was never free”

SPOTIFY

OUR COLD, DARK & EMPTY ROOM PROD. IOF X LIL USED

Ｉ ＣＡＮ'Ｔ ＦＥＥＬ Ａ ＦＵＣＫＩＮＧ ＴＨＩＮＧ

thanks to @user-53555568 for the ft 

lyrics:

(mophead)
I got prescription pills they filling up my cabinet 
why u tryna break my heart like u still have it
I don't fuck with u I only want a bad bitch
I would go off but I'm too busy writing sad shit 
wake up in the morning pop a tablet 
abilify is in my system man I luv it
pop an addy let it roll down to my stomach
I don't feel a fucking thing, that's what I wanted

nah ay
I don't feel a thing 
stop wait 
lemme fucking think
I can't write
my mind is fucking blank
feeling sick
throw up in the sink

(mæsk)
Ill prolly just pass out ‘for I make it home
sleep on the concrete, I mean I feel alone
I might aswell, my vision fading and I dont feel cold
when u dont care about a thing there is no darker hole

made this far but I dont give a shit bout some stupid finish line
I dont wanna spend another minute Im too confused, on a roof I think ive reached a limit
eyes shot like stars, and my hands covered all in spinach

nah aye I dont feel a thing 
stop wait let me fuckin think
I cant write my mind is fuckin blank
feeling sick throw up in the sink

(mophead)
I got prescription pills they filling up my cabinet 
why u tryna break my heart like u still have it
I don't fuck with u I only want a bad bitch
I would go off but I'm too busy writing sad shit 
wake up in the morning pop a tablet 
abilify is in my system man I luv it
pop an addy let it roll down to my stomach
I don't feel a fucking thing, that's what I wanted

numb w/ mæsk (prod. ʎpoqou)

coverart by wetbirthdaycard <3


blood on my desk like oh my god
you call back but i dont pick up
lungs are black, yea my body fucked
i should see a doc but i call my plug
pain in my chest put it in a song
rain turnin red i should quit the drugs
fake my death so i know who loves me to the bones and who does not

i see faces in the rain
i think i'll go insane
i kinda like the pain
blood is drippin of my blade
dont care about the fame
just wanna be okay
im waiting on the rails while im screaming out your name

suicide - i almost did it
but i didn't fucking drown
mama wanna see me winning
and im tryna make her proud
i dont wanna keep on living
i just do it for her now
only see me fucking grinning
when my head is in the clouds


@epitomeoffailure
it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

just look at the clues
i’ve already tied the noose
i’m escaping this horrid abuse
and i don’t even know how it makes me feel
knowing that this all wasn’t real

it easy to forget my name when i’m with you
completely driven insane even though i was being used
addicted to the pain but what am i supposed to do
when the pictures not in frame you have so much to lose

amv <3

faces in the rain w/epitomeoffailure (puhf)

life of the party

Life Of The Party [prod.idk]

all dogs go to heaven (prod. deadyami)

decay w/ yungcray & Lxgn

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
Cover Art by: xipz
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MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/tAGB4vZ5Q0w?si=nvjx6ku6O-NURyef 
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
i been ascending n i dont think i feel real
wander the woods think ill find my soul here

if i get lost then dont come to find me
skinwalker boy i dont need you to find me

nicoteen high, sippin red wine
blood on my knife rotting corpse to my right

too busy daydreamin, too busy daytrippin
liminal space roamin backrooms im still movin

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 2]
you dont wanna feel the same way
i can see that in your worried gaze

if you get hurt then im the one to blame
if i hurt you then aim for my brain

cuz i dont wanna mess this up
but i always tend to fuck shit up

i tend to hide away when times get tough
it dont mean i hate you, i just had enough

[Bridge]
i feel
like im one with
you

[Verse 3]
she say she like me cuz i dont talk to no one
thats just anxiety but i dont fuck with no one

keep my mouth shut cuz i dont want attention
yeah i kinda miss u but i dont wanna face that

yeah i dont wanna face that
nah i dont wanna face that

Ascending [+ MUSIC VIDEO]

Panotune- Into the Tundra

BLACKCAT

"something keeps leading me back to u, I just don't know what it is"

two oh

numb w/ mæsk (prod. ʎpoqou)

mophead

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