(prod me)

she said she saw me in a dream, but she don't know what it means
i asked her "what you think of me?" but the silence made me leave
oh boy get some ice to heal that burn, keep on driving through wrong turns
might lead you where you deserve oh boy lessons come first
watch your mouth boy, watch your mouth every day emits a frown
what's the point living in town if nobody wants you 'round?
find out who's stealing from your cause, calm down and cut 'em off like meat in slaughter houses

SPOTIFY

what do you think of me?

ft. @bradily
(prod. silo, guitar by johnny808)

spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/62Jxj8zhkmO0TvlIfpOlZK?si=daa778d366d64c13

apple
https://music.apple.com/us/album/pressure-feat-bradily-los-fleet/1583687857?i=1583687858

[marku]
get out of my face
baby you fucking my head up today
sick of the rumbling i'm sick of debate 
why are you acting like we ain't okay?
get out of my face
baby you fucking my head up today
sick of the rumbling i'm sick of debate 
why are you acting like we ain't okay?

[bradily]
yuh aye we ain't okay i sent you ten text you ignored me today
yuh aye are you okay? our love feels like plastic so real but it's fake
can't let my hair down i cannot relax 
i'm saying i need you but you do not hear that
i'm feeling so let down afraid you don't get that
i'm looking afraid but you're blind to my fate
yuh aye are you okay? i look in your eyes you don't remember my face
saying where are you asking who am i? 
push me away but claim i'm the bad guy
am i the one that you hate? you are my reason for breathing today
you wake yourself up and you're in a strange place 
this is my life when you disassociate

[marku]
i'm woeful, weatherman 
what's the plan when the rainfalls
trapped up in this bitch, a hunnid round of hail
leanin movin slow, i'll win just like a snail
or i'll fail i won't fucking fail

[marku]
get out of my face
baby you fucking my head up today
sick of the rumbling i'm sick of debate 
why are you acting like we ain't okay?
get out of my face
baby you fucking my head up today
sick of the rumbling i'm sick of debate 
why are you acting like we ain't okay?

pressure w/ bradily

out on all platforms, prod, m&m by @whymarku

i try to see good in the bad but i got me some cataracts
i don't wanna listen to facts cause they don't wanna listen to facts
i carry the conversations, i think I am tired of that
i think I am tired of cap, i think I am tired of cap

and if I could turn a blind eye on a global scale I probably would
and if I could take back my highs, i would so the lows don't seem so low
i would so the lows don't seem so low, i would so the lows don't seem so low
i would so the lows don't seem so low, i would so the lows don't seem so low

i try to see good in the bad but i got me some cataracts
i don't wanna listen to facts cause they don't wanna listen to facts
i carry the conversations, i think I am tired of that
i think I am tired of cap, i think I am tired of cap

blindeye

@wstdyth
prod. pizzacio

i won't let you go, say you love me
blunt texts in the night upset, cross me
i don't wanna end up lonely
baby have you ever thought of me lowkey, badly
hate my laugh hate my tone, speak
to me, i wanna hold you closely
i wanna move w/ you, help me get through to you

it's been a long night and i'm stressed out
work in two hours, i can't sleep now
two long texts, i can't read now
waterfall, eyes full of tears now
asking for a hand but she won't reach out
i've been sitting here for time i can't count
your voice, it's in my head, it's getting so loud
do you see yourself with anyone else
'iause this time i think i do
i think i'm bad for you
i miss i love you too
'cause this time i think i do
i think i'm bad for you
i miss i love you too
i miss i love you too

i won't let you go, say you love me
blunt texts in the night upset, cross me
i don't wanna end up lonely
baby have you ever thought of me lowkey, badly
hate my laugh hate my tone, speak
to me, i wanna hold you closely
i wanna move w/ you, help me get through to you

it's been a long night and i'm stressed out
work in two hours, i can't sleep now
two long texts, i can't read now
waterfall, eyes full of tears now
asking for a hand but she won't reach out
i've been sitting here for time i can't count
your voice, it's in my head, it's getting so loud
do you see yourself with anyone else
'iause this time i think i do
i think i'm bad for you
i miss i love you too
'cause this time i think i do
i think i'm bad for you
i miss i love you too
i miss i love you too

bad4u w/ wstdyth

prod. @siemspark @heyrick-241266016

washed up, god I feel so dead
the drinking went to my head
waking up in her bed
i knew it'd happen again
only matter of time, that i'd relapse on her skin

washed up, god I feel so dead
the drinking went to my head
waking up in her bed
i knew it'd happen again
only matter of time, that i'd relapse on her skin

she like wock 'cause i wouldn't mind double of her
we talk high as fuck i can't get enough of her
she don't know her worth
yeah
but she bad, but she bad like all drugs are
kick the can i don't care if my heart stops
i feel the tears in my chest i gotta bind 'em
i don't know where to find 'em i'll prolong it 'till the time comes

washed up, god I feel so dead
the drinking went to my head
waking up in her bed
i knew it'd happen again
only matter of time, that i'd relapse on her skin

washed up, god I feel so dead
the drinking went to my head
waking up in her bed
i knew it'd happen again
only matter of time, that i'd relapse on her skin

she like wock 'cause i wouldn't mind double of her
we talk high as fuck o can't get enough of her
she don't know her worth

washed up

prod. @drmabeats @johnnyfriend

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

will u be here while i run up a check
i'd take a red dot off ur neck and onto mine
baby i love when we're intertwined
baby just call me anytime
i'm gon get us right
if u wanna go then we can go, 
u aint gotta tell no one @ home <3

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

a little attention

feat. @user-310210381
prod. @drmabeats @johnnyfriend
photo by @dispositionss

(marku)
how would they feel if i left for a while?
i haven't got a text or a call 'less i dial
i'm in denial, wish someone could prove me wrong
i have my doubts, i'll just stay at my house

i always get these thoughts when it hits night time
all the life got sucked out of me since '19
i miss breathing before that timeline
every 24 running by is so agonising
i have trouble finding any reason to keep on climbing
i hear the lighting of course i mind it, my health's declining

dust on my desktop what a view!
i wonder how much time i didn't spend w/ u
another person dead man, i stopped watching news
i feel so unbalanced bitch don't send me nudes

i don't feel like myself
i don't feel like myself
i don't feel like myself
i don't feel like myself

(stitch rox)
do you feel the same as me?
why are you so cold you're like -10 degrees
i've never been so low and you haven't been helping me
and the lies you told are so damn hard to believe
so i just lie awake in my bed
feeling lonely so i'm staring at the ceiling again
say you love me and the words have been stuck up in my head
and i just really wanna know when the misery ends

misery, the misery is you're trolling me,
and i'm losing sight of a swam of things
i dont like that i don't feel like myself

(marku)
how would they feel if i left for a while?
i haven't got a text or a call 'less i dial
i'm in denial, wish someone could prove me wrong
i have my doubts, i'll just stay at my house

i always get these thoughts when it hits night time
all the life got sucked out of me since '19
i miss breathing before that timeline
every 24 running by is so agonising
i have trouble finding any reason to keep on climbing
i hear the lighting of course i mind it, my health's declining

4awhile w/ stitch rox

feat. @diacetyl
(prod marku x elydz)

[marku]
over and over again all the things that you did reiterate in my head
baby was it a test? is there something i missed can you paint me a picture?
don't ignore all my text what's the meaning of this, shit
everything seems so calm from the outside, but i still stay involved
i've had dreams of a place where you die and leave me around to rot
like it matters 'cause the damage is engraved in my skull
i write encrypted just forget i'm gon' cover the walls
it's all your fault, say it twice it's your fault
your point i'm missing not my business i don't mind the result
can't flip a coin i know that bitch gon' end up sideways
my brains a toy my thoughts go fast just like a highway
wish i could turn this shit around and have it my way
'cause i been punching up myself like every other day

[diacetyl]
yeah i haven’t been to my hometown, in a long while
hope my friends r okay
and the thought of u, makes that memory blue
and u won’t tell the truth, u know i wasn’t the fool 

and i won’t get my own way 
used to disappointment
what a fucking cliche 
stringent in my old ways
how i miss those days 
get too wrapped in my head, 
to mind the fucking result

i don't mind the result (feat. diacetyl)

this is basically just a back n forth freestyle

lie2me (forzen) 0:00
pogo (forzen) 2:08
2thenext (forzen) 3:50
leandoer (marku) 5:00
clown (forzen) 7:00

LYRICS --> https://genius.com/Marku-and-bradily-circus-lyrics

circus (feat. bradily) [EP] [soundcloud exclusive]

turbulence w/ QWNN

feat. @bradily
prod. sorrowbringer
m&m me

[marku]
if he acting way too confident my brodie digging holes
going phantom 'round metropolis 'cause all the hoes i ghost
they think i'm hunnid on the music shit i'm seeing where it goes
flash hoe but we drop her off she fiending for some coke
i swear my city lost it's spark
all they talk about is drilling but they really not that hard
i bet they knew that from the start
but fuck all that
i'ma watch 'em from a far you do you, i do me
'cause it's a stepback being robbed
tryna get my guala straight ain't got time for distractions
don't send any man in my way turn him fractions
yeah, tryna be the biggest coming out of my town
yeah, soon me my brothers gon' be buzzing with a smile
man, god i miss the freedom that i had as a kid
but i'ma love the freedom more i'll have when i'm rich
yeah pulling up to spots and i'm asking what's the sitch'
i can take her if i want, but i do not want your bitch

[bradily]
yeah this ugly bitch she tried to hit me up
i couldn't even pass her to the bro 
she a neighbourhood hoe
my brodie got indicted cuz the cops said he was servin blow
they tried to ask me something, no comment i don't know dem
heard ulovely was talking shit about me on IG
i got bros that'll bury you 2 feet deep JME
they say i'm not as hard as my songs
it don't matter cuz i got some killer that'll do my dirty jobs

i got some friends that are doing time they ain't see the light again
my man just text me and his bro got locked up again
you say you're hard how many times has your block been spin

[marku]
if he acting way too confident my brodie digging holes
going phantom 'round metropolis 'cause all the hoes i ghost
they think i'm hunnid on the music shit i'm seeing where it goes
flash hoe but we drop her off she fiending for some coke
i swear my city lost it's spark
all they talk about is drilling but they really not that hard
i bet they knew that from the start
but fuck all that
i'ma watch 'em from a far you do you, i do me
'cause it's a stepback being robbed
tryna get my guala straight ain't got time for distractions
don't send any man in my way turn him fractions
yeah, tryna be the biggest coming out of my town
yeah, soon me my brothers gon' be buzzing with a smile
man, god i miss the freedom that i had as a kid
but i'ma love the freedom more i'll have when i'm rich
yeah pulling up to spots and i'm asking what's the sitch'
i can take her if i want, but i do not want your bitch

no distractions w/ bradily

prod. everest @everest-mgmt
m&m etc: me

𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲, 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗶'𝗺 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝘇𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗴𝗮𝘇𝗲
𝗶 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗺𝗲
𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆
𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝗮 𝗽𝗵𝗮𝘀𝗲, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝘁'𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗮𝗱𝗲
𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗮𝗳𝗲𝘁𝘆
'𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝘇𝘆

𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁, '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗼𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘂𝗽
𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝘄𝗲 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹
𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗽𝘂𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗶𝘁
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗼𝗹 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝘄𝗶𝗰𝗲
𝘆'𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝗶'𝗺𝗮 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁
'𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗼𝗽𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗲
𝗺𝗮𝗻 𝗶'𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝘆 𝗲𝘆𝗲𝘀
𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗲

𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝗮 𝘀𝘂𝗴𝗮𝗿 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝘀𝗵,
𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝘂𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝗽𝘀𝗲
𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸, 𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗶'𝗺 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗰𝘂𝗿𝘃𝗲
𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗶𝘁 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁𝘀, 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁?
𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘄𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗺 𝗳𝗹𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝘂𝗻𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝘄𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘁
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗳𝗮𝘁𝗲 '𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗺𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗲𝗱
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝘂𝗶𝗹𝗱 𝗮 𝘄𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗶 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸 𝗶𝘁, 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘁

𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲, 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗶'𝗺 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝘇𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗴𝗮𝘇𝗲
𝗶 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗺𝗲
𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆
𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝗮 𝗽𝗵𝗮𝘀𝗲, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗲 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝘁'𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗮𝗱𝗲
𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗶 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗮𝗳𝗲𝘁𝘆
'𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗰𝗿𝗮𝘇𝘆

maybe our love's a phase (everest)

produced by @recyclexbin
feat. @diacetyl

(marku)
oh, oh, oh, oh
yeah, cross this blunt i'm smoking in fives
know that she love me just look at her eyes
i just came to fuck tonight
then i'm going for a drive
i got rik this ain't no tec
i don't wanna fuck i just want neck
talk too much i'm onto the next
cause one time i got left on read

if i don't make it then imma be upset
'cause half these rappers barely try it's fucking wack
i hear them on tiktok it's all recycled fucking trash
like do you really hear your songs are you fucking deaf
i'm too deep like the sea i can't look back
i take one step forward they take two back
but they take up too much space i can't fit in
rapping that you'll kill me but you're soft just like some linen
like am i just being sour
i can't bump their shit 'cause face to face they're fucking cowards
i'm tryna bloom just like a flower
i mean i put in all the hours
i'm the next big bang you a nerd like you howard 

yeah, hit the gas i won't get too far
been told that it's dangerous on this road 
i don't mind yeah,
dropping popping candy in my tussin 
no discussion
when i'm high i'm chasing hunnids 
ain't got time i do your doesn't's
yeah, bitch i'm fucking tired of fuckboys tryna run with me
you ain't seen what i see
you don't want this just retreat
and i think it's about time i start charging for feats
i need some respect on me
our bond turning rest in peace

(diacetyl)
oh lately i been feeling fatigued
i'm so pathetic and i'm looking for a reason
like what's the point when you're down on all seasons
choking on your words and struggling to breathe in
i'm apathetic and i've lost all feelings
i'm in turmoil and it holds no meaning
walking out the door i feel defeated oh, oh, oh
aren't you tired of calling me conceited 
i swear it's been months since we needed time
now we're all alone and i can't see the road and
i tried too hard to get back and now i'm stuck at square one
and it won't get back to where we was
and i'm so tired, oh
i need someone to put out all the lights and
take it all, goodbye

tone deaf w/ diacetyl (recyclebin)

#starcity
feat. @bradily
produced by @levelxxxxx
m&m by me

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂]
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗯𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶'𝗺 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲
𝘆𝗲𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗹 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝘂𝗺𝗽 𝗼𝘂𝘂
𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝘂𝘀
𝗶'𝗺 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗹𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆

[𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆]
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗳𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗲𝘀
𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗴𝘂𝗮𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗙𝗧𝗣
𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗲𝗻𝘃𝘆 𝗺𝗲
𝗳𝗹𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗲𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝗵 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗿𝗯𝗼𝗮𝗿𝗱𝘀
𝗶 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗲𝘅 𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝗵
𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝗿𝗸𝗶𝗻 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁
𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗮 𝘁𝗼𝘅𝗶𝗰
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝘆𝗽𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗰

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂 + 𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆]
𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗿𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲 '𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗲
& 𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻 𝘂𝗽 𝗺𝘆 𝗰𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗽𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘆𝗮 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁, 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗶'𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗹𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗴𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗮 𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝘄𝗮𝗹𝗸𝗶𝗻' 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗮 𝗼𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗸𝗲𝘆 𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝘀𝗼 𝗶'𝗺𝗮 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝗹𝘆

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲 (𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵)
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂]
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗯𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶'𝗺 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲
𝘆𝗲𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗹 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝘂𝗺𝗽 𝗼𝘂𝘂
𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝘂𝘀
𝗶'𝗺 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗹𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲? 𝘆𝘂𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲? 𝘆𝘂𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲? 𝘂𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵

do it like me w/ bradily

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

pessimistic, always anxious
stressing to a point for so long
feels like i'm dreaming
i had a fear of outside when i was fifteen
it took six months to get me back up on my feet
seeing trails in the mirror completely sober
and when it stopped happening i was surprised that it was over
and honestly i was prepared to be the freak stuck in psychosis

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

no control (lil nightshift)

feat. @bradily
produced by everestdidthis

(marku)
under rested
i don't feel invested
tryna put my mind into shit 
but i'm infested with demons
and I always try to see the light
but the darkness turn warm one night
underestimated

pushed right to the back l get no chance and i hate it 
always cool my temper and i'm losing all my patience 
pushed right to the back l get no chance and i hate it 
always cool my temper and i'm losing all my patience 

losing my patience
these days i stay in i give up i stay in 
they still say shit, trippin behind my back 
the shit you lack man i stay gaining
why not off myself if i'm such an eyerot
cut my circuits and turn my mind off
skip my chapter baby throw out the bookmark
man tilting me's too easy
but y'all just some tryhards 

i'm fucking sick and i am real tired 
of playing it cool when my life's on fire
an unpaid actor life moving backwards
carrying these thoughts in my brain gone make my back hurt
don't wait on me to fuck up so you can babble 
i done a thousand times it's not a hassle 
i don't wanna snap for your attention
when twisting my intentions
and saying that i meant shit
i'm losing my patience

losing my patience
these days i stay in i give up i stay in 
they still say shit, trippin behind my back 
the shit you lack man i stay gainin
why not off myself if i'm such an eyerot
cut my circuits and turn my mind off
skip my chapter baby throw out the bookmark
man tilting me's too easy
but y'all just some tryhards 

(bradily)
when i was younger i had a hunger
i couldn't slumber i had to make it
and every night i'm afraid
i can see your silhouette sitting at my window
tore my heart in half 
make me look like a widower
every fucking night I wonder what got into her
 
(marku)
under rested, I don't feel invested
tryna put my mind into shit  but I'm infested
with beings that just want me to perish
so don't be surprised if I randomly vanish 

under rested, I don't feel invested
tryna put my mind into shit  but I'm infested
with beings that just want me to perish
so don't be surprised if I randomly vanish

losing my patience w/ bradily (everest)

had to drop this before it got too old in the vault <3
---

feat. @sendflowrs
photo by @dispositionss
prod. @everestmgmt
---
i miss the way you used to look at me
i check every buzz on my phone, it's not you texting me
i wish you could set me free
your face is screaming let me be
but i'm so attached
my brain is under attack
we did this look where we're at
it's fucking horrible
i think that it's plausible
you're bored it's unendurable
i can't help but take it personally
but you done took a piece out of me
if you got flaws i swear i can't see a thing
don't wanna give you any ideas
you fit the fit the piece of my puzzle, i'd rather chew on a muzzle
they way i love you ain't subtle
but i don't wanna be your night terrors
without you life is a puddle, i'm just a rock in the rubble
it's like you pump up the muscle

[sendflowrs]
the work day goes past
now i'm back in my bubble
you and me won't last
girl you're asking for trouble
now i'm back in the rubble
back of the deck and you shuffle
i just poured the whole 8
now your boy seein' double

you gone play me again then the damage is critical
i don't wanna imagine another night alone
don't remember the last time my door had a mistletoe
you gave me love to be buried in the catacombs

i miss the way you used to look at me
i check every buzz on my phone, it's not you texting me
i wish you could set me free
your face is screaming let me be
but i'm so attached
my brain is under attack
we did this look where we're at
it's fucking horrible
i think that it's plausible
you're bored it's unendurable
i can't help but take it personally
but you done took a piece out of me
if you got flaws i swear i can't see a thing

i miss the way u used to look at me w/ sendflowrs

a song meant to be on the starcity collective album before it ended <3
cover art @6vow
prod. wstdyth

blunt decay w/ prayers + wstdyth + bradily

produced by aureola
cover art @6vow


𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗰𝗿𝗲𝘁
𝗶'𝗺 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝘆 𝗮 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝘁
𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗻𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗿𝘆𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶'𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗶𝘁 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗺𝗹𝗲𝘀𝘀
𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝘆𝗲 𝗮𝘁 𝗮 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗹𝗳 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝘁
𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗶𝗴𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝗹𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗯 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱

𝗶'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗹𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗲𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗱
𝗶'𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲
𝗽𝘂𝘁 𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗮𝗴 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗲𝘆𝗲𝘀
𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗲𝘅𝗰𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗺𝘆 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱
𝗶𝗳 𝘄𝗲'𝗿𝗲 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲
𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘄𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝘀𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿
'𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗶 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗱𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗻𝗲
𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗺𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗰𝗹𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗿

𝗶'𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗺𝘆 𝗰𝗵𝗲𝘀𝘁, 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝗲
𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗻𝘂𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗶𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗺𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗽𝗮𝘆
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝘃𝗼𝗶𝗱 𝘀𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗯𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝘆
𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗹𝘀, 𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘀, 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆
𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗹𝘀, 𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘀, 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆
𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗿𝗼𝗹𝗹𝘀, 𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗹𝗶𝗲𝘀, 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆

𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝘀𝗲𝗰𝗿𝗲𝘁
𝗶'𝗺 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝘆 𝗮 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗶𝘁
𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗻𝗼 𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗿𝘆𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶'𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝗹𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗶𝘁 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗼

waste away

people change too fast for my pace
i can't even tell if i remain the same
though they tell me i should be ashamed
how i sit here all fucking day

but what would you do if you had my setbacks
you can't even name them
you don't know who i am
so why throw me shade
god i can't bare to listen
no matter what i say
they just find a reason

to hate me
degrade me
make my accomplishments seem so small
gotta face it
can't erase 'em
but it's hard without any support

oh i wanna leave so bad
just to get them off my back
weight of the world i need shoulder pads
no wonder i'm why so close to cracking
so close to cracking
so close to cracking
so close to cracking
so close to cracking

but what would you do if you had my setbacks
you can't even name them
you don't know who i am
so why throw me shade
god i can't bare to listen
no matter what i say
they just find a reason

but what would you do if you had my setbacks
you can't even name them
you don't know who i am
so why throw me shade
god i can't bare to listen
no matter what i say
they just find a reason

shade

shade (Irby)

it is my birthday today :)
prod. sorrowbringer

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too  

I can't tell why i do this to myself
besides the little fucking peace that you brought with yourself 
like why choose hell for a little taste of bliss 
regardless you're the one i miss
when i'm driving around 

oh u feel trusting
i find it warming
lemme cross the bases no looking
yes shawty i'm lying bitch i'm lusting
you could put up flags
i deafen warnings 
but the source says do what's important
but what's important
isn't important to me 
so i act like i can't see
yes my downfall is willing

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too 

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too 

oh your silence speaks louder than words i think you know that too
and i'm just part of the process is what i assume 
it's a little evil that you knew that i'd still cruise 
along whole ride, even the bumpy ones too

louder than words (sorrowbringer)

feat + guitar by @diacetyl
m&m + produced by @markuwho

(marku)
when i'm gone i get lost
the disappointment on your face 
is always what it costs
i think i need a cause
a reason to be here
you got a quick fix & i'm drawn
it's always been this way since i was young
shawty hate me it's for the benefit 
we were never fit
old friends hit my line
but it feels so menacing yeah
i can't reminisce oh
i don't want a vessel 
i don't want an S.O.S
if i bleed out then it's my fault

i'm painted as a villain even if i die heroic
i spent most my life forced to try and be so stoic
but the bottle's filled, i just wanna feel
but my body's learnt to hide it all
adapted to conceal
my emotions
i feel out of place some times 'cause it hits me when i'm out of focus 
i'm always so loaded

all the time
the only one that gets me is me so i just talk in my mind
and i act like it's cool and it's sweet
when i'm walking read between lines
i'm sorry i'm cold and i'm stone and i give the wrong tone i know 
it's so easy for me to just leave and hope it sorts out on it's own

(diacetyl)
read between the lines
i know i can’t 
try to find a way out of my head
the seams are stuck 
for weeks on end 
i told myself ‘this isn’t living’
no, this just can’t be my life 
the reaper’s stuck 
right on my shoulder
hell contrived

so, somebody talk to me 
somebody talk 
give me reason to leave
‘cause i know 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
i sold my soul for better days 
reap what i sow in a bitter way
brittle bones
and a broken wrist
i’m weaker now
than i’ve ever been

and i don't really talk about the shit that i'm uncomfortable with
i'll be such a cunt, such a prick
i tell them that i'm sad but i'm not selling it
i'll blow another back and say i'm celibate 
i'm out here geeking on my own
no wonder these motherfuckers don't pick up the phone
like i see you in my contacts but you never hit back
while you never hit me back

read between the lines w/ diacetyl

guitar by jolst
produced by recyclebin

it really depends what kind of mood i'm in
whether not i respond or let the walls cave in
oh i can't decide what i should do with it
speaking up is such a bitch so i get what i give

it really depends what kind of mood i'm in
whether not i respond or let the walls cave in
oh i can't decide what i should do with it
speaking up is such a bitch so i get what i give

am i meant to smile every time
regardless of how i feel at the time
and am i meant to conform and hide my spine
oh my i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else

am i to blame of things that haunt me
am i at fault when people taunt me
god, i minute to process 
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex

am i meant to smile every time
regardless of how i feel at the time
and am i meant to conform and hide my spine
oh my i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else

something, something else
something, something else

over with (recyclebin + jolst)

feat. @bradily
prod. everestdidthis

sometimes i zone out forget i exist
cherish the moments with flies on my lips
then reality hits i'm back in the present i'm back in this shit
i don't to like to think, don't like to realise
that there's so many problems surrounding my life
i'm not the same kid, oh he's so full of life
people go ghost 'cause my texting is dry

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

set me free
let me leave
working for you like over time
it's like ain't satisfied unless my eyes aren't dry
working hard's a waste of time
what's yours is yours and mine's never mine
and honestly i never mind
like dusty rhodes said it's always hard times
i'd break my spine to give you a back
see me crawl and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh
and you'd laugh

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

when i die will i be on your mind
or forgotten forever and rot away with the time
oh i wonder why you steal the tears when i cry
though i try anyways and i still fail every time

a dog chasing its tail w/ bradily (everest)

prod. marku x @fleshgolem
feat. @diacetyl

pirouette (feat. diacetyl) (flesh + marku)

prod. sorrowbringer

the essence of your perfume stays on the shirt i wore that day 
i try to wash it out to forget the pain
but it seems that i've caught to a plague

since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same

since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same
since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same

so i take myself right back
whenever i meet someone new
but no one's ever just like you
i never knew of the chance i blew

and now i sit, all alone in the shed
pessimistic about what could be next
it's hard to think when you're over the edge (over the edge)

since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same
since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same

i didn't think you'd feel the same
i didn't think you'd feel the same
i didn't think you'd feel the same
i didn't think you'd feel the same

(yeah) hit the gas we floor it at the red light
(yeah) 'cause no one really cares if we crash and die
(yeah) you gotta feel the wind to fucking feel alive
(yeah) if you're looking for my body look under the tires

perfume (sorrow bringer)

still stuck

still stuck (feat. HKFIFTYONE) (prod. deaven wink)

produced by everestdidthis
-------------------------------
i've been sending out signals
but you're just like concrete 
no there's no responding
why won't i give up on climbing
'cause i can't convince myself there's no perfect timing
baby i hope you let me in
and pray it's not just for a list

baby i lean in and you leave me cold
am i out of touch did i read us wrong
but all wounds heal eventually
can't let you get the best of me
many times i've been around what i can't afford
get caught in the moment go home with a sore
but all wounds heal eventually
can't let you get the best of me, babe

so let's (so let's)
all dance in the storm (all dance in the storm)
under a tree or near a window or high platform
so we (so we)
can face our fear of the unknown
and test our luck for the long run

oh you and me, could be something
be something, special

baby i lean in and you leave me cold
am i out of touch did i read us wrong
but all wounds heal eventually
can't let you get the best of me
many times i've been around what i can't afford
get caught in the moment go home with a sore
but all wounds heal eventually
can't let you get the best of me, babe

concrete

concrete (everest)

(prod. kazuyo)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1cChjHHWEoEUV4SDtgyh0l?si=1_jDNBgoSr6YGA9dCNYILQ

one day i'll feel all mighty
right now i'm stuck in a pipe dream
she fuckin' with my head on the nightly
i hope my wrist go icebeam
heard locals want smoke like a cigarette
old friends turn snakes and mini men
i remember cutting grass 'fore i seen them
last time i learned my lesson

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
bitch i'm high every day, that's a cap for the plays
if i smoked everyday i would end up in a psych ward
funny shit goin' on in my thoughts
don't worry bout it, it's on me
6 months i was walking like a zombie
fuck help fuck you fuck this that
i remember contemplating to the pitch black

pipe dream w/ oshua

departing @departingunreleased

beats/feats/business hmu: whymarku@gmail.com

marku

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