gravel rash

SPOTIFY

I'll be still

empty hands

(prod me)

she said she saw me in a dream, but she don't know what it means
i asked her "what you think of me?" but the silence made me leave
oh boy get some ice to heal that burn, keep on driving through wrong turns
might lead you where you deserve oh boy lessons come first
watch your mouth boy, watch your mouth every day emits a frown
what's the point living in town if nobody wants you 'round?
find out who's stealing from your cause, calm down and cut 'em off like meat in slaughter houses

what do you think of me?

ft. @bradily
(prod. silo, guitar by johnny808)

spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/62Jxj8zhkmO0TvlIfpOlZK?si=daa778d366d64c13

apple
https://music.apple.com/us/album/pressure-feat-bradily-los-fleet/1583687857?i=1583687858

[marku]
get out of my face
baby you fucking my head up today
sick of the rumbling i'm sick of debate 
why are you acting like we ain't okay?
get out of my face
baby you fucking my head up today
sick of the rumbling i'm sick of debate 
why are you acting like we ain't okay?

[bradily]
yuh aye we ain't okay i sent you ten text you ignored me today
yuh aye are you okay? our love feels like plastic so real but it's fake
can't let my hair down i cannot relax 
i'm saying i need you but you do not hear that
i'm feeling so let down afraid you don't get that
i'm looking afraid but you're blind to my fate
yuh aye are you okay? i look in your eyes you don't remember my face
saying where are you asking who am i? 
push me away but claim i'm the bad guy
am i the one that you hate? you are my reason for breathing today
you wake yourself up and you're in a strange place 
this is my life when you disassociate

[marku]
i'm woeful, weatherman 
what's the plan when the rainfalls
trapped up in this bitch, a hunnid round of hail
leanin movin slow, i'll win just like a snail
or i'll fail i won't fucking fail

[marku]
get out of my face
baby you fucking my head up today
sick of the rumbling i'm sick of debate 
why are you acting like we ain't okay?
get out of my face
baby you fucking my head up today
sick of the rumbling i'm sick of debate 
why are you acting like we ain't okay?

pressure

@wstdyth
prod. pizzacio

i won't let you go, say you love me
blunt texts in the night upset, cross me
i don't wanna end up lonely
baby have you ever thought of me lowkey, badly
hate my laugh hate my tone, speak
to me, i wanna hold you closely
i wanna move w/ you, help me get through to you

it's been a long night and i'm stressed out
work in two hours, i can't sleep now
two long texts, i can't read now
waterfall, eyes full of tears now
asking for a hand but she won't reach out
i've been sitting here for time i can't count
your voice, it's in my head, it's getting so loud
do you see yourself with anyone else
'iause this time i think i do
i think i'm bad for you
i miss i love you too
'cause this time i think i do
i think i'm bad for you
i miss i love you too
i miss i love you too

i won't let you go, say you love me
blunt texts in the night upset, cross me
i don't wanna end up lonely
baby have you ever thought of me lowkey, badly
hate my laugh hate my tone, speak
to me, i wanna hold you closely
i wanna move w/ you, help me get through to you

it's been a long night and i'm stressed out
work in two hours, i can't sleep now
two long texts, i can't read now
waterfall, eyes full of tears now
asking for a hand but she won't reach out
i've been sitting here for time i can't count
your voice, it's in my head, it's getting so loud
do you see yourself with anyone else
'iause this time i think i do
i think i'm bad for you
i miss i love you too
'cause this time i think i do
i think i'm bad for you
i miss i love you too
i miss i love you too

bad4u w/ wstdyth

prod. @siemspark @heyrick-241266016

washed up, god I feel so dead
the drinking went to my head
waking up in her bed
i knew it'd happen again
only matter of time, that i'd relapse on her skin

washed up, god I feel so dead
the drinking went to my head
waking up in her bed
i knew it'd happen again
only matter of time, that i'd relapse on her skin

she like wock 'cause i wouldn't mind double of her
we talk high as fuck i can't get enough of her
she don't know her worth
yeah
but she bad, but she bad like all drugs are
kick the can i don't care if my heart stops
i feel the tears in my chest i gotta bind 'em
i don't know where to find 'em i'll prolong it 'till the time comes

washed up, god I feel so dead
the drinking went to my head
waking up in her bed
i knew it'd happen again
only matter of time, that i'd relapse on her skin

washed up, god I feel so dead
the drinking went to my head
waking up in her bed
i knew it'd happen again
only matter of time, that i'd relapse on her skin

she like wock 'cause i wouldn't mind double of her
we talk high as fuck o can't get enough of her
she don't know her worth

washed up

prod. everestdidthis

can you make up your mind?
my brain has got a shortage bitch
why you make me feel like this?
will this be the last damn time?
you know it's kinda cruel, the way that i treat you
i'm lovesick got the flu
i'm not enough of course i'm taking that shit personally
you got my ego in a choke, just take your victory
like god, just finish me
don't take away my reason to breathe
been awake two days and nights
i swear i forgot how to sleep

can someone take me out? this whiskey isn't doing shit
i wanna get lost not found but i aint got the nuts for it
don't bother calling back, let me build back up my trust again
you were my bestest friend now i can't love again
you can catch me out, i don't want none of it
what you said still counts, i need it out my head
still let you in my house, the cycle's what i deserve
i just can't kick to the curb, i'm never making the turn

i just wanna crash, yeah
you don't want me back, yet
is the love back yet, i'm such a mess
why you always forget, my brain is always on edge
i always feel the neglect, i just want it to end

can someone wake me up? i had a bad dream
there was something in my cup
before i feel asleep i want you all to me
i live in fantasy, i want you where i sleep
it's where you're meant to be

can you make up your mind?
my brain has got a shortage bitch
why you make me feel like this?
will this be the last damn time?
you know it's kinda cruel, the way that i treat you
i'm lovesick got the flu
i'm not enough of course i'm taking that shit personally
you got my ego in a choke, just take your victory
like god, just finish me
don't take away my reason to breathe
been awake two days and nights
i swear i forgot how to sleep

can someone take me out? this whiskey isn't doing shit
i wanna get lost not found but i aint got the nuts for it
don't bother calling back, let me build back up my trust again
you were my bestest friend now i can't love again

take your victory

feat. @sendflowrs
prod. @everest-mgmt (everestdidthis)


[marku]

𝗜'𝗺 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝘁 (𝗵𝗲𝘆)
𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝘀𝗻𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝘁
𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗶𝘁𝗳𝘂𝗹, 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗹
𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝘂𝗺𝗽𝘀, 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗜'𝗺 𝗳𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗻 𝗲𝗮𝗴𝗹𝗲 (𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆)
𝗚𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆
𝗜𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴'𝘀 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘀𝗵 𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝗕
𝗜 𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟴𝟬, 𝗜'𝗺 𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗯𝘆
𝗜 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗺𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁
𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁
𝗜𝗳 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆, 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗜 𝗱𝗼 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗶𝘁
𝗜 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗻𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗴𝗶𝗰
𝗪𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗶𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁
𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘄𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗮𝗴𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗜 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗮𝗴𝗲
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗶𝘁, 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗼'𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻
𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗼 𝗵𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲, 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁


[sendflowrs]

𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗮 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗹𝘀
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗱𝗶𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘀𝗼 𝗴𝗼𝗱 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗻 𝗼𝗹𝗱
𝗶’𝗺 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗻’𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗿𝗲 𝗰𝘂𝘀 𝗶𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗱
𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗮𝗸 𝗼𝗳 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗹𝗱
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗻 𝗯𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁
𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝟯𝗿𝗱 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗿 𝗮𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗲
𝗶𝘁’𝘀 𝗽𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘀𝗼 𝗶 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿 𝗮 𝘀𝗸𝘆𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁
𝗶’𝗺 𝗮 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝘃𝘆𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁, 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗯𝘆
𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝗶 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘂 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻𝘁
𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗳𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗷𝘂𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁
𝗶’𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲
𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗽𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗻 𝗶 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝘂 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗿𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁


[marku]

𝗜'𝗺 𝗱𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝘂𝘁 (𝗵𝗲𝘆)
𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝘀𝗻𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗶𝘁
𝘀𝗼 𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗶𝘁𝗳𝘂𝗹, 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗹
𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝘂𝗺𝗽𝘀, 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗜'𝗺 𝗳𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝗻 𝗲𝗮𝗴𝗹𝗲 (𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆)
𝗚𝗼𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆
𝗜𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴'𝘀 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘀𝗵 𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝗕
𝗜 𝗵𝗶𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟴𝟬, 𝗜'𝗺 𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗺𝗼𝗸𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗯𝘆
𝗜 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗻𝗮 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗺𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁
𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗮𝗶𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁
𝗜𝗳 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆, 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝗜 𝗱𝗼 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗶𝘁
𝗜 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗻𝗼𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗴𝗶𝗰
𝗪𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗶𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁
𝗜 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘄𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗮𝗴𝗲, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗜 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗮𝗴𝗲
𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗶𝘁, 𝗶𝘁 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗼'𝘀 𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻
𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗼 𝗵𝘂𝗻𝗴𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲, 𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝘁

bandit

feat. @bradily
prod. sorrowbringer
m&m me

[marku]
if he acting way too confident my brodie digging holes
going phantom 'round metropolis 'cause all the hoes i ghost
they think i'm hunnid on the music shit i'm seeing where it goes
flash hoe but we drop her off she fiending for some coke
i swear my city lost it's spark
all they talk about is drilling but they really not that hard
i bet they knew that from the start
but fuck all that
i'ma watch 'em from a far you do you, i do me
'cause it's a stepback being robbed
tryna get my guala straight ain't got time for distractions
don't send any man in my way turn him fractions
yeah, tryna be the biggest coming out of my town
yeah, soon me my brothers gon' be buzzing with a smile
man, god i miss the freedom that i had as a kid
but i'ma love the freedom more i'll have when i'm rich
yeah pulling up to spots and i'm asking what's the sitch'
i can take her if i want, but i do not want your bitch

[bradily]
yeah this ugly bitch she tried to hit me up
i couldn't even pass her to the bro 
she a neighbourhood hoe
my brodie got indicted cuz the cops said he was servin blow
they tried to ask me something, no comment i don't know dem
heard ulovely was talking shit about me on IG
i got bros that'll bury you 2 feet deep JME
they say i'm not as hard as my songs
it don't matter cuz i got some killer that'll do my dirty jobs

i got some friends that are doing time they ain't see the light again
my man just text me and his bro got locked up again
you say you're hard how many times has your block been spin

[marku]
if he acting way too confident my brodie digging holes
going phantom 'round metropolis 'cause all the hoes i ghost
they think i'm hunnid on the music shit i'm seeing where it goes
flash hoe but we drop her off she fiending for some coke
i swear my city lost it's spark
all they talk about is drilling but they really not that hard
i bet they knew that from the start
but fuck all that
i'ma watch 'em from a far you do you, i do me
'cause it's a stepback being robbed
tryna get my guala straight ain't got time for distractions
don't send any man in my way turn him fractions
yeah, tryna be the biggest coming out of my town
yeah, soon me my brothers gon' be buzzing with a smile
man, god i miss the freedom that i had as a kid
but i'ma love the freedom more i'll have when i'm rich
yeah pulling up to spots and i'm asking what's the sitch'
i can take her if i want, but i do not want your bitch

no distractions

#starcity
feat. @bradily
produced by @levelxxxxx
m&m by me

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂]
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗯𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶'𝗺 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲
𝘆𝗲𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗹 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝘂𝗺𝗽 𝗼𝘂𝘂
𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝘂𝘀
𝗶'𝗺 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗹𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆

[𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆]
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝗶'𝗺 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗳𝗮𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗲𝘀
𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗴𝘂𝗮𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗙𝗧𝗣
𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗲𝗻𝘃𝘆 𝗺𝗲
𝗳𝗹𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗲𝗺 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝗵 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗿𝗯𝗼𝗮𝗿𝗱𝘀
𝗶 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗲𝘅 𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗰𝗮𝘀𝗵
𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝗿𝗸𝗶𝗻 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁
𝗺𝘆 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗮 𝘁𝗼𝘅𝗶𝗰
𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗺𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝘆𝗽𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗰

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂 + 𝗯𝗿𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗹𝘆]
𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗿𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲 '𝘁𝗶𝗹 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗲
& 𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻 𝘂𝗽 𝗺𝘆 𝗰𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗽𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘆𝗮 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁, 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗶'𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗹𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗴𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝘄𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝗮 𝗼𝗿𝗲
𝘄𝗮𝗹𝗸𝗶𝗻' 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗮 𝗼𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗸𝗲𝘆 𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆
𝘀𝗼 𝗶'𝗺𝗮 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝗹𝘆

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲 (𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵)
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲

[𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘂]
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝗶𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻
𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗯𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶'𝗺 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲
𝘆𝗲𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝗹 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝘂𝗺𝗽 𝗼𝘂𝘂
𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝘂𝘀
𝗶'𝗺 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗹𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆

𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲? 𝘆𝘂𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲? 𝘆𝘂𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲? 𝘂𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵
𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲?
𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗵

do it like me

(prod. lil nightshift)

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

pessimistic, always anxious
stressing to a point for so long
feels like i'm dreaming
i had a fear of outside when i was fifteen
it took six months to get me back up on my feet
seeing trails in the mirror completely sober
and when it stopped happening i was surprised that it was over
and honestly i was prepared to be the freak stuck in psychosis

oh shit look at what i did
fucked it up for everybody
just the usual shit
act like i'ma learn but i treat it like a bit
they say life's a bitch but i treat it like a flick
when i can but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

but i feel like i got no control
the writer's got a grudge and he's scripted me to fall
i've got frown wrinkles on my face and i'm twenty
thinking back to positive times i'm acting frantic

i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
didn't take my meds, wasn't trusting 'em
in my head i was fucking tripping
i was fucking tripping out
i got cool with rock bottom
so i don't even care to climb
i didn't even wanna die, honest
i let it all decline
paranoia was as common as breaths
i got so used to feeling crazy i found comfort in mess

no control

a song meant to be on the starcity collective album before it ended <3
cover art @6vow
prod. wstdyth

blunt decay

(prod. irby)

people change too fast for my pace
i can't even tell if i remain the same
though they tell me i should be ashamed
how i sit here all fucking day

but what would you do if you had my setbacks
you can't even name them
you don't know who i am
so why throw me shade
god i can't bare to listen
no matter what i say
they just find a reason

to hate me
degrade me
make my accomplishments seem so small
gotta face it
can't erase 'em
but it's hard without any support

oh i wanna leave so bad
just to get them off my back
weight of the world i need shoulder pads
no wonder i'm why so close to cracking
so close to cracking
so close to cracking
so close to cracking
so close to cracking

but what would you do if you had my setbacks
you can't even name them
you don't know who i am
so why throw me shade
god i can't bare to listen
no matter what i say
they just find a reason

but what would you do if you had my setbacks
you can't even name them
you don't know who i am
so why throw me shade
god i can't bare to listen
no matter what i say
they just find a reason

shade

feat + guitar by @diacetyl
m&m + produced by @markuwho

(marku)
when i'm gone i get lost
the disappointment on your face 
is always what it costs
i think i need a cause
a reason to be here
you got a quick fix & i'm drawn
it's always been this way since i was young
shawty hate me it's for the benefit 
we were never fit
old friends hit my line
but it feels so menacing yeah
i can't reminisce oh
i don't want a vessel 
i don't want an S.O.S
if i bleed out then it's my fault

i'm painted as a villain even if i die heroic
i spent most my life forced to try and be so stoic
but the bottle's filled, i just wanna feel
but my body's learnt to hide it all
adapted to conceal
my emotions
i feel out of place some times 'cause it hits me when i'm out of focus 
i'm always so loaded

all the time
the only one that gets me is me so i just talk in my mind
and i act like it's cool and it's sweet
when i'm walking read between lines
i'm sorry i'm cold and i'm stone and i give the wrong tone i know 
it's so easy for me to just leave and hope it sorts out on it's own

(diacetyl)
read between the lines
i know i can’t 
try to find a way out of my head
the seams are stuck 
for weeks on end 
i told myself ‘this isn’t living’
no, this just can’t be my life 
the reaper’s stuck 
right on my shoulder
hell contrived

so, somebody talk to me 
somebody talk 
give me reason to leave
‘cause i know 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
a broken mind’s 
better on it’s own 
i sold my soul for better days 
reap what i sow in a bitter way
brittle bones
and a broken wrist
i’m weaker now
than i’ve ever been

and i don't really talk about the shit that i'm uncomfortable with
i'll be such a cunt, such a prick
i tell them that i'm sad but i'm not selling it
i'll blow another back and say i'm celibate 
i'm out here geeking on my own
no wonder these motherfuckers don't pick up the phone
like i see you in my contacts but you never hit back
while you never hit me back

read between the lines

guitar by jolst
produced by recyclebin

it really depends what kind of mood i'm in
whether not i respond or let the walls cave in
oh i can't decide what i should do with it
speaking up is such a bitch so i get what i give

it really depends what kind of mood i'm in
whether not i respond or let the walls cave in
oh i can't decide what i should do with it
speaking up is such a bitch so i get what i give

am i meant to smile every time
regardless of how i feel at the time
and am i meant to conform and hide my spine
oh my i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else

am i to blame of things that haunt me
am i at fault when people taunt me
god, i minute to process 
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex
all of the thoughts crowding 'round in my cortex

am i meant to smile every time
regardless of how i feel at the time
and am i meant to conform and hide my spine
oh my i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
i'm something else
something else

something, something else
something, something else

over with

prod. sorrowbringer

the essence of your perfume stays on the shirt i wore that day 
i try to wash it out to forget the pain
but it seems that i've caught to a plague

since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same

since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same
since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same

so i take myself right back
whenever i meet someone new
but no one's ever just like you
i never knew of the chance i blew

and now i sit, all alone in the shed
pessimistic about what could be next
it's hard to think when you're over the edge (over the edge)

since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same
since that night that we stayed up at your place
i've thought about it every other day
like do even remember my name?
it's my fault i left didn't think you'd feel the same

i didn't think you'd feel the same
i didn't think you'd feel the same
i didn't think you'd feel the same
i didn't think you'd feel the same

(yeah) hit the gas we floor it at the red light
(yeah) 'cause no one really cares if we crash and die
(yeah) you gotta feel the wind to fucking feel alive
(yeah) if you're looking for my body look under the tires

perfume

prod. sorrow bringer

u can drag my face across the ground
put ur hands on my sternum
and shake it around
cut my back with a razor
& watch me bleed out
i'll be still
do ur magic
idc what happens

u can drag my face across the ground
put ur hands on my sternum
and shake it around
cut my back with a razor
& watch me bleed out
i'll be still
do ur magic
idc what happens

cuz i'm @ my brink
i stare @ the sink
w/ no reason 2 breathe
ion need the fix
of air
oh functioning is hard w/ no care
let the bugs crawl under my skin
atrophying my tendons
stuck in this place like a prison sentence
smoke by the chain
till my blood stops movin
i would tell u the issue
but my lips are useless

my lips are useless
these thoughts they be tearing
in my chest they brewin
baby come 2 my ends
i'll take u round the new bits
feeling our bodies blend
until our skins are fusing
i'm losing sleep
r u through w/ me?
when you flew in
& dropped all the news
i weeped
work of art
how we moving so fluently
weight on my heart
how u screw w/ me
girl u bloomed in me

u can drag my face across the ground
put ur hands on my sternum
and shake it around
cut my back with a razor
& watch me bleed out
i'll be still
do ur magic
idc what happens

but i'll leave even if it's painful
but i'll leave even if it's painful

i'll be still (feat. veshawn)

there's always someone better off (feat. bradily & diacetyl)

feat. @diacetyl @veshawnproductions @bradily @cathedrylwho

medicine w/ diacetyl, veshawn, cathedryl & bradily

let me breathe (feat. diacetyl, bradily & cathedryl)

performed by marku
written by marku & hayzey
main guitar by 93feetofsmoke
produced by marku

i can't take the pressure
man i need a sedative
always trying but i never seem to let 'em in
got me scouting house to house like the letterman
hard to know where i'm going no floorplan
we come undone like duran duran
might fuck around and spend a whole bag like damn
i'm really caught up in the snow wrist avalanche
you can only hurt me from the surface like gravel rash

i feel dumb, i feel sick
when i'm thinking about
what we couldn't achieve
but i don't know how
and i can hardly believe
we took this route
we are we headed now?
except for south

my eyes locked on the prize like it's christmas
scope in baby you don't wanna miss this
going up, got my enemies twisted
chase the money till my pockets got me limping
eyes red baby now you got me thinking
roll another one i'm damn near lifted
a lot of tea round my name no lipton
no game man the chess feels scripted

i find that i just never suit the climate
i don't wanna hear your words defining
what i am or who the fuck i'm lined with
i prefer to keep it hidden, private

i can't take the pressure
man i need a sedative
always trying but i never seem to let 'em in
got me scouting house to house like the letterman
hard to know where i'm going no floorplan
we come undone like duran duran
might fuck around and spend a whole bag like damn
i'm really caught up in the snow wrist avalanche
you can only hurt me from the surface like gravel rash

i feel dumb, i feel sick
when i'm thinking about
what we couldn't achieve
but i don't know how
and i can hardly believe
we took this route
we are we headed now?
except for south
i feel dumb, i feel sick
when i'm thinking about
what we couldn't achieve
but i don't know how
and i can hardly believe
we took this route
we are we headed now?
except for south

where are we headed now?
where are we headed now?
where are we headed now?
where are we headed now?

south

wake me up

i'm losing myself, i'm all on my own
how quickly i fell, it aches in my bones
oh honey, my body ain't feeling the gloom
i'll carry the weight, but only for you
feeling the wind, collide on my skin
it's triggering something that's making me spin
and i ain't been calm and collect in a minute
caught in a body of aerated liquid

oh, i hold it all
i hold it all
all my past mistakes and everything that i endured
oh, i hold it all
i hold it all
and i'm not driving this time round
i'm stuck in the passenger

and if you're sick of my face
well i'm sick of it too
put the gun in my mouth
and fucking split me in two
i caught a glimpse of the future
left me scared to conclude
and everything that i love
sends me closer to doves
and everyone that i love
thinks that i'm just a cunt
like what am i supposed to do 
ending up on the news 
ain no content in that 
my achievements are flukes 
why don't you say it too 
oh, i'm a waste of breath
and you know that better than them
the tree you come from is rooted only wherever it's planted
and you don't like where i landed
guess i'll never understand it
i'm destined to fail, i'll never understand it

oh, i hold it all, i hold it all
all my past mistakes and everything that i endured
oh, i hold it all, i hold it all
and i'm not driving this time around, i'm stuck in the passenger

and i don't like waking up, i don't think i wanna tough
it out, it out, 
and i'm not even at the cusp
oh it could get so much worse
it could get so much worse

i hold it all

(prod. everest)

if i'm too much of a scene
you could bury me in the backyard
in your line i'm not too far
so you could dig me up if you need

someone dead to you
to keep you level headed
i'll tell you all the things i hate
'cause i have nothing i need to fake
so if it's me i'm bringing down guess it's fate
that i'm dead to you
set in stone like a grave
but memories remain like a stain
remembering the time that you've wasted
the way that lust can drive you 
goddamn you're shameless

can't make me out guess i'm nameless
you can't match face you erased it
when you're around i just play dead
but what's the difference when you leave me hanging

hangman hangman
please cut the rope bitch, i won't die
hangman hangman
you gotta let me fall in order to help me fly
hangman hangman
please cut the rope bitch, i won't die
hangman hangman
as i leave this plane and everything behind

if i'm too much of a scene
you could bury me in the backyard
in your line i'm not too far
so you could dig me up if you need

someone dead to you
to keep you level headed
i'll tell you all the things i hate
'cause i have nothing i need to fake
so if it's me i'm bringing down guess it's fate
that i'm dead to you
set in stone like a grave
but memories remain like a stain
remembering the time that you've wasted
the way that lust can drive you 
goddamn you're shameless
hangman
hangman
hangman

hangman

you always shut me out
so what now
and i don't feel allowed to be down
i try my best to be left on read
i feel unseen im too deep in the crowd
and i know that i suck at the best times
blur the lines eat through time 
and miss deadlines
when i go in the night know i'm alright 
stuck still like a deer in the headlights

i'm so drained baby I've lost all my drive
there's no way i can heal with no fight, left
i sink in my bed, vexed
i can't get out of my head

you always shut me out
so what now
and i don't feel allowed to be down
i try my best to be left on read
i feel unseen im too deep in the crowd
and i know that i suck at the best times
blur the lines eat through time 
and miss deadlines
when i go in the night know i'm alright 
stuck still like a deer in the headlights

like a deer in the headlights
like a deer in the headlights
like a deer in the headlights
like a deer in the headlights

deer in the headlights

swallow the key (feat. diacetyl)

oh i just want to do something right
but it's written in stone
maybe the flesh in my bones
leads me to dangerous heights
oh i just want to feel in touch
feel in touch
is that too much?
is that too much
to ask
before i put all my faith in 
this flask
is that too much
to ask
before i put all my faith in 
this flask
oh in the dead of the night i feel it creep in
in the back of my mind just to keep me from sleeping
oh, keep the curtains aligned i won't show when i'm weeping
i'm afraid of commitment it's something i'm needing
oh in the dead of the night i feel it creep in
in the back of my mind just to keep me from sleeping
oh, keep the curtains aligned i won't show when i'm weeping
god i'm fucking malignant i take more than i'm giving
they say if you
chase your void
it gets bigger
and bigger
they say if you
care too much
you be poisoned by figures
oh everybody thinks they're smart
'till they're pushed to the edge
you are what you're fed
nothing less
don't overcomplicate it
you live then you're dead
i almost lost a friend
it was way too much
to ask for
i almost put all my faith in
this flask
way too much
to ask for
i almost put all my faith in
this flask
oh in the dead of the night i feel it creep in
in the back of my mind just to keep me from sleeping
oh, keep the curtains aligned i won't show when i'm weeping
i'm afraid of commitment it's something i'm needing
oh in the dead of the night i feel it creep in
in the back of my mind just to keep me from sleeping
oh, keep the curtains aligned i won't show when i'm weeping
god i'm fucking malignant i take more than i'm giving

in the dead of the night

live grenade

I still feel it all
i missed your call
and i now i feel in debt to ya
no matter what i do
i feel stuck
i lost my charm out of luck
now no matter what i do
i feel stuck
you leave a trace everywhere that i go
and left me hanging like the coat on the door
and i don't know where you expect me to go
but regardless baby you've got my vote

i feel stuck (feat. massi milioni)

the amount of times that i
put my trust into the wrong people

they're so fake and
it's so blatant
and it's so painful
coexisting
no i can't fuck with it one bit
so take a two step, arm distance
and i've seen it all before, you
can't coexist with a leech and live
and i've got to even the score
wear a mask for the spores
'cause jealousy has no cure

you can tuck the truth
right behind the lies, but
people ain't as stupid as you think
you'd be surprised
if you really gotta catch up baby
read between the lines cuz
we could keep quiet or get loud k9s
(k9s)
make the opps fly up like some doves
paranoid keep it clinical
we running through your thoughts
if you really wanna test it
quit talking through your mentions
take a step back you don't want the attention
(attention)
if you really want it badly you can dead it
but, i ain't really 'bout no vendettas
i'm just tryna be me and get better
can't be mad if i crop you out the picture
it's all up from here, is
something i wish i could say
but i'm stuck in the same damn place (oh)
they're so fake and
it's so blatant
and it's so painful
coexisting
no i can't fuck with it one bit
so take a two step, arm distance
and i've seen it all before, you
can't coexist with a leech and live
and i've got to even the score
wear a mask for the spores
'cause jealousy has no cure

you can tuck the truth
right behind the lies, but
people ain't as stupid as you think
you'd be surprised
if you really gotta catch up baby
read between the lines cuz
we could keep quiet or get loud k9s
(k9s)
make the opps fly up like some doves
paranoid keep it clinical
we running through your thoughts
if you really wanna test it
quit talking through your mentions
take a step back you don't want the attention
(attention)
(oh)
(oh)
(oh)

coexist

feat. @diacetyl

now i keep my head low
as the days go by habits tenfold
and i couldn't really try cause your words scold
burn holes fry straight through my temple
got me working in over time
system in override
we're seeing an early tide
We won't make it until the night
baby I've lost it
put a nail in the coffin
got me feeling so nauseous
i might cut all my losses
I'm losing faith
we can't do this forever 
baby do you know that?
i don't wanna take about it
baby could you hold back?
my vision is hazy sippin'
on this cognac
and memories fading
i don't wanna go back
you can pick a part a piece of me
and paint me as somebody i ain't never been
 then i ain't gonna listen in 
my stomach sinks 
i can't fall into that ravine


(diacetyl)
assorted habit another day
i feel your passage run through my veins
it's convoluted my stomach aches
a cost diffusion we're so out of place
i won't say bye till the morning babe
one more night till the colder place
and if we don't fight it's a boring day
feel the comedown like it's pouring rain
and if i run away will your slumber crumble
and i can't contemplate what it means
to be faithful 

now i keep my head low
as the days go by habits tenfold
and i couldn't really try cause your words scold
burn holes fry straight through my temple
got me working in over time
system in override
we're seeing an early tide
we won't make it until the night
baby I've lost it
put a nail in the coffin
got me feeling so nauseous
i might cut all my losses
I'm losing faith

now i keep my head low
as the days go by habits tenfold
and i couldn't really try cause your words scold
burn holes fry straight through my temple

i'm losing faith (feat. diacetyl)

i won't pay attention no more
if i ain't showing love they get bored
i have trouble closing the door
cause once i do you won't see me at all
at all

a nap in the dirt the soil gone be huggin my bones
but until then imma hold it strong
i don't know why they tryna do me wrong
when i don't want a reason i get two more
a nap in the dirt the soil gone be huggin my bones
but until then imma hold it strong
i don't know why they tryna do me wrong
when i don't want a reason i get two more

why you move like that?
i keep my head underwater taking long breaths
ion want no part in your subset
every body gather's round just to laugh at
red nose and my medicine good too
got jokes got bands only one true
imma make it one day just to spite you
and ion even like to press but i have to, oh

why you move like that?
i keep my head underwater taking long breaths
ion want no part in your subset
every body gather's round just to laugh at
red nose and my medicine good too
got jokes got bands only one true
imma make it one day just to spite you
and ion even like to press but i have to

i won't pay attention no more
if i ain't showing love they get bored
i have trouble closing the door

i won't pay attention no more
if i ain't showing love they get bored
i have trouble closing the door
cause once i do you won't see me at all
cause once i do you won't see me at all
at all

a nap in the dirt the soil gone be huggin my bones
but until then imma hold it strong
i don't know why they tryna do me wrong
when i don't want a reason i get two more
a nap in the dirt the soil gone be huggin my bones
but until then imma hold it strong
i don't know why they tryna do me wrong
when i don't want a reason i get two more

why you move like that?
i keep my head underwater taking long breaths
ion want no part in your subset
every body gather's round just to laugh at
red nose and my medicine good too
got jokes got bands only one true
imma make it one day just to spite you
and ion even like to press but i have to, oh

i won't pay attention no more
i won't pay attention no more
i won't pay attention no more

deep breaths

shrink (feat. cathedryl & carmela donna)

how could i be the same when every day i lose myself
and honestly i feel compelled
to tell ya how i feel
to find out if it's real

i feel like i can read your mind
through your eyes
yet every damn time
i stay i around
it builds ice
i haven't hit the mic for a minute now
i thought i'd take a second to let me out

air me out and let me bleed in the basement
in the back of my mind
like i'm yours for the taking
in the back of my mind
if it's fall then you can rake me in
i didn't think i'd play these games again

oh this bad egg ain't got a sunny side up
lot of artist thinking that they all this, no
the fact i take a breakn i'm still doin laps round ya
i get em tight but they do nadda
change his face just like acne do
no cunt i do not care for you
she put in work like a factory dude
i hope that is absurd to you

how could i be the same when every day i lose myself
and honestly i feel compelled
to tell ya how i feel
to find out if it's real

i feel like i can read your mind
through your eyes
yet every damn time
i stay i around
it builds ice
i haven't hit the mic for a minute now
i thought i'd take a second to let me out

i feel like i can read your mind
through your eyes
yet every damn time
i stay i around
it builds ice
i haven't hit the mic for a minute now
i thought i'd take a second to let me out

let me out, let me out, let me out
i thought i'd take a second to let me out
let me out, let me out, let me out
i thought i'd take a second to let me out

thru ur eyes

(prod. kazuyo)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1cChjHHWEoEUV4SDtgyh0l?si=1_jDNBgoSr6YGA9dCNYILQ

one day i'll feel all mighty
right now i'm stuck in a pipe dream
she fuckin' with my head on the nightly
i hope my wrist go icebeam
heard locals want smoke like a cigarette
old friends turn snakes and mini men
i remember cutting grass 'fore i seen them
last time i learned my lesson

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
bitch i'm high every day, that's a cap for the plays
if i smoked everyday i would end up in a psych ward
funny shit goin' on in my thoughts
don't worry bout it, it's on me
6 months i was walking like a zombie
fuck help fuck you fuck this that
i remember contemplating to the pitch black

pipe dream

departing

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marku

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