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COMMENT ON YOUR FAVORITE PART

Yung Angel - Wockhardt </3 (prod Birdie Bands)

Maxxkii - Alone

I got a whole lot of enemies. (Prod. Chuki Beats)

Enemies

LXST HIGHWAY (Prod. Venxm)

I don't feel like i'm in control of my emotions anymore. I don't feel like i'm the only one making decisions anymore. It feels like there's something stirring up and I can't figure out if its with me or against me

Its scary. Not knowing where you are going to end up but always having a bad feeling nonetheless. 

I guess now that im writing this..the only thing that keeps me alive and going is the small chance of finding true love..its something that iv always wanted but never truly attained but maybe..just maybe..


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prod. nxcturnal
mix/master/vox [blvckehart, vqcant]



love you guys 

lyrics:
You choose a gray love
Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, but it's all in your mind
I sleep with my pain in my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Staring my death
Straight in the face
Gaze off the bridge with the pain in my brain
Signal is switched off to powerless
Showering down
Shroud full of darkness
Hourglass pourin'
Hoping my life would not jump off that terrace
Hoping my life would not break off in edges
Loosing my sanity, panicking
Praying for something to take me to heaven
But God isn't answering
Where is our God?
Where is my feelings they're all fucking gone
Trapped in my mind but I'm so fucking lost
Hopeless demoted
My shit's fucking blowing the pot up and open
Hoping my life doesn't end with the barrel or potions
Nauseous
I'm slumping my posture is gone with my happiness

I need some help with the way that I'm running my life
I need some sleep when I go lay in bed every night
Insomniac pledging his life towards a dream
Hoping my mind would connect all the seams
Split and I'm fraying
Decaying enslaved in a wave of dysphoria
Uh
Wake up to nothing my days push together
Evading my room wit my pain on my sweater
Chasing my mind and a dream
I won't have either they both always leaving
Beating my fists to the wall
Blood on knuckles to stop what I've thought
Tears on my face
Dead in my brain
There is no point to keep rapping this way
Killing myself through these words
Tired of trying to help all the hurting

Can't make amends with the pain and the devil inside
You try to escape, But it's all in your mind
I sleep with the pain and my dreams at night
Just benzo tap my veins till' I seem alright
Isolate, no
Try to sedate, no
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You'll lose yourself always choosing to chase the same love
You choose a gray love
The black and shameful

Black and shameful
Gray Love
Try to wake up
Can't pick a trace up
You choose the gray love
The black and shameful

GRAY LOVE w/ blvckehart

Stevie Hollows - Fly
IG - @stevie.hollows

Just Let Me Go

LIVE VLONE

Prod. Sarcastic Sounds
@sarcasticsounds
Mixed by DeltaBerkowitz
@deltaberkowitz
Cover Art by BrunoBamma
@brunobamma

Lyrics:
Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you

Harm fal lr
Darling darling go to sleep, i got some change in my pockets ill be there in your sleep
Dont fret ive payed the ferry with a deadmans greet
Cuz i could represent death anywhere that i speak

Heart pressed against the soil you compress my peace
Is this a chest of regret for the trees that bleed
No seeds no breeze just the crimson seas
Its deceased that cease to find inner peace

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you

I Can't Help Falling In Love

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Enemies

Skarzy