nosgov

the day i die

talk to my stupid fucking face
got it out the toxic waste

transplant

caught counting syllables
my mind so full of the trouble
you brought to my life cuz u liked my eyes
and i thought its all fine all the time
and your face is stuck in my mind
and the last call was just in time
shattered glass cuts up in straight line
i wont let you in, not this time
and id rather get back inside
cuz the voices just confuse me
diffuse me, im trying but im losing
next year i pull up cameras flashing
i know they want me down, give me a second

counting syllables

just put an amen break over some random vocals lol

hikikomori

why + ltdrew

video - https://youtu.be/FqkUdIrl734

produced by taehuncho & elixir

i hate this with all my heart , okay bye !

[intro]
just look me in my eyes
i see the hatred, i see that ur tired
all the time just went by
but im so glad that u tried

[ver]
please dont tell me lies
all my life ive felt so tied
i feel unimportant
memories so boring
whats my storyline
just look me in my eyes
i see the hatred, i see that ur tired
all the time just went by
but im so glad that u tried

[outro]
love u til im not moving
were moving slow but we are moving
emotions rush but cant u feel
that i really want it when get in my feels

i need it (taehuncho elixir)

@nosgov on twitter & ig
produced by snapz

im biting
sun comes out and im hiding
been riding
shining blue like a diamond

when i was down noone was picking me up
got a new phone i aint picking it up
no funny shit im not dicking around

back then it was cool but you forgetting me now
back then it was cool but we dont even talk now
sorry for being like that
or are you forgetting that
shawty i owe you my heart
i see you in all my art

my love, been lasting
emotions, been blasting
cut my wings
then i cut me

blood been in my beverage
pour it up no need for coverage
talk shit you get blasted
enjoyed it while it lasted

caught up
you get cut up
shut up
now its my time to come up

shine bright
surudarth needs no chain
btc i be on that blockchain

bitten (snapz)

produced by yuri online

angel wings in the club
staring at you from the back of the club
cut my wings in the club
fell in love in the club

angel wings (yuri online)

its over (twon twon honk)

produced by yung thom

suicide,
great time
suicide,
last time

its the time,
little lies,
im on the floor,
ur standing by

crying over you,
dont have the time,
its the last night,
you walk past by

neon green plastic band up on my wrist
will the time help idk what it is
im not that young, innocence gone long
all they say is what could go wrong

Buy on iTunes

suicide thru skype (yung thom)

[interlude]
when i c u (5x)

[#OKKKKKK]
when i c u
@ the club
rolling up
we're rolling down, u talk 2 much (2x)

when i c u (5x)

fill up
deleted the whole season
im fighting with a demon
im searching for a reason

these thoughts just haunting me
i got the recipe
and please dont talk to me
im my worst enemy

when i c u (5x)

bleach blonde (?)

produced by loathed & winter

thanks to you im still present
demons hunting for my head
glitter all up on my face
im so bad ill never change

i cant stop i change the pace
paid a k i changed my face
its for you im not that way
out the mud i pave my way

glitter (loathed winter)

angel recovery (baka)

produced by yung thom

when i was in the dirt, it hurt
told me, i could be someone else
on me, is this all i deserve
funny, im out of love, no reserve

acted so slimy
angels around me
demons cant haunt me
your lies wont harm me

lights never on me
when im performing
put my life on this
put my heart on this

it starts to hurt, over time
over and over get out of my life
u in my head, over night
night after night im in web of ur lies

im not Tryna be nice
u was Cold like some ice
wrist cry at the night
blood drip fuck the ice

i was gone with a knife
given all wrong
can u vow to my heart
hidden so long

17 years of pain
it gets to my heart, insane
think ill go now, my way
heavy burden, always

slimy (yung thom)

fake (iv)

crazy + senses (5v)

funny + trasshvampire (mista)

kill me
tonite
ill be ur angel

meet me
tonite
i have no patience

trust its destroying me
and annoying
that ur so far away

im not controlling it
thats just how i feel
iTook another pill

iSaid fuck everything
for u ill do anything
i thought i couldnt feel
but bad thoughts disappeared

trust its destroying me
and annoying
that ur so far away

im not controlling it
thats just how i feel
iTook another pill

my home is where your heart is
its so strong i cant fight this
i hope u dont get tired of this
ur hair was strings im a violinist

554 (karasu odece)

i can feel u when i stare at the stars
i was lonely now i cant get enough
can u please, just hear me out
i repeat, come get me out

cant do this myself
i need you right by my side
i get quite sad
bottled up this feeling for myself

nosgov

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