÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Heavenly Father

TIME IS JUST A STR8 LINE U DONT GET SECOND CHANCES
IVE BEEN WORKIN SO HARD TRYNA GAIN AN ADVANTAGE
CHERISH EVERY BREATH I TAKE DONT TAKE EXISTENCE FOR GRANTED
LIFE IS JUST A GAME OF CARDS U PLAY THE DECK THAT UR HANDED
SO PLEASE DONT GAMBLE WITH YOUR LIFE CUS U COULD LOSE IT 
U GOT A BRAIN INSIDE UR SKULL THEN FUCKING USE IT
FACE THE FACTS U GOTTA LISTEN TO THE MUSIC 
I FEEL WORTHLESS I DONT KNOW WHY I DO THIS 
I AM JUST MY BREATH, I AM JUST THE BLOOD THAT IVE BLED
AINT NO TELLING HOW MUCH FUCKING TIME THAT I HAVE LEFT 
BUT IMA MAKE IT THE BEST, I WANNA SPREAD HAPPINESS 
EVEN THO IVE BEEN DEPRESSED I KNOW LIFES BETTER THAN THIS 
SHIT IVE BEEN GOIN THRU IT SOMETIMES U GOTTA DO IT 
U GOTTA TAKE A RISK, TAKE A HIT OR MAYBE TAKE A LOSS
TAKE THAT SHIT ON THE CHIN, PAIN AINT NOTHIN TO A BOSS 
BLOOD LOSS DONT SCARE ME I DONT WANNA FEEL EMPTY ANYMORE

LiL 137 - 6. Angel Tears (PROD. ÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷)

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Reincarnate

Reality’s become satire 
Living underneath the eye of the evil empire 
Every where I look I’m always seeing barbed wire 
5150 been about the gun fire
Ima live wire supplier my gun don’t misfire 
Enquirin about me’s like water and greek fire 
escape the system get people to think higher
Spread wisdom and peace but keep th piece this aint a cease fire 
no justice no peace don’t trust the police 
If I speak the things I think I would get beat like Rodney king 
I’m Tired of living below the poverty line 
Thats why I’m commitin crimes but ppl dropping the dimes
I put tape over my camera I think somebody watching me 
Tired of living in a system of hipocrisy 
Economys a mockery 
Currency is burglary 
I swear to god I wish the cops would come and fuckin murder me 
Swat raid my spot turn my home into a murder scene 
Im posted at the Burger King
Burgundy suede Burberry shades 
Lil boy I’m still getting paid
got the key to the game 
Dont spend my money on chains 
Dont give a fucc about fame 
You can’t even type my name 
You gotta copy and paste 
I been running it up 
You just been jogging in place

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Rodney King

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Purgatory

i don’t expect you to be submissive 
If I’m transgressive or aggressive 
I don’t intend to be dismissive 
Non attentive or oppressive 
I dont pretend to be cohesive 
Or impressive or permissive
i jus try to be expressive 
And progressive not regressive 
I’ve accepted that my memory’s repressive 
And selective 
Im still working on my self 
Im still crossing off my check list 
I know that you try to help 
And feel helpless when I’m depressive
And I’m sorry
That I’m broken 
And it breaks you too 
And I’m sorry 
Im not more open 
I hope you know I hate It too 
But I’m growing
And I’m learning 
And I’m sorry its so slow 
stoked the flames 
For so long 
But the fire would never grow
Now its burning
As I attempt to maintain control 
And I’m learning
That a fire is hard to hold 
But I’m okay
And I think its cause I’m cold 
And that numbs me 
Or at least thats what I’m told
Puzzle pieces fit together til we see th bigger picture 
Smaller patterns create larger patterns with their Lil mixtures
But as I solve the puzzle I see I'm not in the picture 
So I'm staring at u standing there with someone else's figure
Well go figure I'm not perfect I just create the perfect mixture 
Of aggression and depression in my body like some elixir 
And I don't need the scripture like my father or the liquor 
I self medicate in other ways I guess you get th picture 
So I solve these little puzzles getting more frantic by the second 
And as the picture becomes clearer I always start to second guess it 
It's like the puzzles just a mirror and I'm scared of my reflection 
So I hid behind my fear and I suppress my own depression 
So I'm sorry 
that I'm broken 
and it breaks you too 
And I’m sorry 
Im not more open 
I hope you know I hate It too 
But I’m growing
And I’m learning 
And I’m sorry its so slow 
stoked the flames 
For so long 
But the fire would never grow
Now its burning

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - Puzzles

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - UV LIT UP GARBAGE

I’ve got a home in th suburbs of th killers n theives 
Where th block is hot the cells a hundred degrees
Everybody’s bones break and everybody stabbed bleeds
Everybodys a animal and none of us leave
Just a number in the prison economy 
Just another orange jumper for us cogs in th machine
Where they outsource labor like legal slavery
And they keep us segregated so we all become weak
I’ve got one foot in the grave and one foot in a cell
I’ve got a mind in heaven and a body in hell 
I put my chips all in but they saw my tell 
Gambled with my soul now Ima ghost in a shell
Im just another cowboy in the wild Wild West 
Where they shoot so much you needa buy your child a vest 
you either Fuck with the best or you die like the rest 
When you walk through the valley of th shadow of death 
You gotta beat the heat or be a feast for the vultures 
Where decomposing’s just another part of the culture 
Theres lions and tigers and elephant poachers 
and a bunch of people tryn figure out if ur a poser
We’re all inmates and victims of our own narcissism 
In a system where our consciousness is built to a be a prison
I learned to think outside the box then I turned it to a prism 
Now I question my belief in my own nihilism 
keep chasing your dreams til their reality 
But I dream about facing my mortality
Theres no black and white no duality 
Just a lake of fire that burns everything 
Im a hostage of my catholicism 
While I down vote it like the caucus system 
Sometimes I get lost in the symbolism 
cus I’m so attracted to th masochism 
Ima traitor a sadist who’s playing it safest 
By not saying shit except solely the safest 
Collection of words that can cover all bases 
without blanket satements to make it blatant 
im at home in the prison of what is and what isn’t 
Im a inmate of my limits I’m the pain that I solicit 
And I’m always alone until someone comes n visits 
Im a foxhole im a pothole im a gutter ima divit

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - MIRAGE

David

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