My gentle flow of time has ceased to move
The blood I spill no longer stains
I've kept your memory 4 thousand years: the dream we saw that day

In another life, held your hand
Recollect your dream, don't forget

I've spent so long inside this hospital
the bursting wires made me sick
No thoughts or prayers ever reach me here
I wish I could exist

In another life
Saw you smile
Recollect your dream
Fate unwinds

бесконечное лето; fate unwinds +chuchu

for you I hold my breath(cover)

Maripark Yesfest SET

https://open.spotify.com/album/5UXpJfEm72XG88FCIUZDTq?si=u2fpXDw5QGeSrs5ZC7_nbw

Fear

Sinking Dream

composition, mixing, and production by @iyrliaes and mari park

vocals, lyrics, and performance by mari park

mastering by @cyclpsrock

cover photography by @iyrliaes and @wxilla (multitalented)

special thank you to @meishismile for typography/graphics and support!


system

Sink

outro :)

Tough love
I give tough love
Cus I care too much
To see you fuck it up like I did

Tough love
I am too tough
Cus i'd rather be blunt
Than make everything complicated

Such a cliche
I sleep through the day
Dream i'm driving in reverse
Down the highway

The promise in the pain
Is that it spurs you to change
But when I wake i'm afraid
It's just a game

Tough love
I give tough love
I give tough love
I give tough love

Cut me with the sword of truth
I need to see the world for what it is

If only I could be nice
Everyone wants my advice
Because they know them i'm right
But they don't like when I
Call it like
It is

Tough love in a heartbeat
I can't be sweet all the time
I can't be sweet all the time
Sometimes you gotta be harsh
To be kind

Tough love
Tough love
Tough love
Tough love

too tough

We all grieve differently
Just trying to get it right
You're sleeping peacefully
But you're living by my side

You live in photographs
You live in the breeze
You live in the corner of my eye
Where you don't think i'll see

You live in the empty parking lots
You live in the crowd at the show
You live inbetween each reality
And i'm ok, cus I know

In 2014 I had a dream
I dreamt I was a child
I heard a knock at the door
And you were standing there
And you smiled

In your arms so angry
I hit you and kicked you
I miss you and
I just cried

I asked you why you left
And you smiled

You look healthy when I dream of you
You look like yourself
You look healthy when I dream of you
And that's all I can ask

you smiled

cover of Only Seeing God When I Come by Sega Bodega

art by yaoguaai (Phillip Chao)

released December 19, 2025

original songwriting and composition by Sega Bodega and Donna Missal

composition, mixing, and production by iyrliaes (Olive Harlan)

vocal performance and vocal mixing by mari park

only seeing god when i come

everywhere I go I am bathed in light and I am so, so scared all the time though at times I find these strange moments fall upon me, flickers, shifts, modulations, there is so much stillness and the warmth is so bearable. I think the names of all those people I will never know. They are contained here in these composite strings, thrumming in some hot-cold even-tiding way. I think that I will never be able to grasp it!

outro :)

3chrysanthemum

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