u act like u dont know me.
would you do anything for me?
sorry that i pissed u off..
i was just.. goin thru a lot
why would u leave me at my lowest??
only on u, i was feeling so focused
IM BROKEN.
but u can put me back together
we can walk around, dont care abt the weather
put a new heart in my body
cut me up, im feeling disembodied.
(...)

disembodied (takecare04 + awe)

https://open.spotify.com/album/01j9tx0aCDbFCwcxoGYE97

prod me sample: https://soundcloud.com/qxi/eyesore @qxi

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you
  
everything about you
u dont even 
everythings about to
come crashing down again

dunno if i wanna see your face again
now my heads just messed up

now im messed up
i cant let up
have i been getting better

don't think that ive been feeling any better
any better

but i cant go down
cs ive been too low
but youll never know
what ive tried to do to feel like im better
than what i was but it doesnt matter

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

feel so bored its just lackign all variety
i cant find myself when drowning in sobriety 
break my neck ten times ill still stand up
does it feel different when its family who fucked up

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you 

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

how to hate

i dont wanna pick up the phone
why u tellin me to come back home
oh look at u, u so mfin grown
i dont like you, can u stay in ur fuken zone
put my body on the map
i could give 2 fucks abt a fuckin stat
if u want sum bands u can run up, hit up fukin saks
gettin mad that i run up all these mf racks
i been goin goin up das a mfin fact

ur mad that u tryna put the blame on me 
i been gettin shit done, cant u even fuckin see?
read a book, get some fuckin knowledge
gettin paid, cuz i go to mfin college
mf brought it up
i got lotta purple shit, in my mfin cup
why does everyone think im mfin dumb
why deez mfs talkin like they know sumn
mfers gotta run

fact (14106lyn)

hi, ive changed the mixing and mastering on this multiple times now so if it sounds different next time you hear it that is likely why
@tillamookbay @fleshtofleshintertwined
lyrics
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dont ever wait up
they wanna take from me
there's nothing here to take from
i can't think, its been so long
tell me where i go now
i cant even walk

let me recollect my thoughts
idk how to feel you did me wrong
ill wait for this to stop now
it wont ever stop, no

im like fuck that shit im not stuck
promise that you'll keep that shit a buck
be honest with yourself when it sucks
its how you get better
its never getting
i waste my fucking life just grasping for the tethers

reaching for the tattered strands
normalized with medicine
stumble when i walk
and i still cant see my fucking hands
never got me out, i just sit here and rot

cuz i was destined to fail
i knew from the start i couldn't make it
but i still fucking tried
oh i tried
i tried a little too hard
im so fucked up
im stuck now i cant run
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me 
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me
they're gonna kill me

placeholder (michimani + fleshtoflesh)

Hi


stfu
i i i i i do not care what u say
i just want u to get outta my fuckin way
idgaf what people gotta fuckin say 
why dont you just do ur fuckin
o own thing
im right here sittin at my setup
i just want to get my bread up
why do u even give a fuck 
dont come back to me when i blow up

when i go uppp
stupid bitch u know i dont give a fuck
you know i dont care about you
yeah yeah
i dont care
you know i make money too 
finna shoot him like 50 times like Q
make money til my bodies done 
you fell in love i made u cum (cum)

setup (zy)

lyrics:

lemme get away from here,
walk up to my room where i disappear,
maybe im scared yeah its just fear,
do i even know myself? unclear

i dont even feel needed right now,
im unavailable and lazy now,
i just feel worthless on the ground,
or is it just my thoughts being loud?

once im in my bed i dont wanna wake up,
feeling dead but ill try to make up,
i dont meant that i wanna live,
but all this shit is killing me

why would you want me?
im nobody special,
am i just weird?
i want to be normal,

my screen is my best friend,
cause when i walk into the crowd i have my intent,
im good at interacting but i dont stay with them,
cause i just hop from person to person instead

thoughts are stuck inside my head,
care bout everything u said
wouldnt it be easy to live without responsabilities?

☾⋆⁺ 3amsynthwave [self-prod]

prod me @attc and @qlein (juicebutterfly2)
ft @daikyu 
me:
IT
white tees
got my stash out
might need an iv
finna crash out
you dont wanna listen to my beats
they'll make you stack loud
why you think i dont care about your thoughts?
we rolling pack out

yuh
thinkin ima back out (what)
bro really saying he alpha
you live in a crackhouse
aint nobody got your fucking back now
fuck em over got em off the tracks now

i been off this tropicana till i pass out
get the bag with the bro we eating general tso
i just wanna know how
h-how to get involved with no single-outs

bitches fake my god you're so fucking exclusive
i feel so excluded
its probably why you're losin
feel like general shepherd
thats one less loose end
tryna fix my brains internals
all the wires bent

@daikore
what's bad?
can't say
bitch i cant fold
talking shit like you aint driving a rental
turn you into scrap like its mf titanfall
earth shatter 808s but thats been known
send one shot to your head no camcorders
bullets up n down your block hittin every corner
cherry picking all your points like a fuckin orchard
you got drawn up in an etch-a-sketch, shaky borders 

shit, i cant fold
working every day
but i cant let that be known
if they tap into the method
then they still cant be like me
i just do all that shit better
im just someone you cant be
(nettspend reference...)
i cant take no fucking bar
i can't take no fucking part
all your shit stay sub-par
i shoot eagle, goin far

coworker music w daikyu

hello @oneshotniko
i love my friends and i love you

lyrics
-
somehow i always wake up on the wrong side
shit i didn't start come back to the fault line
problems always online
don't got that ego back behind the screen
i can't tell you what it means
its the writings on the wall
symbols in between all the other drawings in the hall
if you fw me i fw you i really got no problems
if you start w me i wont respond n you can fuckin solve it on your own

while you keep talking
I stop watching
I'm working on it
stuck on tonic
no space, iconic
its all harmonics
see you walk in
got me shaking like plate tectonics

method locked in
you cant stop shit
bitch i cant quit
bitch i cant slip

you wont ever catch me stopping
everybody talkin
w my bros we get to chopping shit up
we get to stoppin you bums
looks like you're shit outta luck
looks like you're fresh outta funds
you know i keep it a buck
cuz i got dollars in my pockets in my pants
everybody dance
who are you to make demands
i can't figure out
don't know who you think you are but keep my name out ur mouth
gaf about the numbers, don't believe in amounts
if they fucking w you 4 the digits cut em up
ppl telling me i'm nothing gotta shut em up
i'm w aisle 4 the final score is 10 to nun
im w zy you got a problem we gon light it up

Ijon (scrambl)

prod takuori + synnheaven

my work around worked so I'm uploading from my phone

lyrics
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worlds gon pass me by
i cant go to sleep at night
i might stop breathing
i cant even rlly fuckin die
its a fucking cycle
falling but i idle

do you know whats behind the castle wall?
its the same box, same as it was before
its oblivion im stuck where i cant see the floor
so that's how it is, so that's how it is

i stop existing for a moment
materialize in front of you, i get reloaded
stuck inside a pyramid i get decoded
please never set me free, i dont wanna warp away
the world doesn't know where im at, at
they watch me all the time behind my back, back
just another life to throw away, trash
i cant be the only one that sees it

do you know whats behind the castle wall?
its the same box, same as it was before
its oblivion im stuck where i cant see the floor
there's nothing behind the castle at all

do you know what's behind the castle?

prod jones
drunk freestyle from last week

disembodied (takecare04 + awe)

krump