a story of damage is pieced together. live, muddy, and still unclean. the way it was meant to be; wet with tears, wholly broken, and myself bound.

How My Blood Boils

PRODUCTION BY @flak_s
VOCALS BY @jhlofficixl

LYRICS :

LATE NIGHT THINKING WILL I MATTER TO YOU WHEN I'M GONE
WHAT ARE YOU WANTING OUT OF THIS ?
I KNOW THAT IM SOMETHING THAT YOU MISS
LATE NIGHT THINKING WILL I MATTER TO YOU WHEN I'M GONE
WHAT ARE YOU WANTING OUT OF THIS ?
I KNOW THAT I'M SOMETHING THAT YOU MISS
BUT AM I MISSED ENOUGH ?

I'LL BE AROUND 
I'M THE FALLEN SNOW
THAT'S ON THE GROUND
OF YOUR WINTER HOME 
WHEN IT COMES TO A CLOSE
I WON'T LET THIS GO
(I'M ON YOUR MIND IN EVERYWHERE YOU GO) 

I'M THE PALATIAL BREATH THAT'S BLOWING ON YOUR FACE
INSIDE THE AIR YOU'LL FIND MY PERSONAL LITTLE TRACES
'CAUSE I'M THE MEMORY INSIDE OF YOU YOU CAN'T REPLACE
YOU CAN'T REPLACE 
YOU CAN'T REPLACE 

LATE NIGHT THINKING WILL I MATTER TO YOU WHEN I'M GONE
WHAT ARE YOU WANTING OUT OF THIS ?
I KNOW THAT I'M SOMETHING THAT YOU MISS
BUT AM I MISSED ENOUGH ? AM I REALLY WORTHY OF YOUR
LATE NIGHT THINKING WILL I MATTER TO YOU WHEN I'M GONE
WHAT ARE YOU WANTING OUT OF THIS ?

I KNOW THAT I'M SOMETHING THAT YOU MISS

I'LL BE AROUND 
WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT
I CRAWL IN YOUR BED
WHILE I DON'T MAKE A SOUND 
YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN
BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE ALONE

I'M THE PALATIAL BREATH THAT'S BLOWING ON YOUR FACE
IF YOU HEAR THE BASS, JUST KNOW THAT THAT'S HOW MY HEART RACES
CAUSE I'M THE CATALYST OF THE JOURNEY THAT YOU'LL MAKE

LATE NIGHT THINKING
HOW I'LL MATTER TO YOU
WHEN I'M GONE
YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU MISS
I KNOW YOU'RE, YOU'RE CRAVING DEEPER THAN A KISS

CNIDIUM PLUCK (ft. jhl)

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speedrun vol 3 dj set w/ silentTweaker

Angel's Beat! Emotional Overdrive!

Maybe Next Time

DJ GEORGE COSTANZA - “THE MONSTER IN ME”: MONSTER ROCK MIX

Listen to it in the tour van

H E Double Hockey Sticks
Shut the Front Door

Throw some Cs in the chat if you’re feeling DJ George Costanza.

“What the hell is wrong with me?!?”

Just to feel alive

“Every Day I wake up and I’m DJ George Costanza”

Lock it in and rip the knob off

Check out my limited edition beanie lol: djgeorgecostanza.bandcamp.com/merch/dj-george-costanza-beanie

"The Monster In Me": Monster Rock Mix

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DJ George Costanza - "The Monster In Me": Monster Rock Mix

ITS OVER. IM FUCKING DONE, ITS GONE TOO FAR. YOU NEVER SEEM TO LEARN.... IM TIRED, IM BROKEN, IM ANGRY, ABOVE ALL... IM IN PAIN. THESE WIRES... THIS METAL, DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW IT TEARS MY FLESH APART? EVERY NIGHT I LAY TO REST, AND THESE WINGS, THEY BEG TO BURST OUT OF MY BACK, AND FLY ME INTO THE SKY...

YOU WANT TO TEST ME? KEEP TRYING. FUCKING OPP. I'LL BLOW YOU TO FUCKING SHREDS, YOU AND THIS WHOLE ROOM!!!! #FUCKAROUNDANDFINDOUT I GOT MY STRAP LOADED AND READY TO CLICK BACK AND BEST BELIEVE I DONT MISS.

ITS TIME, IM READY... DETONATION IN 3....2....1.....


FROM THE ONLY SPLIFF-SMOKIN STRAP-CLUTCHIN JOGWHEEL-JUGGLING CYBERNETIC-EXPLOSIVE-HUMANOID YOU KNOW COMES THE THIRD ALBUM IN THE OPPCORE SERIES... A TRUE FINAL NOTE ON WHAT HAPPENS POST ANGER, POST PAIN, A TRUE COMPRISEMENT OF THE EXPLOSION. "AFTERMATH (POST-FLESH DECAY)" SEEKS TO CHRONICALIZE THE DEATH AND DESTRUCTION OF XXHARDBIT3S FOLLOWING THE EXPLOSION OF THEIR INNER CORE.

FOR STARTERS, I'D LIKE TO THANK MY FAMILY, ION NEED TO NAME NAMES, U KNO WHO U ARE. I WENT THRU A LOT OF HARD TIMES IN THE PROCESS THAT LEAD TO ME MAKING THIS ALBUM, I BURIED SO MANY EMOTIONS IN THIS PROJECT THAT I WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED IF IT WASNT FOR THE LOVE, GUIDANCE, AND PROTECTION MY PEOPLE PROVIDED ME IN MY HARDEST TIMES. WE ALWAYS UP, AND WE ALWAYS UP 2GETHER FR, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

NOW THEN, TO ALL MY OPPS: ALL THE PEOPLE WHO MAJORLY DISAFFECTED ME AND MY LIFE THROUGHOUT THE YEARS. THE SUBURBS, THE TOXICITY OF A WHITE SOCIETY, THE TOXCITIY OF AN AMERICAN SOCIETY. THE LIFE WE ARE DESTINED TO LIVE BY A GOVERNMENT THATS WANTS US TO BE A WEAPON FOR THEM... JUST LIKE THE ONES THEY SELL AND PROFIT OFF OF... THANK U FOR CREATING A WORLD WHERE I WAS BOUND TO BE PORTRAYED AS AN OBJECT OF VIOLENCE, SO THAT I COULD MAKE IT SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL, AND SOMETHING I COULD FINALLY FIND A PEACEFUL IDENTITY IN, AND CONNECT WITH OTHERS THROUGH, AND BUILD A LIFE I TRULY LOVE OUT OF. YOU COULD NEVER STOP ME, I'LL ALWAYS KILL YOU FIRST.

NEVER EVER FORGET WHAT YOU'RE CAPABLE OF AS YOUR HONEST AND TRUE SELF, AS JK CONSTANTLY TOLD ME OVER THE TIME I WAS WORKING ON THIS TAPE "IF PEOPLE DON'T LIKE WHAT YOURE MAKING, THEY PROBABLY JUST AREN'T READY FOR IT YET." if you extend your hand out into the chaos with honesty and good intentions, there is always someone out there who will grab it, and you can find a home in understanding eachother.

LUV ALWAYS, ITS UP FR, THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME <3 

ALL TRACKS WRITTEN, PRODUCED, MIXED/MASTERED BY XXHARDBIT3S

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WHAT WE CAN'T LEAVE BEHIND (4EVERPAYINGPENNANCE)

RAVER MAZER

Background music for the worlds in my head

vaporwave dungeon

didnt ask for prolly dont want it . here ya go idk.
 everything made by @forcefeeded

13 tracks of noise (forcefeeded)

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How My Blood Boils

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