selfish≥x

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guitar sampled by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @qtgf
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

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$uiciderecord$さんの彼女の涙 Her's tearsに参加した曲です。

彼女の涙 Her's tears

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雨部冷キザミさんのドリルンベースコンピ、Enhancementに参加した曲です。

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produced by k4mi . @k4miinari1
interpolated cewer . @cewer

I DON'T SING THIS SHIT I MAKE IT HAPPEN
THAT BOY A CANCER
WE PULL UP AND WE TURN HIM TO A DANCER
bitch

maybe i didn't get the message
do you think you could pay attention to anything i say? would you throw it all away?
lately i'm forgetting to mention
do you think you could stop in heaven or is it too late? one more word for me to break ..

ya
i think i knew this shit
every time i get up to call it quits you pull me back in
you pull me back again ..

i just can't stand the distancesssssss
i said a lot of things that i did forget . can't lose another end
so tell me
is it all pretend

what's left to prove
i want me and you cuz it's in my dreams
it might be hard to believe but it's what you see

you can run and lose
but when things look up don't look down to your knees
take a left and do this right by choosing me

it's in a dream . it's in a dream
so take a left and do this right by choosing me
oh to do it over sweet tangerine
i wrote you in a dream

you're not choosing me
will you find somebody new to do the things i do
with nothing left to tell you
i'll be right by ur side cuz ur what i need . AND I WROTE U IN A DREAM <3

what's left to prove
i want me and you cuz it's in my dreams
it might be hard to believe but it's what you see

you can run and lose
but when things look up don't look down to your knees
take a left and do this right by choosing me

it's in a dream . it's in a dream
so take a left and do this right by choosing me
oh to do it over sweet tangerine
i wrote you in a dream

ya

i wrote you in a dream

見張っていた空がゆらっと手招く
逃走　構想　どうしようもないでいた
基本、無象　漂っていた
ゆらゆら　揺らいで

祈っていた君がゆらっと手招く
逃走　幻想　どうしようもないでまだ
有象無象　ただ酔っていた

想像そして　描き出しても
理解して　痛み出した想いが
剥がれて
際限が無くなって
理解して理解して繰り返してわかって
描き出しても　繰り返し見做すまま
はがれて、痛いまま　痛いまだ　痛いまま
視界正していた

少し間違って同化した
ただただ間違って知った
そのあとで
黒くにじむ　笑ったまま
揺れる揺れる塞いで
祈っていた君がゆらっと手招く
逃走　幻想　どうしようもないままだ
深く深く　ただ酔っていた
ゆらゆら　揺らいだまま

描き出しても
理解して　痛み出した想いが
剥がれて
際限が無くなって
理解して理解して繰り返してわかって
描き出しても　繰り返し見做すまま

culpa

kiyie