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Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

V tubers are a plague and annoying af 
(lyrics)  
(Verse 1)
 I dream of anime girls who tell me I can escape this world 
They know how much my life sucks, They know how hard I got fucked.    
(chorus)
You say that I'm killing myself 
I say that I'm escaping hell
point the trigger directly at my brain 
blast away at the source of my pain
(verse 2) 
I know it won't be painless 
it sure as hell won't be easy
but once I join them 
they'll do anything to please me. 
(bridge) 
you tell me not to kill myself 
your words are emptier than this broken hell
my only true support wants me to blow my fucking head off
one shot is all it takes , one shot and everything will be okay

Kill Myself

nyaatural selection (greens on toast cover)

Scabzone cover https://soundcloud.com/scabzone

Hi-Point

crackhead song

i feel like im in disguise
im wearing all my lies
but i cant 
escape from you

trapped within my head
the guy i was is dead
and im the only thing thats left

i want you to be 
the last person i see 
everytime i go to sleep

i went right into my head
ripped who i was to shreds
and im the only thing thats left

im the only thing thats left

I can't smile anymore
I can't sleep anymore
I can't live anymore
I lost my imagination
I got lost in this fucking hole
I blow my head off with a shotgun
I'm sorry for all this blood

i lost my imagination

real rockaholism

-- 

lyrics:

i don’t get outside much
waste away, with my bad luck 
i’m so goddamn needy 
i want someone who needs me

i don’t want your pity
just somebody to like me 
id take just a damn hug
some kind of physical touch 

i don’t get outside much
waste away, because life sucks
i’m so goddamn angry 
need anyone to love me

rotting in my room

met him when i was a kid
liked super heroes and anime
we played along for years
been throught and emo phase

and thats when you came by
you said you loved me for a long time
and i really wanna believe
and you fucked up everything

destroyed my life
steal my best friend
fucked up my fucking
reputation

was my first date
and my first hate
but i blamed myself
and only myself

dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that

my ex gf screwed my childhood friend (ft. chernoperson)

You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a https://soundcloud.com/neetsongs
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing

Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again

Living rent free inside your head
Living rent free in my parents basement

S.leeping in M.ondays U.nemployed and G.loating

art by: nostalgist 

lyrics:

throwing up everything I dreamed of one day

lying on a corner

all i have are two cigarettes in my pocket

the smell of beer rising from the back of my throat

a gun pointing at my head
goodbye

two cigarettes in my pocket

school shooter cover

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
they're so beautiful
they're really beautiful
if you really take the time
if you dream of you and i

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i

handguns are beautiful

i really like this song, so dont take it down sc

I want you to be
as miserable as me
i want you to scream and I want you to bleed
i want you to hurt
i want you to hurt
i want you to be buried deep down the dirt

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Why arent you sad?
why aren't you mad?
why is your life great
and why is mine so bad
I wish you the worst
I wish you the worst
I wish that i could see you be carried away inside of a hearse

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Wrath - Fried by Fluoride (yet another reup)

I got lost
inside your school 
I have a shotgun 
and voices in my head

I got lost :3

School Shooter

ists a cover https://soundcloud.com/school-shooter/death-by-cop

this time with vocals you can actually hear i think

death by cop (school shooter cover thing)

Christ Church Bible Study Club

I'm Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room (UhOhSlater cover)

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

a goofy little song i wrote lol i hope you enjoy!

lyrics:
solo part

she is death and she brings fear all while she wears her pink cat ears
shes ready to shoot ready to aim to settle some scores to cross out some names
she keeps a tec-9 tucked in her maid dress and a hi-point under her desk
one day shes gonna kick down those doors and when she does you better hit. the. floor.

solo part

nyaaatural selection
nyaaatural selection 

solo part again

cans of monster and a 20 round mag roll around her hello kitty bag
as she walks the hall up and down under her breath she counts down
the time has come the times today to set things right to make them pay
shes not looking for absolution she just wants her retribution


(the catgirls name is eirca harris)

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Aiden