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Time it goes so fast
These things never last
When you look back
You realize what you had
But its all gone
You feel so wrong
You call out to god but hes never there

I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

It was long ago when i felt better
In those days i thought itd last forever
But the time has passed and it’s all over now
I dont know what to do and i wanna get out


I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
cause i miss the past
I miss the past
I miss the past
I wanna go back
‘Cause I miss the past

I Miss The Past

crackhead song

met him when i was a kid
liked super heroes and anime
we played along for years
been throught and emo phase

and thats when you came by
you said you loved me for a long time
and i really wanna believe
and you fucked up everything

destroyed my life
steal my best friend
fucked up my fucking
reputation

was my first date
and my first hate
but i blamed myself
and only myself

dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that?ya
dont you like that

my ex gf screwed my childhood friend (ft. chernoperson)

school shooter cover

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
they're so beautiful
they're really beautiful
if you really take the time
if you dream of you and i

i dream of you and i get possessed
you dream right back and you get obsessed
as we both start to fade away
the feeling stays, the feeling stays

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i
handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
if you really take the time
handguns are beautiful
when i dream of you and i
when i dream of you and i

handguns are beautiful

I got lost
inside your school 
I have a shotgun 
and voices in my head

I got lost :3

cover art by @ramunebear on instagram!!

happy v-day

b4iphone

i know i don't belong here
no one ever gets me
nothing i'm holding onto
detached from everything
lost in sea of shit that's not real
looking for something
to make me feel

i have many reasons
for why i do not care
poison in my cheetos
they're fuckin' up the fresh air
i have many reasons
for why i'm so fucked up
tried to fit in with them
but i can't feel any love
burn it downnn yea yeahh 

i wish i could feel something
something for anyone
i feel like i was raised by
the wolves and had no one
the world is sick and i'm checking out
wish i could burn it burn it down

i have many reasons
for why i do not care
poison in my cheetos
they're fuckin' up the fresh air
i have many reasons
for why i'm so fucked up
tried to fit in with them
but i can't feel any love
burn it downnn yea yeahh 

burn it down (fried by fluoride cover)

pls follow Neet and Fried by Fluoride

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Neet, Fried by Fluoride- I really really hate you

mental note

Blackpilled Again

im never speaking again
too much dumb shit that ive said
so much dumb shit in my head
i would be better off dead
i would be better off gone
i am a fucking retard
i fuck everything up
i make my life so hard

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

im never making new friends
my life has come to an end
people think i am a sped
why am i so retarded
just put me in the grave
i dont know how to behave
i cant communicate
i am a fucking dumbass

spaz attack, i didnt mean to say that
spaz attack, so many things i cant take back

spaz attack spaz attack
didnt mean to fucking say that
spaz attack spaz attack
too many things that i cant take back

Spaz Attack

I'm Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room (UhOhSlater cover)

Im so afraid to speak, im scared of everything
everyones watching me, they know that im a freak
im staring at the floor, what am i living for?
i want to be normal, why cant i be normal?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

im staying home again, i dont have any friends
afraid of what they'll think, i shrivel up and shrink
they know im low iq, they know i failed at school
i am a fucking joke, why am i such a joke?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

Too Neurotic

im so sick of it all
got no friends who care to call
and i am working all the time
its taking a toll on my mind

wake up go to work
come home late is it even worth it
up and repeat the very next day
i am wasting my life away

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

the day will come when im fed up 
and i decide to make the jump
and end it all and as i fall
ill think of my friends who didnt call
to see if im okay
they probably wouldnt care anyway
so lets just get it over with
cuz nobody cares about me shit

im so sick of it all
my life is hitting a brick wall
i feel so alone
got no place in this world to call my home

sick of it

Ooooo never getting better
Ooooo brain is in the shredder
Ooooo never getting better
Ooooo always and forever

My memory is gone
It all feels wrong
I think my brain is broke
Im getting so slow
Im so fried
Surprised i havent died
What the fuck

I'm Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room (UhOhSlater cover)

Fried By Fluoride

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