ambientpill 1

meiosis

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dl6p0JKlajk
https://open.spotify.com/track/4o2smlJUBbvKSQKBLBTlHa?si=f445779320304cf7

The further I get from you
You make me wanna puke
You make me wanna hide
Im fucked and traumatised
Im fucked and traumatised

We’ll make everything alright
Everything we want to be (we’ll be) (we’ll be, we’ll be)
travel far into the southern light
Darling wanna die with me (tonight)
Darling wanna die with me

We'll be (IDK)

perfect

maybe i dont deserve love
i sit like an abandoned dog waiting for its owner
impatient, restless, forever waiting.
you did exactly what you knew i was scared of
i made so many versions of me just to prove that im good enough
i was a child
i dont blame you for using me, im not very good at saying no
i just want to be loved the way i love.
i am homesick for arms that dont even want to hold me
im scared this is all i ever be
i was never supposed to make it this far
"you changed" yeah i gave up.
im drowning
dont you miss me?
why are you happy without me?
you promised that you will never leave me again
i feel like im rotting
i wanna rip my insides out to make the pain go away 


what my mind sounds like

CAVE

em0000000000aa

UTF-8♥

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Failed Existence

untitled

[Untitled]

soundcloud:tracks:963333556

UTF-8♥

george