this was written for a friend struggling with addiction. hope you’re doing better!

Løuis
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lyrics:
i’m having trouble breathing now
you stole the air away from me
i tried to quit but figured out
you were the one controlling me
i added cigarettes to fuel the poison inside my lungs
cuz lately you don’t feel the same and i desire the buzz
another hit to drown the noises out cuz love isn’t fun
i watched the world go up in flames inhaled the smoke now i’m numb

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

so i’m backing off
told you that i quit but you heard the cough
i tried
yeah i tried
but i’m not gonna to make it
cuz nothing really works guess i’m forever jaded now
you started masking the memories 
by changing my chemistry
your love is a drug and misery loves her company
an addict for so long
it messed with me mentally 
connection was so strong
till you killed the energy
i stopped using that night
but you relapsed in my mind
want you in my life
you’re gone for good this time
i made you the enemy
the problems in my mind
love and drugs were my synergy 
they couldn’t intertwine
really messed with me mentally
depression hypnotized
the sedative spoke to me
said leave the world behind

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

i’ll fight until the death of me
it’s midnight and i’m crying myself to sleep
i love you wish you knew what you meant to me
the last thing you said was rest in peace

alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

Spotify/Apple Music

Alicia (prod. IOF x Idle Tears)

go to hell

See You In Hell

In My Head

ugly

Cigarettes

Cigarettes (feat. Travis Barker)

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lyrics;
Been trying not to think about you anymore
So tell me, baby, was I ever really yours
It's all bittersweet
No, it's been weeks without you here
Well, lucky me, you're in my dreams 
And now I fear that I'm

Sleepwalking
I got my head in the clouds
And the sun don't shine on the other side
I shut my eyes just to feel alive
You got me sleep talking
But when there's no one around
And you waste my life for another night
I'll try and try to find some peace of mind

Yeah, I guess I never got the memo
Picking the pedals off to skip the sentimentals
I'm walking a tightrope
I'm in a spiral now
I gave you everything you wanted
I'll read between the lines
Just tell me when it's over
'Cause I'm running out of time
And now I'm

Sleepwalking
I got my head in the clouds
And the sun don't shine on the other side
I shut my eyes just to feel alive
You got me sleep talking
But when there's no one around
And you waste my life for another night
I'll try and try to find some peace of mind

Every part of me just wants to leave
But I'm still trapped inside this dream
I cant escape it
Feels like it's all a simulation
And my heart is on the line
No, it wont beat
If you're the last thing that I see
My body's aching
It doesn't feel like I'm awake
Instead I'm

Sleepwalking
I got my head in the clouds
And the sun don't shine on the other side
I shut my eyes just to feel alive
You got me sleep talking
But when there's no one around
And you waste my life for another night
I'll try and try to find some peace of mind

go to hell

44phantom