prod @attc @chewy
additional mels & drums by me

baby i am not ok 
ask me what im doing today x4

im tryna tell a story with-inside of notepad
domo tshirt on me wear it when theres no fad

baby i am not ok i need a therapist
picking up nothing but all these 
empty messages
think about a way to make sure that my 
message sent
put that shit inside a bottle in the ocean
im going thru da motions
while u lazy fuckers sippin purple potion
i wont deal with u bitch 
nah dont even know it
i cant end myself cuz 
thats not how the story's written
aint even religious i just wanna 
stop the killing
ur disgusting if u think that shit is 
fucking thrilling

yeh take back whats mine
take back my mind
get back my life
gotta get back my life uhh
x2

ask me what im doing today
bby i am not ok x4

dont care no more abt ts 
u think o me
i already got the voices 
hindering me
experienced the worst of human beings 
truly sickening
overthink, what kinda person u consider me?

this another fuckin song about bad luck
gotta fix these issues or i'll be a sad fuck
these ops they talking like they need me
keep your mouth shut
this so loud i think it could 
burn your whole house up

moving on prod attic heroine

demo (file will probably be replaced later on)

It's a turning point in my life
what can I say?
nothing I say sounds right
hold it in for one more night
what have i done?
i swear, i'll make it right

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
feel like I'm on the edge of letting go
it's starting to show
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just shave it all off just to see how you'd react

i know what your expecting
but im giving you something else
when you tell me you love me
i wish i could say the same
cant think of the words
you want me to say
you ask how its been
i dont say a thing
i wish i could say something

I look like a mess today I know
I hope you still love me
shattering my brainstem
wandering away, hoping things are still okay
I look like a mess today I know
maybe I'll just burn the fucking house down
maybe I'll see you react
i swear, i'll make it right

Turning point

one last filler that i made in 38 minutes exactly
@prodjeng4

SMiTE @prodjeng4

prod @raaynen

lyrics:

RAAAAYNENNNN RAYNEN RAAAAAAYNEN

thank u @raaynen for giving me this beat 
yeah im with my boy @raaynen and im touching up his feet 
yuh we boutta hit the sheets

yeah im @raaynen's #1 no im not his side ho 
catch that boy lacking yeah we gon hit his vitals 
@dylan-stringer-morris is a pussy yeah he's so fucking entitled 
he won't even respond because he doesn't make fucking music

how u got a gun but u say u won't use it?
 @b3v3l talking all that shit like bitch let's get to it 
i know that boy a twink and he not gon go do it 
i don't need no friends all i need is fucking

RAYNENNNNNNN
don't need no @cus3d 
don't need @b3v3l either 
don't even need ari 
all i need, all i need is @raaynen
yuh ALL I NEED IS RAYNEEEEEEEEEEEEN 
ALL I NEED IS FUCKING RAYNEN

yuh, so tell me what’s it gonna be
@raaynen please @raaynen please, i just wanna suck your feet
yeah @raaynen doesnt know he only belongs to me
try with anybody else and its gonna get messy

yeah try with anybody else
dump some led up in they ass and then i put em on the shelf

@b3v3l's built like an elf
(yeah, igor's built like an elf)

yeah i think about @raaynen every day and every night
mo's a fucking terrorist all that he thinks is that i'm white [im not btw]
but i don't need anyone
all i need x3
is fucking

RAYNENNNNNNN
don't need no @cus3d 
don't need @b3v3l either 
don't even need ari 
all i need, all i need is @raaynen
yuh ALL I NEED IS RAYNEEEEEEEEEEEEN 
ALL I NEED IS FUCKING RAYNEN

all i need is (raynen)

i know u can hear me, im falling from love like no one ever
i cry on my own cus i know i can weep if i keep the door shut

im fighting for my home, my soul, my love
im fighting for my home, my soul, my love

ponzi

@1hallow @popilization @violetxx9

ha, yea, like what happened to fashion talk?
i just did my fashion walk
drop money on all kinds of stuff
i just stay posted
i just walked to the bank, to the vault
spin her round from the back to the front
i got my swag up and u stayed a bum
idk u bru how u think we gon chop shit up?
double cup, pass the blunt
mix stimuli feel all types of stuff
and im wit my brudda we got shit out the mud
money talk thats all i love
i'll up the stick i'll call yo bluff
how u say u notice me
but u dont even know my name
she say she over me
she must not know that i changed
when i shoot my shot it's green
when i light this blunt it's dank
i just got some brand new jeans
made a withdrawal out the bank
bank, bank, bank, bank x4 or something

ay, yea, like what happened to fashion talk?
i just do my fashion walk
and she call me a fashion god
and im feelin real good off the wock
adderall got me off the wall
and u know its not yo fault
so dont act like u in the wrong
idk u bru how u think we gon chop shit up?
double cup, pass the blunt
mix stimuli feel all types of stuff
and im wit my brudda we got shit out the mud
money talk thats all i love
i'll up the stick i'll call yo bluff
i do this shit for the love of the game if u dont fw me u cant hang
when i hop out the car im jus testin my aim but bru this could be yo last day
and u know i put prada all up on my frames i can see shit even thru rain
and i rlly keep the glicks on me no franks dont play w me this not a game

FASHION TALK PROD. HALLOW & POPILIZATION & VIOLET

parked outside, i'm alive
i was so sure my blood was blue
+ i was sure i'd go out on my own time

i feel different different different

my peripheral was changing like the seasons
my peripheral was changing
my peripheral was changing, changing like the seasons
 my peripheral was changing

7. perifra

BANG. feat. jesusKryst

longdanhemp：
房子 车子 票子
房子烂尾就像小婊子
赚了票子去买房子
我看到你们在房子里
好像被困在悲剧里
青春的秘密
美好年华的记忆
被它摧毁着 命被它玩弄着
地狱阎王收尸礼
学校领导见面礼
房子 车子 票子 有了房子缺了票子
老鹰抓小鸡条子
你发出的动静我会打死
别让我看到你们笑 别让我看到你们跳
你们想怎么做就怎么做
庞大叙事观很不错

UneedCHUFANGdrug：
他们卷走我的钱就像bitch
穿着lv嘞个是校长的three
住上新房子嘞个是他们的Dream
不敢面对现实我都不相信
看他们作威作福批样子
别让我拿到枪一帮龟儿子
吃的满嘴流油有点肥
不能就讲到这
他们把积蓄花在这
他们存了一辈子都没有花
他们还等着新家
接他们的爸爸妈妈
过户给他们娃娃
希望曾那般盛大
结局像流沙崩塌
从黑发等到了白发
合同白纸黑字成了空话
倾尽全部赌一个家
最后成一个笑话
笑话 笑啊 哈哈哈
我都看到了但没法挣扎

烂尾楼 w/longdanhemp（prod.whyapril）

✧₊⁺🕯⋆.˚୨ৎ
spiderwebs hanging off my skeleton
ive been hanging with my friends for the hell of it oh
insecure so i stay relevant
lying on my living room floor, yeah i lost control long ago

feelin anxious is my enemy
every word that rides my breath is passive, aint mean shit to me
everyone thats rotting in my past, u a bitch to me
i got vines climbing my carotid when its hitting me

(spiderwebs hanging)
being anxious is my element
i just got eroded, like a rock, now im sediment
correct my vision, now i watch, like a second hand
correct my vision, now i watch
(spiderwebs hanging)
being anxious is my element
i just got eroded, like a rock, now im sediment
correct my vision, now i watch, like a second hand
correct my vision, now i watch

@zzjay
i think you see me in the worst light
even though i think that im the only one on your side
but i think it makes me childish if it's true
and i never go to sleep i fear of bedbugs in my room
thats another bad excuse
not knowin what to do
im too focused on you
im too focused im blue
i lack focus in school
cause i always look out the window
i remember you was my kinfolk
i remember everything was simple
that time

(spiderwebs hanging)

@sinefelt
lately my mind been fogged up
can't hardly read the cost of
scratches from her claws
i hate holding a grudge
up my tongue, put down a blotter
i can't stand up to get water

i'm js tryna go out warm
about to freeze, i'm snowed out
stare colder than a snow storm
if my soul out-pours
there's too much to account for
that all hardly matters
i think, but i'm not sure

let me out of my body
couldn't care even partly


october beatleech 𓇢𓆸 feat. zjay & sinefelt

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💿 “PARADOX — EVENT HORIZON” — PARADOX
Trap / Hip-Hop / EDM-Pop — rapid rap, arena hooks, and drops built like gravity.

Six tracks. One signal.
It starts in VOLTEMPIRE, a neon megacity where everything is measured in frequency—what gets amplified becomes truth, what gets muted disappears. PARADOX doesn’t debut… they broadcast. A pirate transmission called IRON SIGNAL slips through radios, clubs, tunnels, and street speakers, waking people who forgot they had power.

Then the interference begins.

A new tone appears beneath the music—too clean to be noise, too wrong to be human. Streetlights flicker in sync with the beat. Time stutters on certain words. Some listeners swear they hear a voice between the vocals… like something answering back from the dark.

And the closer the crew pushes the signal, the closer VOLTEMPIRE drifts toward the EVENT HORIZON—the point of no return.

This isn’t just an apocalypse.
It’s contact disguised as collapse.

📌 Tracklist / Chapters
🦾 Titan Mode — the awakening: “sleeping giants” open their eyes.
📡 Iron Signal — the broadcast: the city starts moving as one.
🔥 Apocalypse Parade — the crackdown: alarms, blackouts, the hunt begins.
🕯️ Love Fades Quietly — the aftermath: what breaks you doesn’t always scream.
🌌 Interstellar Throne — the ascent: escape velocity, starlight on your hands.
🕳️ Black Hole — the finale: the void pulls… and you decide what stays.

Expected sound: heavy kicks, deep 808s, triplet hats, bright cosmic leads, vocal chops, glitch stops, crowd chants, and hooks meant for stadiums—music that feels like a transmission aimed at the stars.

⚙️ Prod / Concept / Worldbuilding: RvillProject
📅 Release: 2025 — Event Horizon Era
👽 Transmission Note: If you hear the whisper in the static… don’t chase it. Lock in.

all i need is (raynen)

mai